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26 j6'nb} hfg] df}sf k fkt eof]. pxffn] lhnnfjf6 kms{g] lbgdf?!)). g]kfnl?k+}of ;xof]u lbptf klg! nfv egbf w]/} /sd k fkt epsf] dx;'; epsf] lyof]. lhnnfsf x/]s ufpfdf /]8qm; k' ofpg] ;f]rcg';f/ lhnnf zfvfn] ;j{ k yd ;b/d'sfdsf] xfo{ :s'ndf h'lgo/ /]8qm; :yfkgf u jf6 pkzfvfsf] dfwodjf6 lhnnff zfvf ;~rfng ug]{ cleofg klg k"/f u/]f. )$% sf] e"sdkdf p4f/ tyf /fxtsf] sfdnfo{ klg ;kmn kfb}{ lhnnfdf # j6f ejg agfpg ;kmn epsf] ;+v'jf;efn] ufpf,lhnnf / /fi6«e/df g} cˆgf] kl/ro u/fpg ;kmn epsf] 5. ;fnjf6 lhnnfsf] ;efklt kbdf ;]jf u/]sf] of] bf}8 cfˆgf] ;kmntfsf] syf jg]sf] ;Dem]sf] 5'. - ah frfo{, g]/];f]sf] ;ª\v'jf;ef lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5_ hljgsf hl6n df]8x df rng l;sfpg] /]8qm; g/]gb k ;fb kf]v/]n, ;fnsf] s'/f] xf] d cf7 siffdf k9\y]+. Ps lbg kffrf}+ 306Ldf xfd f] ljbfnosf k wfgfwofks crfgs siff sf]7fdf cfpg'eof]. ljbfnsf] ljifout s'/f] 5f8]/ xfdlnfo{ cgt/f{li6«o dfgjlo sfg'g / /]8qm; cleofgsf] af/]df ;Demfpg yfng'eof]. /]8qm;sf] Pp6f xffufsf] kdf h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n k To]s ljbfnodf :yfkgf ul/g5 / o;sf] nflu ;b:o agg'kb{5 eg]/ l;sfpg'eof]. To;kl5 xfdl ;a} h'/];sf] ;b:o agoff}. To;sf] & lbgkl5 ljbfnodf h'/]; u7g eof]. d klg To; ljbfnosf] h'/];sf] cwoif agg ;kmn epf. To;kl5 cfˆgf] cwoogsf ;fy;fy} /]8qm;sf ljlegg sfo{qmddf efu lng] / /]8qm;sf af/]df cwoog ug]{ sfo{ cl3 a9\b} uof]. d /]8qm; cleofgdf cfpg'egbf klxnf dfgj clwsf/ ;+/If0f d~r wgs'6fsf] cwoif lypf. cfh d g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf wgs'6fsf] ;efklt epkl5 ljlegg lsl;dsf ljkb\df k/]sf JolStx sf] ;xof]udf ;l/s eo/x]sf] ;fnsf] e"sdk / o;af6 epsf] Iflt, kll8t hgtfnfo{ /fxt ljt/0f ug]{ sfd To;kl5 hgfsf] Hofg lng] u/l upsf] klx/f] nufot cfunful, r6\ofª, af9lh:tf k sf]ksf 36gfaf6 x'g] hlp Hofgsf] Iflt sd u/fpg] sfo{df ;+nug x'g kfpfbf uf}/jsf] cg'e"lt u/]sf] 5'. ljlegg tflnd, uf]i7lx df efu lng df}sf kfpf, h;n] /]8qm; cleofgnfo{ cufl8 a9fpg ;kmn eo/x]sf] 5'. ;g\!($( sf h]]g]ef dxf;lgwx / ltglx sf k yd tyf låtlo cfn]vx x]g{ / cgo /]8qm;;DaGwL yk cwoog ug]{ df}sf kfpsf] 5'. hljgsf hl6n df]8x df dnfo{ rng l;sfpg] /]8qm; / o;sf sfo{x cfh d]/f] clegg c+uh:t} agg k'u]sf] 5. - kf]v/]n, g]/];f]sf] wgs'6f lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5_ 14 d]/f] syf

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28 efjgfnfo{ sb/ ub}{ dnfo{ k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs k lzif0fdf sf7df8f}+ k7foof]. tflnd d]/f] nflu ;'gf}nf] cj;/ lyof]. Tof] cj;/sf] ;b'kof]u ub}{ ;kmntfsf] l;+9l r9\g yfnf]. clg s'zn k lzifssf] kdf :yflkt epf. cwoog, cwofkg / :j+o;]jfsf] efjgfn] d lgvfl/fb} upf. /]8qm; zfvfn] dnfo{ prr txsf] k fylds pkrf/ tflnd, ågå kll8t, RFL, Child protection, dgf]ljdz{, ;fdflhs sfo{stf{nufot ljlegg tflnddf ;xeful x'g] df}sf k bfg u/fof]. o;s} sf/0f l;/fxf cbfnt afn Ohnf;df ;dfh;]jlsf] kdf :yflkt x'g ;kmn epf. xfn n=df=lj= nidlk'/sf] lj1fg lzifs tyf h'/]; lzifs gfos eo{ ;]jf ub}{ cfo/x]sf] 5'. d]/f] d"nofíg ub}{ g]/];f] zfvf l;/fxfn] h'/]; lhnnf ;ldltsf] ;b:o agfpsf]df d cfkm"nfo{ uf}/jflgjt 7fG5'. d]/f] ;kmntfdf /]8qm; d]?b08sf] kdf /x]sf] x'fbf /]8qm; ;efklt /fhb]j ofbj tyf k agws czf]ss'df/ ofbj nufot ;Dk"0f{ /]8qm; kl/jf/ nfo{ wgojfb lbf+b} k ultsf] sfdgf ub{5'. - ofbj, l;/xfdf lzifs gfos Pj+ k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs x'g'x'g5_ ljklq cfokbf{ ;xof]u ug]{ /]8qm; /fhb]j ofbj l;/fxf ;fndf /]8qm;sf ttsfnlg s]gb Lo cwoif x]n]g zfxåf/f l;/fxf lhnnfdf /]8qm;sf] :yfkgfsf nflu Jofkf/L j'l4hljl, kqsf/ / /fhgllts bnsf JolQmx sf] e]nf af]nfopsf] lyof]. b/jf/sf] s'g} klg ;b:on] af]n]kl5 nfu" x'g] rng lyof] / k d'v lhnnf clwsf/ln] pkl:yt ;a}nfo{ tkfo{+x clxn] g} /]8qm;sf] cfhljg ;b:o agg'xf];\ egg' epkl5 a'em]/ xf]og 8/n] cfhljg ;b:otf x]n]g ;/sf/af6 lnpf. Tof] lbg dnfo{ o:tf] dx;'; eof] d lsg Tof] a}7sdf upf cgfjzos?= %)%. ltg{'k df lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] lgjf{rgsf] af/]df yfxf kfpf / To;kl5 xfnsf dgql /fhb]j 7fs'/;Fu ;Nnfx u/]/ xfdl b'j}n] ;b:o kbdf dgf]gog btf{ u/fof}f. ;+o'qm ef]6 dful b'j} hgf lgjfl{rt eof}f. lgjf{rgkl5 h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n u7g ug{ s]gb Lo lbg] tflndsf] cfof]hgf ul/psf] lyof]. To; ;dodf h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] u7g / /]8qm; cleofgsf] af/]df yfxf kfpf. jnn d}n] a'em]f ls /]8qm; s'g} klg ;dodf dflg;nfo{ ljklq cfokbf{ ;xof]u ug]{ dfgjlo ;+:yf /x]5. dnfo{ klg ;dfhdf cfkb\ ljkb\ kbf{ lgm:jfy{ 16 d]/f] syf

29 ;xof]u ug'{k5{ egg] efjgf hfu]/ cfof] / ;lqmo ep/ /]8qm;sf nflu kg{ yfn]f. ;fndf d k'gm ;b:o kbdf lgjf{lrt epf / sf]iffwoif kbdf lgo'qm epf. ;fndf g} x]n]g zfxaf6 uflj; dlx;f]yfsf k wfgk~rnfo{ af]nfo{ huufsf] ljifodf 5nkmn epkl5 /]8qm;sf] ejgsf nflu huuf k fkt epsf] lyof]]. ;fn;dd /]8qm; sfof{no k':tsfnosf] Pp6f sf]7fdf dfq ;~rfngdf /x]sf] lyof]. d lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] sf]iffwoif kbdf lgo'qm epkl5 ejg lgdf{0fsf nflu ljlegg ;+3;+:yf / JolQmx af6 rgbf ;+sng sf]7fsf] ejg lgdf{0f ug{ ;kmn epf. ;fndf /fhnfn ofbj ;efklt kbdf lgjf{lrt x'g'eof] / d}n] dgqlsf] lhdd]jf/l kfpf. To;kZrft\ d}n] ljlegg tflnd tyf uf]i7ldf ;xeful x'g] cj;/ kfpsf]n] /]8qm;nfO{ emg} glhsaf6 a'em\g] cj;/ kfpf. dnfo{ ;a}n] ;dfh;]jlsf] kdf lrgg yfn] / ;dfhdf d klg ;dfh;]jlsf] kdf :yflkt epf h:tf] dx;'; x'g yfnof]. ;fnsf] lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] lgjf{rgdf d ;efkltnufot k"/} sfo{;ldlt lglj{/f]w lgjf{lrt eof}f. ;fndf ttsfnlg s]gb Lo cwoifåf/f d s]gbl o ;b:odf dgf]glt epf. ;a}af6 lrlgg] cj;/ ;d]t k fkteof] / clxn]sf] s]gb Lo cwoifn] klg dnfo{ s]gb Lo ;b:odf dgf]lgt ug'{epsf] 5. @)^^ u/l rf}yf} k6s;dd ;efklt kbdf 5' / k"/} sfo{;ldlt lgjf{/f]w lgjf{lrt ep/ /]8qm;df ;lqmo kdf sfo{ ub}{ cfo/x]sf 5f}+. of] qmd hf/lg} /xg]5. -ofbj, g]/];f]sf] l;/xf lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt Pj+ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5_ ;fdfgo a'xf/lsf] klxrfg km]l/of] nlntfs'df/l d08n, l;/fxf d cflzjgdf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf l;/fxfåf/f s[i0fk'/ uflj;df ;~rfng e}/x]sf] ;fd'bflos :jf:yo tyf k fylds pkrf/ kl/of]hgfsf nflu ;fd'bflos ptk ]/ssf] kdf sfo{ ug{sf nflu 5gf}6 epf. To;sf] s]xl lbgdf g} d}n] ;fd'bflos :jf:yo tyf k fylds pkrf/ /fli6«o ;xhstf{ sfo{zfnfdf efu lng] cj;/ kfpf h'g d]/f] klxnf] k lzif0f lyof]. d}n] To; ;dodf /]8qm;, k fylds pkrf/ / :jf:yo tyf ;/;kmfosf] af/]df /fd /L a'em\g] cj;/ ;d]t k fkt u/]. To; egbf cufl8 dnfo{ /]8qm;sf] af/]df s]xl yfxf d]/f] syf 17

30 lypg. To;kl5 d}n] kl/of]hgfsf] x/]s ultljlwx df ;xhstf{sf] sfd ug'{sf ;fy} ;Gb]z / 3/b}nf] sfo{qmdx u/l ;d'bfox df 5nkmn ug{sf nflu nful k/f]. Pslbg d}n] k fylds pkrf/ k lzif0fsf] ;xhstf{sf] e"ldsf lgefo/x]sl lypf. k lzif0fsf] clgtd lbg lhnnf zfvf l;/fxfsf ;efklt /fhb]j ofbjho"n] k ;Ëj; tkfo{+x sf] slt hgfsf] 3/df rkl{ 5 xft p7fpg' t eg]/ ;f]wg'eof] Toltv]/ d}n] klg xft p7fpg g;sbf dnfo{ olt cftdunflg eof] ls d cfkm} ;d'bfodf ;Gb]z lbg] JolQm ep/ klg cfkm\g}] 3/df rkl{ 5}g. Tolt dfq gep/ d}n] :jf:yo siff ;~rfng ug{ hffbf sltko ;xefulx n] p;sf] cfˆg} 3/df rkl{ 5}g, c?nfo{ rfflx hfgg] ep/ rkl{ agfpg'k5{ eg]/ ;Gb]z lbg] egl d]/f] :jf:yo siffdf a:g?rfpfb}gy]. dnfo{ ;d:of s] lyof] eg] xfd f] k/dk/fdf a'xf/ln] ;;'/f;fu d'vfd'v u/]/ af]ng gldng] epsf] sf/0fn] d}n] b]j/x dfkm{t ;DemfO{ rkl{ agfpg clek ]l/t u/f] t/ d]/f] ;;'/fn] cfn6fn dfq ug'{eof]. To;kl5 d}n] d]/f] cfˆgf] ljb]zdf /x]sf] >Ldfg\nfO{ 3/df rkl{ agfpgnfo{ a'afnfo{ ;DemfOlbg cfu x u/]+. t}klg ;kmn x'g ;lsg. d}n] kl/jt{gsf] ;'?jft cfk+m}af6 x'g'kg]{ /x]5 egg] s'/f a'em]+ clg d]/f] 3/df ptk ]/0ff hufpgsf nflu s[i0fk'/ pkzfvfsf] ;efklt pdfsfgt dxtf] / CBHFA kl/of]hgfsf] lkmn8 clkm;/ t'naxfb'/ tfdfënfo{ d]/f] 3/df ;DemfOlbg'k of] eg]/ cfu x u/f]. pxffx n] ;Demfpg' epkl5 jnn d]/f] ;;'/fn] rkl{ agfpg'eof]. To;kl5 dnfo{ w]/} v';l nfuof] lsgls d]/f] 3/df rkl{ epsf]n] d 9'Ssn] ;d'bfodf up/ :jf:yo siff ;~rfng ug{ / s'g} klg sfo{qmdx df rkl{ 5 ls 5}g eg]/ ;f]wbf xft klg p7fpg ;Sg] epf / klxn] d]/f] siffdf ga:g]x klg kl5 ;a} hgf :jf:yo ;r]tgf siffdf ;xeful x'g yfn]. xfn d cfˆgf] uflj;df :jf:yo ;Gb]zjfxssf] kdf ;d]t lrlgg yfn]sl 5'. d cfkm}+ ;f]r5', d klxnf /]8qm;df gnfubf ;fdfgo a'xf/l dfq lypf eg] cfh ;a}sf] ljzjf;sf] kfq ag]sl 5'. o:tf] u/fpg ;kmn epsf]df d /]8qm;nfO{ wgojfb lbg rfxg5'. 18 d]/f] syf

31 My Red Cross Story "Why do you work for the Red Cross?" I often get asked when I tell people that I graduated from a business school. They assume automatically that I should be a nurse or a doctor, not an economist. In my home country Finland, the Finnish Red Cross is very well known for two things: blood services and First Aid training. They are basically a household word, with a very strong health image. When I was a student, I did the obvious things and became a regular blood donor. I also took the First Aid training offered by Finnish Red Cross to be a better global citizen in order to be to assist both myself and my near ones in times of medical urgencies. Ritva Lahti Finland However, it never struck me that the Red Cross could also offer employment. Fortunately I heard from a friend, who had been a Red Cross volunteer for a long time, that Finnish Red Cross actually does hire all kinds of people with different education and backgrounds. With curiosity, I applied to their Basic Training Course in 1997 and was accepted. That week was one of the best training I have ever received as it opened up the Red Cross world to me, with all its opportunities. So even today, I am happy to respond to that question by saying that the Red Cross needs all kinds of people - both you and me. (Mrs. Ritva worked in Nepal as a Country Representative of IFRC) d]/f] syf 19

32 ;fyl lzifs tflndn] ddf NofPsf] kl/jt{g OGb f lh=;l=, bfª d]/f] gfd OGb f lh=;l= xf]. d g/b]jl df=lj=, t]3/f, l9sk'/, bfªdf!) siffdf cwoog ub{5'.! jif{ cufl8 o; df=lj= sf] ;fyl lzifsdf 5gf]6 epkl5 PrcfO{eL, dfgj a]rljvg / ;fdflhs e]befj ljifodf # lbgsf] ;fyl lziff tflnddf ;xeful x'g] cj;/ kfpf. tflndn] d]/f] Jofjxfl/s hljgdf kl/jt{g NofOlbof]. klxn] dnfo{ ;dfhdf af]s;l x'g5g\ h:tf] nfug] ub{yof]. h'g s'k yf ;dfhdf h/} uf8]/ a;]sf] 5 ToxL s'k yfdf d klg cl8u lypf. clxn] d To:tf] s'k yfb]lv 6f9f 5'. To;}u/L xfd f] ufpf3/df w]/} dlxnfx a]/f]huf/ lyp. d}n] tl ;a} dlxnf tyf bfhefonfo{ ;Lkd"ns sfdsf] dxtjsf] af/]df hfgsf/l u/fpf. clxn] ;a} dlxnfx afv fkfng, t/sf/l v]tl, s'v'/fkfng, l;nfos6foh:tf s'g} g s'g} Joj;fodf nfug' epsf] 5. csf]{ dxtjk"0f{ s'/f s] 5 eg] Ps hgf dfdf ljb]zaf6 lj/fdl k/]/ 3/ kms{g nfug'epsf] lyof]. pxffsl >LdtLn] s] ep/ kms{g nfug'epsf] xf] egbf lj/fdl k/]/ dfq egg'epsf] lyof]. Tof] s'/f d]/l cfdf;fu dfoh"n] ug'{epsf] /x]5. cfdfn] st} P8;\ t epsf] xf]og egl d;fu s'/f ug'{eof]. To;kl5 d}n] pxffnfo{ ;fyl lzifs 8fo/L, o'jf rf}tf/l k9\g lbpf / ;xl tl/sfn] s08d k of]u ug{ plrt ;Nnfx lbpf. dfdf c:ktfn hfg'eof]. PrcfO{eL epsf] /x]g5. Ifo/f]u nfu]sf] /x]5. cf}ifwl vfgsf] nflu hfgsf/l u/fpsfn] clxn] cf}ifwl vffb} x'g'x'g5. o;/l # lbgsf] ;fyl lziff tflndn] dnfo{ ;Ifd agfpsf] 5. d g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lk lt cfef/ JoQm ug{ rfxg5'. cfufdl lbgdf klg o:tf hgr]tgfd"ns / ;] jfd"ns sfo{qmdx nfo{ lgoldt kdf ;~rfng u/l xfdlh:tf ;dfhsf ;+jfxssf kdf /x]sf ljbfyl{x nfo{ ;dfhdf ;sf/ftds kl/jt{g Nofpg w]/} ;xof]u k'ug] 5 egg] ck]iff u/]sl 5'. 20 d]/f] syf

33 My Red Cross Story I joined the RC in 1993 at the time when my homeland was plunging into a bloody civil war. At the beginning of the 1990s, I was at my sophomore year at the university. In those days my country, then called Yugoslavia, was rapidly changing, the values I was brought up with were slowly turning into something I felt was not acceptable or desirable. Love became hatred, friendship turned into hostility, inclusion was replaced by discrimination, compassion grew into coldness, solidarity came to be selective and, finally, peace changed into war. Dragana Kojic ICRC, Former Yugoslavia At the beginning of 1992, the images of dead bodies lying in the streets were shown by the media almost daily, I remember, I was in complete disbelief that something like that could be happening in my country. Coming from a multi-ethnic family, determined not to take sides, and how could I - the RC was an obvious choice for me. I had a friend who was already working with the Red Cross and I joined, too. My father, who grew up through the Second World War was very worried, he said to me: "You are very young, you have no idea what is going to happen out there, you might be putting your life on the line and I only wish you will not regret your decision!" Fortunately, I have never regretted my decision, otherwise I would not have stayed with the RC for 22 years. I have to admit though that I was often frustrated thinking: am I doing enough? Why can't we do more as there are so many who are vulnerable and needy? In these 22 years, I was able to see how the RC touched the lives of those injured, those detained, those who lost their homes, those who lost their family members, people who suffered immensely, and I heard many say the RC helped me, the RC changed my life, the RC helped me regain my dignity, the RC saved my life. Often and again, I could see that the work we do made a difference in this world. The RC has become so much more than just what I do. It has become an important part of who I am.i feel privileged and grateful for belonging to this humanitarian Movement. (Mrs. Dragana is currently working for the ICRC in Nepal. ) d]/f] syf 21

34 æh'g wf/fdf kfgl cfo/x]sf] 5 Tof] wf/f /]8qm;n] h8fg u/]sf] ;fndf ljbfno:t/df h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{ndf ;lrj kbaf6 z'? epsf] d]/f] /]8qm; cleofgdf xfn;dd klg lg/gt/ /x]sf] 5. OGb axfb'/ s]=;l, sf7df8f}+ n]vf k/lif0fsf] qmddf b}n]v ;fndf n]vf k/lifs;fu lkmn8 hffbf of] vfg]kfgl s'g ;+:yfåf/f ljt/0f ul/psf] xf] egl ;f]wbf ;d'bfosf JolStn] æh'g wf/fdf kfgl cfo/x]sf] 5 Tof] wf/f /]8qm;n] h8fg u/]sf] xf]æ egg] hjfkm kfpf. /]8qm;sdL{sf] x}l;otn] o:tf] ;'Gg kfpfbf lgs} v';l nfuof]. -s];l, g]/];f]sf] s]gb Lo sfof{nosf sfod d'sfod sfo{sf/l lgb] {zs x'g'x'g5_ 22 d]/f] syf dnfo{ uf}/j cf} + a;gt kf/ u/]sf] cfnf]sffrf] Pp6f l76f] ev{/ l8knf]df OlGhlgol/ª kf; u/]/ sf7df8f} +df yk cwoogsf] nflu a;]sf] a]nf, crfgs /]8qm;af6 af]nfx6 x'g5. pm /]8qm; s]gb Lo sfof{no k'u5. Ps 306fsf] cled'vls/0f x'g5. ef]ln g} ;'v] {t hfg' k5{ elgg5. p;n] s]xl g;f]rl x'g5 eg5. ef]lnkn6 ;'v] {tsf] nflu /dfgf x'g5. clg z' u5{ cfˆgf] /]8qm; hljg. cd/dl0f kf}8]n yfgsf]6 s'/f] kmfu'g!! ;fnsf] xf]. lhgbulsf] klxnf] hflu/] hljg ;'v] {tsf] ;'Gb/ 7fpFaf6 k fljlwssf] kdf z' u5{. e]/l gblsf] lsgf/, 3'dvx/] uflj;, vfg]kfgl tyf ;/;kmfo kl/of]hgf cn;'of{sf] psfnf] 7f8f] le/, e]/lsf] lsgf/ oxl alrdf ljtfo{ lbg5 nueu! jif{. dgdf w]/} ljrf/, Ps jif{sf] cg'ej o;}nfo{ ;d]6]/ t/fo{ /f}tx6 em5{. ToxfF klg! jif{ sfd u/]/ Onfd nfu5. clg kl/jt{g z' x'g5 p;sf] lhgbulsf]. ljx] u5{, k'qnfe x'g5 t/ /]8qm;;Fu j:5. oyfy{df /]8qm;sf] dfofdf]xdf aflwg5. ;]jf ubf{ cfggb dfg5. ;a}n] ;f]w5g\ cr]n cd/hl sxff 5 < ce}m dnfo{ uf}/j nfu5 ce}m d /]8qm;df 5'. 7fpF km/s 5 t/ /]8qm;;Fu} 5. wgojfb /]8qm;nfO{ d]/f] syf hf/l 5 ===.

35 @)^( ;fnsf] pts[i6 sd{rf/l k'/:sf/af6 ;Ddflgt ;fnlt/sf] s'/f] xf]. sf7df8f}+l:yt k'tnl;8sdf cjl:yt z+s/b]j SofDk;df k9\bfk9\b} g]kfn /]8qm;df PsfpG6]06 kbdf hflu/ v'n]sf] ;dfrf/ Pp6f ;fylaf6 yfxf kfpf. ljz'4 ;+:yf /]8qm;df d]/f] hflu/ vfg] 7"nf] wf]sf] lyof]. olb lgikif k/liff x'g5 eg] gfd kss} lgsfn5' / k9fo klg k"/f u5'{ egg] nfu]sf] lyof]. gegb} lnlvtdf kf; epf. ;fy;fy} cgtjf{tf{df klg pql0f{ epf. sfdsf] l;nl;nfdf ;dosf] Vofn} gu/l sfd u/f]. kmn:j ;fnsf] pts[i6 sd{rf/l k'/:sf/af6 ;Ddflgt epf. o;n] /]8qm;sdL{ ep/ sfd ug{ ddf cem pt;fx yk]sf] 5. -kl08t, g]/];f]sf] n]vf clws[t x'g'x'g5._ ltaaltog z/0ffyl{nfo{ ;fdfg af 8\g] ] :jo+;]js u+uf kl08t df d ljbfnodf k9\bf /]8qm; sfof{no lqk'/]zj/df ltaaltog z/0ffyl{nfo{ ;fdfg aff8\g]] sfo{ / bz/y /u+zfnfdf epsf] v]ns'bdf h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;b:osf] x}l;otn] :jo+;]js eo{ sfo{ z'? u/]sf] ;fn sllt{k'/df P]8dg 3'DtL lrlst;fno ;]jfdf :jo+;]js eo{ :j= /Tglszf]/ /f]ssf;fu cfjzos sfo{ u/]sf] lypf. cfsif{0f k wfg c;f/! af6 /]8qm;af6 ;~rflnt vfg]kfgl tyf ;/;kmfo sfo{qmddf hflu/ z'? u/]f. /]8qm;df sfo{ ubf{ d"ntof cftd ;Gt'li6 k fkt x'g'sf ;fy} ljlegg If]qsf cg'ej k fkt u/]f. dfgjlo ;]jf ug]{ e"ldsfdf /]8qm;åf/f sllt{k'/ -$ uflj;_ df k To]s 3/df zf}rfno lgdf{0f cleofg ;~rfng u/l k"0f{ kdf ;kmntf k fkt u/]sf] ;fndf sllt{k'/af6 g} g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l ;fd'bflos ljsf; cleofgsf] z'?jft epaf6 /]8qm;sdL{ eo{ sfo{ ug{ yk clek ]l/t u/]sf] 5. -k wfg, g]/];f] s]gb Lo sfof{nosf lgb]{zs x'g'x'g5._ d]/f] syf 23

36 8f= dlgtf /fhsl0f{sf/ nlntk'/ Feel Red Cross: Respect Red Cross I am in RC and RC is inside me. Through open competition I entered in RC whereas that time I only knew about RC symbol and some activities like Blood and Flood. With the help of RC chain I was introduced in National and International level and vise versa. That was not my dream and plan to be in RC but now I admire and devoted to RC. When I was in Jumla I got a chance to provide service to deliver a baby. That was my great satisfaction. If I were not there Thanks for the Red Cross for arranging that trip and making me able to provide humanitarian service. I am spell bound and feel splendid now. I am proud to tell again feel RC respect RC. -/fhsl0f{sf/, g]/];f] s]gb Lo /Qm ;~rf/ ;]jfsf] lgb]{zs x'g'x'g5._ /]8qm;af6 hljg arfpg] ;Lk;fy} dfgjlo efjgf a9fpg d2t s?0ff >]i7,sf7df8f} ;fn df3!& df bfëaf6 Ko"7fg h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] /fli6«o:t/sf] lgjgw k ltof]lutfdf hfg] lznflznfdf af6f]df kg]{ xgf]{sdf lx+l8/x]sf] Ps hgf!% jif{sf] o'jf crfgs n8\of]. le/ glhs} n8]sf o'jf 56\k6fO/x]sf / $ hgf x]l//x]sf] cj:yfdf d t'?gt uo{ a]xf];sf] k fylds pkrf/ u/l o'jfnfo{ nueu k"j{jt\ cj:yfdf Nofpg ;kmn epf. :yfglon] g5f]pm egb} lyp t/ /]8qm;sf] sfo{stf{sf] x}l;otn] cfkm"nfo{ hljg arfpg] sfo{df /f]sg ;lsgf / ;kmntf xb};dd eof]. /]8qm;n] dnfo{ hljg arfpg] ;Lk k bfg ug'{sf ;fy} dfgjlo efjgf a9fpg d2t u of]. ->]i7, g]/];f] s]gb Lo sfof{nosf] k"j{ lgb]{zs x'g'x'g5. _ 24 d]/f] syf

37 d]/f] /]8qm; syf xfdl ;a}sf] e/, /]8qm; xfd f] ;femf 3/. ljklqdf klg cfpf5, o'4df klg hf]ufpf5. o;sf] dlxdf 5 ljzfn, o;sf] l;4fgt u x0f u5{ g]kfn. t6:y eo{ k}mnfpf5 zflgtsf] ;+:s[ltnfo{ af]n]/ dfq} x'gg u/]/ b]vfpf5 o;sf] glltnfo{. dfgjlo ;]jf /]8qm;sf] wd{ ;+s6df k/]sf]nfo{ hf]ufpmf oxl sd{ a9\b}5 o;sf] ;j{q cf:yf s;/l nfu]f egff} cfˆgf] d]/f] syf. cl3 a9f}f ;w} dfgjtfsf] kydf affrf} / arfcf}+ b'o{ kfªu f x'g5 /]8qm; /ydf. hlj5 ofbj, nxfg, l;/xf d]/f] syf 25

38 ;'bz{g clwsf/l g'jfsf]6 sf]7] ;6{ l;nfpg gnu]sf] ep ;fn c;f/ jf ;fpg dlxgfsf] s'/f xf]. afuahf/df sk8f l;nfpg lbpsf] lypf. k;n]n] rfolgh sf]7] ;6{ kf]sf] kf/]/ lbpsf] uf]/vfkqsf] Ps 6'qmfdf /]8qm;sf] lj1fkg b]v]+ / d}n] ToxL a]nfb]lv g]kfn /]8qm;nfO{ hfgg] df}sf kfpf. ef]lnkn6 b/vf:t a'emfpg] clgtd ldlt /x]5. d sn]h k9\g] l;nl;nfdf sf7df8f}+sf] goff ahf/df a:y]+. ToxfFaf6 lx+8]/ ;f]wb} vf]hb} xfn s]gb Lo sfof{no epsf] /]8qm; sfof{nodf cfp/ x:t lnlvt lgj]bg / k/liff b:t'/;lxt b/vf:t lbpf. v'nnf k lt:kfwf{sf] pqm lj1fkgdf d}n] hfkflgh /]8qm;sf] ;xof]udf ;~rflnt cfwf/e"t :jf:yo ;]jf vfg]kfgl kl/of]hgfdf lkmn8 ;'k/efoh/sf] kdf g]kfn ;fn ut] cfotaf/b]lv sfd ug]{ df}sf kfpf. /]8qm;df ;]jf ug]{ ;Gbe{df k fylds pkrf/sf] If]qdf k fkt u/]sf] /fli6«o tyf cgt/f{li6«o:t/ sf] ;Lksf sf/0f ;+u7g ljsf; ljefusf] k d'vsf] df uf]u+a' If]qsf] k fylds pkrf/ 6f]nLsf] k d'vdf /x]/ lgefpsf] e"ldsf Pj+ pqm ;dodf v]d/fh g]kfn / d}n] /utsf] kfonf k5\ofpfb} unnlleq kvf{nsf] cf8 lnp/ cw{cr]t cj:yfdf k}tfnfdf udel/ rf]6 nfu]/ nl8/x]sf] 3fOt]nfO{ k fylds pkrf/ u/l arfpg ;s]sf] If0f d]/f nflu clj:d/0flo ;fndf km];g rn]sf] rfolgh sf]7] ;6{ l;nfpg gnu]sf] ep d cfh stf x'gy]+. h] xf];\ /]8qm;df k j]z u/]sfn] ;+:yfut dfwodaf6 d}n] kfpsf] /fli6«o / cgt/f{li6«o:t/sf] cj;/sf sf/0f cfˆgf] AolQmut Ifdtfdf epsf] lasf;n] ubf{ lakb\df k/]sfx sf nflu /]8qm;sf] cfbz{ / cfwf/e"t & j6f l;4fgtcg'?k ;]jf ug{ kfo/x]sfn] prr dgf]jnsf ;fy dfgjlo ;]jfdf /dfo/x]sf] 5'. -clwsf/l, g]/];f] s]gb Lo sfof{nosf] pklgb]{zs x'g'x'g5. _ 26 d]/f] syf

39 xf]nu/af6 yk k ]/0ff ldnof] d dfwolds ljbfnodf k9\bfb]lv #% ;fnlt/ h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{ndfk{mt\ /]8qm; cleofgdf ;+nug epf. kl5 xf]nu/ n]ok] gfds JolQm emfkfdf cfpfbf of] cleofgdf nfug] yk phf{ / k ]/0ff ldnof]. of] cleofg ljz'4 dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;dlk{t x'g'k5{ / dfgjlo dof{bfsf] ;'lglzrttfsf] nflu lqmofzln x'g'k5{ / /]8qm;s} d"no / dfgotf cg'?k cl3 a9\g' k5{ egg] ;f]rsf ;fy nfdf] ;dob]lv cfh;dd / d[to' ko{gt o;} ;f]r / ljrf/df k lta4 /xfb} cl3 a9\g] d]/f] ;f]r 5. nf]s/fh 9sfn emfkf $ k6s ul/of] xf]nf t/ w]/} k6s cfk}mn] /ut lng' k of]. /fli6«o :t/sf] sfo{qmddf ;fndf klxnf] k6s rf}yf] /fli6«o lzifs gfos uf]i7ldf tgx'f bdf}nlsf] lgd{n df=lj=df ;xeful epsf] lypf. ToxfF k/fndf ;'Tg' kg]{ lyof]. df3sf] uf]i7l cf]9\g] cf]5\ofpg] gep/ /fte/ cfuf] tfk]/ j:g' k of]. cfh Tof] lbg ;Dembf / of] lbg cg'e"t ubf{ cfk}mnfo{ ;kgf e}m ;fndf PEP sfo{qmddf Ps dlxgf tfkn]h'ª upf. tfkn]h'ªsf] ;a} ljbfnodf k fylds pkrf/ nufotsf tflnd / cgo lhnnfdf uf]i7l rnfoof]. dnfo{ /]8qm;df nfug] pt;fx / ;fndf emfkf zfvfsf dgql eqm vjf;jf6 kfpf. ^# sf] cfgbf]ngsf a]nf ;]jf k' ofpg] qmddf zxlb /fhg lu/ln] cfˆg} sfvdf clgtd Zjf; lnpsf] lbg ctogt} clj:d/0flo nfu5. -9sfn, g]/];f] emfkf lhnnf zfvfsf] ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ d]/f] syf 27

40 b'u{d If]qdf /]8qm;dfkm{t ultljlw ;~rfng ug{ vr{n] wfgg ;ls+b}g /x]5 egg] ;'g]/ ltnsaxfb'/ dnn d'u' ;fndf d=df=lj >Lgu/df siff * df k9\b} lypf. Tof] a]nf /]8qm; lrgx epsf] lstfa km]nf kf/]f / lh1f;' epsfn] d}n] To; ljbfnosf k frfo{ >L s[i0fk ;fb zdf{nfo{ e]6l lh1f;f /fv]f. b'u{d Pl/ofdf /]8qm;dfkm{t ultljlw ;~rfng ug{ vr{n] wfgg ;ls+b}g /x]5 egg] ;'g]/ d}n] k'gm lh1f;f /fvb} d s'g} g s'g} kdf s]xl u/]/ ;dfh ;]jfsf] sfddf nfug ;S5' ls eg] eg]f. dnfo{ To; a]nf /]o'sfo{ egg] ;+:yfsf] clncln hfgsf/l lyof]. ol b'j} ;+:yfsf] cwoogkzrft\ /]8qm; 5fg]F. %! sf] o'=og=l8=lk sf] ;+:yf ;'lb[9ls/0f cleofgsf nflu b'o{ jif{;dd lbgsf] Ps k};f lbo{ cfoa[l sfo{qmddf ;xeful epf. o;n] dnfo{ xf}:ofof]. To;}tfsf d'u'sf] lrq] ufpfdf elif0f cfunful eof] / :yfglo :t/df /fxt ;ª\sng sfo{df klxnf] k6s ;xeful epf. To;kl5 emg pt;flxt ep/ ;bfsf nflu /]8qm;df ;dlk{t epf. -dnn, g]/];f] d'u' lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt Pj+ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ /]8qm;sf] sfd / efjgfdf ;j}af6 ;fy kfp lgd{n, :jr5 / kljq x'g5 rgb axfb'/ ysfnl d':tfª of] Pp6f oyfy{ 36gf xf]. sfuj]gl uf=lj=; kfªlnª ufpfsf] Pshgf!# jif{sl lszf]/l c:ktfn egf{ epsf] yfxf kfp/ lghnfo{ e]6\g c:ktfndf upf. pgl cfgb f;dagwl ;d:ofn] l;ls:t lyog\. ToxfFsf] :jf:yosdl{af6 ;d:of lgs} hl6n /x]sf] / kf]v/f n}hfg'kg]{ ;Nnfx lbp=. d}n] lghsf] a'afnfo{ 9f8; lb+b} kf]v/f n}hfg'k/]df 5f]/Lsf] kf]v/f hfg] xjfo{ l6s6sf] /sd /]8qm; d':tfë lhnnf zfvfn] Aoxf]l/lbg] hfgsf/l lbpf. ef]lnkn6 ;j]/} e]6\g hffbf lgh lszf]/l clns :j:yo epsf] hfgsf/l kfpf. xif{sf] ;Ldf g} /x]g. o; 36gfn] dnfo{ /]8qm;k lt ulx/f] ;DaGw /fvg clek ]l/t u/]sf] 5. /]8qm;sf] sfd / efjgfdf klg ;j} kifaf6 ;fy kfo/lxof];\, clg dfq Tof] lgd{n, :jr5 / kljq x'g5 h:tf] nfu5. -ysfnl, g]/];f] d':tfë lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt Pj+ k"j{ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5. _ 28 d]/f] syf

41 ljbfyl{ b]lv g} /]8qm;df ;fndf sf7df8f}+sf] n]jf]/]6/l :s'ndf kl/roftds sfo{qmd epkl5 pqm :s'nsf] h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] ;b:o eo{ /]8qm;df k j]z ;fndf n=k' zfvfsf] ;b:o ;fndf s]gb Lo ;b:o eo{ lg/gt/ kdf s]gb df /xl s]gb Lo h'lgo/ tyf o'jf /]8qm; ;ldltsf] ;efklt, sf]iffwoif / /Qm ;~rf/ Joj:yfkg ;ldltsf] ;efkltsf] kdf ;]jf ug]{ cj;/ k fkt ;fn b]lv nlntk'/ zfvfsf] ;efkltsf] kdf klg lg/gt/ kdf ls ofzln /x]sf] 5'. o;df dnfo{ uf}/j nfu5. b]j]gb axfb'/ k wfg nlntk'/ -k wfg, g]/];f]sf sf]iffwoif x'g'x'g5._ ;fd'bflos ljsf; sfo{qmd / ljsf; of]hgf agfpg z'?jftdf ;+nug x'g kfp g]kfn /]8qm;df ;+nug /x]sf] w]/} jif{;dd klg xfdln] k/fdk/fut sfo{qmd ;~rfng eo/fv]sf] b]vof}f. To; a]nf %) sf] xf/fxf/l epsf] lhnnf zfvfx df An8 a}s ;~rfng x'g klg c:ktfndf ck/];g gx'g] epsf]n] /utsf] dfu gx'g], PDa'n]G; ;~rfng x'g ;8s ;~hfn gx'g] / To; a]nf kll8tx nfo{ ;xfotf ug{ af9l, klx/f] / cfuhgl s'g{'kg]{ cj:yf lyof]. To;kl5 ;d'bfodf cfjzos kg]{ ;Ddflgt dfgjlo hljg k lt:yflkt ug{ ;fd'bflos ljsf; sfo{qmd / ;+:yfsf] ;jf{ª\ul0f ljsf;sf nflu of]hgfa4 ljsf; ug{ ljsf; 8f= ljzjs]z/ df:s] sf7df8f} + of]hgf agfpg] sfo{sf] z'?jft ug]{ ;f]r epcg';f/ ;f] sfo{qmddf ;+nug x'g kfpf. o;n] g]kfn /]8qm;sf] sfo{qmd lj:tf/ ug{ / k lti7f a9fpg ;xof]u k'u]sf] 5. -8f= df:s], g]/];f]sf] k"j{ pkfwoif x'g'xg5._ d]/f] syf 29

42 /]8qm;n] ;fdu L af l8/x]sf] b]v]/ kll8tnfo{ ;]jf ug]{ efjgf hfu5, eqm vjf; ## ;fnlt/sf] Pp6f 36gf xf], emfkf lhnnfsf] a'waf/] ahf/df crfgs cfuf] nfubf sl/a % hlt 3/ 6x/f x]bf{ x]b}{ v/fgl x'g5, ToxfFsf jfl;gbfx sf] ;'Gb/ ;kgf Psl5gdf v/fgl x'g5. Tof] cfunfulkzrft\ ;Dk"0f{ uf=lj=; g} v/fglsf] ugwn]! xktf;dd # lbgkl5 dflg;sf] 7"nf] el8 nfu5 /ldtf x]g]{ klg lgs} x'g5g\, kll8tnfo{ /fxt lbg emfkf /]8qm;n] ;fdu L affl8/x]sf] b]lvg5. Tolta]nf d]/f] dgdf kll8tnfo{ ;]jf ug]{ efjgf hfu5, /]8qm;sdL{ kbd v8\sfsf] k ]/0ffn] /]8qm; k j]z x'g5. -vjf;, g]/];f]sf s]gb Lo ;b:o / k"j{ sf]iffwoif x'g'x'g5. _ xl/k ;fb Gof}kfg] lrtjg cfdf / u'?sf] k ;fndf gf=lj=d+= df=lj= lzjgu/df cwoog ubf{ lzifs gfos s'nk ;fb kf}8]nho"n] x]g/l 8\o"gfsf] hljgl / /]8qm;sf af/]df s]xl ljbfyl{x nfo{ k lzif0f lbg'eof]. To;sf] dnfo{ Hofb} k efj k of]. 3/df cfdf;fu Tof] ljifodf s'/f u/]+. pxff ctogt wfld{s cf:yfjfg\ x'g'x'gyof]. ;]jf g} wd{ xf], æk/f]ksf/ M k'0ofom, kfkfo k/ kl8gd\æ egg'x'gyof]. cfdfsf] egfon] dnfo{ ce}m k ]/0ff k fkt eof]. To;kl5 df3] ;ª\qmflGtd]nfdf klxnf] k6s :jf:yo lzlj/df :jo+;]jssf] kdf /]8qm;df ;]jf ug]{ df}sf ldnof]. To;kl5 g]/];f] lrtjg lhnnf zffvfsf] ;b:o ag]+ / xfn;dd s'g} g s'g} e"ldsfdf sfo{/t 5'. -Gof}kfg], g]/];f]sf pkdxfdgql x'g'x'g5. _ 30 d]/f] syf

43 a'jfsf] ufnlaf6 z'? of] ;fnlt/sf] s'/f xf], d]/f] lktfhl /]8qm;sf] ;+:yfks ;lrj x'g'x'gyof]. d Toltv]/!#!$ jif{sf] lypf / * siffdf k9b} lypf. Toltv]/ /]8qm;df w'nf] b"w arrfx nfo{ v'jfpgsf] nflu ljt/0f ug]{ ul/gyof]. Toltv]/ b"w kfpg lgj]bg lbg'kyof]{ / ;lrjn] :jls[lt lbg'kyof]{. Psk6ssf] s'/f xf], Pshgf dlxnf arrf lnp/ cfog\. Toltv]/ a'jf;fu e]6 x'g ;s]g. lbgkl5 km]l/ cfog\. Zofds'df/ kf]v/]n k;f{ a'af;fu e]6 epg. pgsf] 56k6fx6 b]v]/ dnfo{ bof cfof] / d}n] abdf;l sfd s] u/]f eg] a'afsf] gssnl ;xl u/l k7fpf. pgn] b'w k fkt ul/g\. pgn] wgojfb lb+b} dk lt xflb{stf k s6 ul/g\. d v';l epf / a'af cfpkl5 d}n] u/]sf] untlsf] aofg u/f]. jxffn] ufnl ug'{eof]. t/ kl5 n 7Ls ul/;\, tfdf ;xof]ul efjgf b]v]f, ca pk/fgt o:tf] unt tl/sfaf6 sfd gug"{ egg'eof] clg dnfo{ /]8qm;k lt cf:yf eof] / o;k lt?lr /fvg yfn]f. -kf]v/]n, g]/];f]sf k"j{ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ k'0o sfo{ ul//x]sf] 5' ;fndf /]8qm;sf] cfhljg ;b:o ag]sf] ;fnsf] af9l klx/f]df k/]sf kll8tx sf] /fxt p4f/df cfkm";d]t ;+nug x'fbf dfgjlo ;]jfkl5 k fkt cftd ;Gt'li6 / cfkm"n] hljgdf dxtjk"0f{ k'0o sfo{ u/]sf] cg'e"lt ;fndf dsjfgk'/ lhnnf zfvf sfo{;ldltsf] ;b:o b]lv xfn;dd lg/gt/ /]8qm; dsjfgk'/sf] lhnnf ;efklt eo{ sfo{ ul//x]sf] / )^! sf] af9l klx/f]n] lhnnfaf;lnfo{ k' ofpsf] cfxt / ågåsf] ljifd kl/l:yltdf klg /]8qm;sf] 3f]lift dfgotfsf] cfwf/df ;"o{rgb Gof}kfg] dsjfgk'/ /fxt, p4f/ / ljkb\ Joj:yfkgdf ;a} kif / If]qaf6 ;xof]u / ;dy{g k fkt ug{ ;lspsf] lyof]. lhnnfsf] g]t[tjbfol kbdf /xl kfpsf] ;kmntfn] cfufdl lbgdf klg /]8qm; cleofgdf nflu/xg k ]/0ff k bfg u/]sf] 5. -Gof}kfg], g]/];f] dsjfgk'/ lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt Pj+ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ d]/f] syf 31

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46 af r'~h]n /]8qm; cleofgdf nfug] emdsk ;fb uf}td, ;fn!^ ut]sf lbg s'g} /fhgllts bnsf] cu'jfodf 5ltjg uf=lj=; sf] j8f $ sf] lesf]{6 k f=lj= sf] k fë0fdf lzlj/ rnfpg nfu]sf] cj:yfdf cgo /fhgllts bnsf JolQmx n] lzlj/df cfuhgl u/]. lzlj/jfnf /fhgllts bnsf g]tf sfo{stf{x nfo{ nv]6l lzlj/ ;d]t hnfpsf] b]v]kl5 g]/];f] dsjfgk'/ zfvfsf Ps JolQmn] /]8qm; cleofg dnfo{ ;'gfpg' epsf]n] To;} lbgb]lv /]8qm; cleofgdf nfug] OR5f hfu]/ ;fn df3 ut] g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf] ;xof]u ;ldlt 5ltjgsf] cwoif epf. o;kl5 /]8qm; cleofgdf nfug OR5f hfu]/ cfof] lsgls dnfo{ o;n] blgbm'vl clug, af9lkll8t / ågå kll8tnfo{ ;xof]u u5{ / /fhgllts, ;fdflhs, hftlo, cfˆgf] k/fo egg] e]befj gu/l dfgjlo ;]jf ug]{ epsfn] / /]8qm;sf] & l;4fgtcg';f/ sfd ug]{ epsf]n] /]8qm;k lt k efljt eo{ /]8qm; cleofgdf nfu]sf] 5'. c? w]/} s'/f d ulb{gf. dfgjlo ;]jf /]8qm;n] ug]{ epsfn] d affr'~h]n /]8qm; cleofgdf nfug]5' egg] k 0f ub{5'. kqsfl/tf / /]8qm; k rf/k ;f/ s'nk ;fb zdf{, gjnk/f;l ;fnb]lv g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l gjnk/f;l zfvfsf] cfhljg ;b:o x'f. d}n]!! k6s;dd sf7df8f}+, lrtjg / gjnk/f;ldf /Qmbfg u/]sf] b]lv )%^ ;Dd gjnk/f;l lhnnf zfvfsf] ;b:o b]lv )^$ ;Dd dfs/ pkzfvf ;b:o /xfb} cfpsf] ;Dddf pkzfvf ;efklt df lhnnf zfvfsf] k'gm ;b:o epsf] x'f. b]lv kqsfl/tf ubf{ klg /]8qm; sfo{qmdnfo{ k rf/k ;f/ u/l /]8qm;sf] >L a[l sf] nflu k of; u/]sf] x'f.!( lbg] y?x6 agbdf gjnk/f;l bfpgg] kxf8df kmf;]sf 6\ofS6/df 6\ofª\s, afn6l / hu /fvl agbdf kmf;l h]7sf] udl{df kfgl vfg gkfpsf arrf tyf j[4 dlxnf ofq'nfo{ lkpg] kfgl v'jfpsf] syf egg kfpfbf lgs} v';lsf] dx;'; u/]sf] 5'. 34 d]/f] syf

47 36gfaf6 k efljt eo{ /]8qm;df cfa4 O{Zj/Lk ;fb clwsf/l, wflbª ;fndf wflbë lhnnfsf] emf/ uf=lj=; df 7"nf] klx/f] upsf] lyof]. pqm klx/f]df k/]sf kll8tnfo{ /]8qm;dfkm{t /fxt pknjw u/fpsf] 36gfaf6 k efljt eo{ /]8qm;df cfa4 x'g] xf};nf ldnof]. /]8qm;df k j]zkzrft\ ljlegg ljkb\df k/]sf kll8tnfo{ ;xof]u tyf /fxt pknjw u/fpg kfpfbf uf}/asf] cg'e"lt u/]sf] 5'. /]8qm; lhnnf zfvfsf] ;efklt ;Dd eo{ cfkm\gf] e"ldsf lgjf{x ug{ kfpsf]df yk uf}/jsf] cg'e"lt u/]sf] 5'. -clwsf/l, g]/];f] wflbª lhnnf zfvfsf k"j{ ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ ;fdfg af]s]/ upsf] / /fxt af 8\b} u/]sf] sfdaf6 k efljt d}n] cfˆgf] ljbfyl{ hljgdf /]8qm;, nfog; Snjx sf] af/] k9]sf] lypf. ;fn kf}if dlxgfdf lzif0f k]zf z'? ubf{ ljbfnodf epsf] h'lgo/ ;s{nsf] ;xof]ul lzifs gfossf]] lhdd]jf/l lyof]. ;fdfgo sfd ul//x]tf klg ;'v]{t lhnnfsf] tfnfkfgl / 3f6 ;fndf cfpsf] af9ln] k efljt epsfnfo{ /fxt lbg To; a]nfsf ;efklt ggbaxfb'/ sfsl{, dgql ejfglk ;fb 9sfn;Fu ;fdfg af]s]/ upsf] / /fxt aff8\b} u/]sf] sfdaf6 k efljt eo{ lzifs gfos ;fndf k yd k6s lhnnf zfvfsf] ;b:o lgjf{lrt eo{ lnnf/fd ;'j]bl ;'v] {t dgqlaf6 z'? ;fn;dd # cjlw dgql ;fn;dd # cjlw ;efklt e} xfn lg=jt{dfg ;efkltsf] kdf sfd ul//x]sf] 5'. -;'j]bl, g]/];f] ;'v]{t lhnnf zfvfsf k"j{ ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ d]/f] syf 35

48 l;tf/fd sf]o/fnf wflbª ;xof]u ug{ kfp bf uf}/jsf] cg'e"lt ;fn r}q!$ ut] /ftl sl/a!%m)) ah] wflbë lhnnf s6'~h] uf=lj=;= j8f g+! u}/f egg] ufpfdf cfunful 3/ k"/} gi6 /!* 3/ k efljt epsf va/ ;'g]f. Tolxa]nf d df k9\y]f. pqm cfunfulsf] 36gfdf kll8t kifnfo{ /fxt lbg /]8qm; cfpsf] egg] ;'g]/ klxnf]rf]l6 k efljt epf. To;kl5sf lbgdf d /]8qm;sf] cfwf/:tde h'lgo/ /]8qm;df a;l lqmofzln /x]f. /]8qm; k j]zsf] nfdf] sfnv08df ljlegg ljkb\sf] ;dodf :jo+;]js eo{ ;xof]u ug{ kfpfbf uf}/jsf] cg'e"lt u/]sf] 5'. wflbë lhnnf /x]sf] k[yjl/fh dfu{df epsf ljlegg 36gfdf ;xof]u ug{ kfpfbf r/d cfggbsf] cg'e"lt x'g5. -sf]o/fnf, g]/];f] wflbª lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ vfg]kfgl Vjfpg kfp bf /]8qm; :jo+;]jssf] ;'vfg'e"lt rgb dl0f kf}8]n :ofªhf 3/ w'/l epsf] :ofëhf lhnnfsf] ljs6 uf=lj=; cfnd b]jldf g]/];f] :ofëhf lhnnf zfvfsf] ;s[otfdf 8an km]h lnlkm\6ªdf cfwfl/t vfg]kfgl of]hgf ;kmn kdf ;~rfng eo{ vfg]kfgl Vjfpg kfpfbf /]8qm; :jo+;]jssf] x}l;otn] ctogt} ;'vfg'e"lt epsf] 5. -kf}8]n, g]/];f] :ofªhf lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ 36 d]/f] syf

49 cfkt k/]sfx nfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ afgl a;fnf+} 6Lsfnfn s8]n, ;'v]{t /]8qm; k/f]ksf/l ;+:yf epsf]n] /]8qm;n] b'mvdf / ljklqdf k/]sfnfo{ ;xof]u u5{. xfdl ;a}n] cfkt k/]sfx nfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ afgl a;fnf+}. oxl g} /]8qm;sf] d'vo wd{ xf] egg] dnfo{ nfu]sf] 5. /]8qm;sf] dfwodaf6 dfgjlo ;]jf / JolStTj ljsf; klg x'g]?kf clwsf/l, af/f d ufpfs} ljbfnodf lzif0f u5'{. ;Fu} sfd ug]{ lzifs wl/]gb ofbj km';{tsf] a]nf /]8qm;;DaGwL dfgjlo sfo{df Jo:t x'g'x'gyof]. jxffn] u/]sf] dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{ x]/]/ d}n] jxff;fu /]8qm; af/] 5nkmn u/l /fd f hfgsf/lx k fkt u/f] / ut]sf lbg d klg /]8qm;sf] cfhljg ;b:otf k fkt u/l dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{ / /]8qm; cleofgdf ;xeful epf. ;]jf ub}{ hffbf g]/];f] af/f lhnnf zfvfn] dnfo{ b]lv * ut];dd ag]kfdf ;+rflnt cfwf/e"t k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs k lzif0fdf efu lng k7fof]. ;f] tflndkzrft\ dnfo{ /]8qm;df ;DnUg eo{ ;]jf ug]{ xf};nf ldnof]. xfn d o; lhnnfdf cfwf/e"t k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs 5'. pkzfvf sfo{;ldlt ;b:o x'fb} sf lbg cfufdl jif{sf nflu ;DkGg epsf] g]/];f] af/f lhnnf zfvf sfo{;ldltsf] lgjf{rgdf ;b:o kbdf lglj{/f]w lgjf{lrt epsl 5'. /]8qm;sf] dfwodaf6 dfgjlo ;]jf / JolStTj ljsf; klg x'g] epsfn] affsl hljg klg /]8qm;df ;dlk{t ug]{ ;f]+r /fv]sf] 5'. d]/f] syf 37

50 /fli6«o :t/df pts[i6 k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs x'g k'u] wl/]gb ofbj, af/f d]/f] 3/ af/f lhnnfsf] xlb{of uflj; j8f g+ & df kb{5. df uflj; xlb{ofdf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l af/f lhnnf zfvfn] ævfg]kfgl tyf ;/;kmfo sfo{qmdæ ;~rfng u/]sf] lyof]. klxnf] rf]l6 ;f]xl sfo{qmdsf] cled'vls/0fdf /]8qm; cleofg / hff x]g/l 8o"gfsf] hljgl ;'Gg kfpsf] lypf. ;f] sfo{qmd ;~rfng ug{ /]8qm;af6 ljlgtf /]UdL / d~h' ;'j]bl gfdsf b'o{ hgf lbblx ufpfdf cfpg'epsf] lyof]. jxffx sf] cftdlo af]nlrfnl, afgl Jojxf/, /xg;xg cflbaf6 k efljt ep/ d jxffx nfo{ sfo{qmddf ;xof]u ug{ yfn]. ;f]xl sfo{qmdcgtu{t dnfo{ j8f g+ & sf] pkef]qmf ;ldltsf] cwoif agfoof]. To;kl5 5 lbg] cfwf/e"t :jf:yo tyf ;/;kmfo;dagwl tflnd lng] cj;/ k fkt eof]. To;f] x'gfn] /]8qm; cleofg / cfwf/e"t ;ft l;4fgtaf/] /fd f] 1fg xfl;n x'fbf /]8qm;d} nfu]/ dfgjlo ;]jf ug]{ OR5f dleq hfu[t eof]. To;}a]nfb]lv af/f lhnnf zfvfsf] ;Dks{df / xl /]8qm;sf] dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{df ;xof]u ul//x]f. tt\kzrft\ g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l af/f lhnnf zfvfnfo{ cg'/f]w u/]/ ;fn ut] ljxljf/sf] lbg g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l xlb{of pkzfvfsf] :yfkgf u/fo{ b'o{ sfo{sfn;dd ;lrj eo{ sfd u/f]. To;kl5 af/f lhnnf zfvfdf Ps sfo{sfn ;b:o, b'o{ sfo{sfn;dd pkdgql x'fb} clxn] sf]iffwoifsf] lhdd]jf/l kfpsf] 5'. ;fy} k fylds pkrf/, ljkb\ k"j{tof/l, /]8qm; k rf/ k ;f/, kfl/jfl/s ;Dks{ k'gm :yfkgfnufotsf ljifodf k lzifs k lzif0f lno{ ;f] ;DaGwL k lzif0fx lg/ Gt/ kdf lb+b} cfo/x]sf] 5'. k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs k lzif0f lnpb]lv xfn;dd d}n]!%@ hgfnfo{ k fylds pkrf/ ;]jf k bfg ul/;s]sf] 5'. ;f]xl qmddf df g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6ln] dnfo{ /fli6«o kdf pts[i6 k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs 3f]if0ff u/l k'/:s[t u/]sf]df v';l k s6 ub}{ cem ;lqmotfsf ;fy lhdd]jf/l jxg ul//x]sf] 5'. 38 d]/f] syf

51 /]8qm;df k j]z ug' { ;lhnf] t/ 5f8\g Hofb} sl7g nfnb]j ofbj, af/f d]/f] 3/ af/f lhnnf xlb{of uflj; jf8{ g+ ^ df kb{5. d]/f] ufpfdf df g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l af/f lhnnf zfvfn] vfg]kfgl tyf ;/;kmfo sfo{qmd ;~rfng u/]sf] lyof]. ;f] sfo{qmdcgtu{t wf/f h8fg, h'7\ofg / zf}rfno lgdf{0f tyf u[lx0flx nfo{ cfwf/e"t :jf:yo tyf ;/;kmfo;dagwl ;Nnfx / ;'emfj k bfg ul/gyof]. ;f]xl qmddf d}n] klxnf]rf]l6 /]8qm;sf] gfd ;'Gg] cj;/ kfpsf] lypf. sfo{qmd ;~rfng ug]{ sd{rf/lx sf] cftdlo af]nl / Jojxf/n] d]/f] /]8qm;;Fu cftdlotf a9\b} upsf] lyof]. o;af6 dnfo{ nfu]sf] lyof] ls jf:tjdf dfgj ;]jf g} dfwj ;]jf xf].æ ;f] sfo{qmd ;DkGg epkzrft\ d]/f] ufpfdf /]8qm;sf ultljlwx ;]nfpsf lyp. To;kl5 ;fndf o; ufpfsf /]8qm;sdL{ wl/]gb ofbjn] lhnnf zfvfdf cfu x u/l pkzfvf :yfkgfsf nflu k"jf{wf/ tof/ ug]{ qmddf ;b:otf cleofg rnfpg'epsf] lyof]. d}n] klg /]8qm;sf] ;b:otf k fkt u/f]. ;fn ut] ljxlaf/sf] lbg pkzfvf :yfkgf eo{ pkzfvfsf] klxnf] lgjf{rg;d]t ;DkGg epsf] lyof]. d klg ;b:o kbdf lglj{/f]w lgjf{lrt eo{ sf]iffwoifsf] lhdd]jf/l kfpf. g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l xlb{of pkzfvfsf] :yfkgf sfnb]lv xfn;dd c6'6 kdf sf]iffwoifsf] lhdd]jf/l ;DxfNb} /]8qm;sf ljlegg dfgjlo ultljlwx df ;xeful eo/x]sf] 5'. /]8qm;;Fusf] cftdlotfsf ;fn df3 dlxgfdf xlb{of pkzfvfnfo{ ;xof]u u/]jfkt g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l s]gb Lo sfo{;ldltaf6 ljlzi6 ;b:otf klg k fkt ul/;s]sf] 5'. To;}n] /]8qm;df k j]z ug'{ ;lhnf] t/ /]8qm; 5f8\g Hofb} sl7g sfo{ /x]sf] d]/f] cg'ej 5. d]/f] syf 39

52 k lzif0f lno{ dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{df cu ;/ huts'df/ ofbj, af/f d]/f] 3/ lhnnf af/f uf=lj=; xlb{of jf8{ g+ & df k5{. ;aegbf klxnf d]/f] ;fndf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l af/f zfvfsf] ;xof]udf vfg]kfgl tyf ;/;kmfo sfo{qmdcgtu{t wf/f h8fg eo/x]sf] lyof]. To;} sfo{qmdcgtu{t ufpfdf v6]/ cfpg'epsf] sd{rf/lx ;Fu h8fg eo/x]sf] wf/fsf] af/]df d}n] ;f]w] ls bfo of] s'g ;+:yfn] ljt/0f u/]sf] wf/f xf] < pxffn] of] /]8qm;af6 ljt/0f epsf] wf/f xf] egg'eof]. d}n] km]l/ ;f]w+], /]8qm; eg]sf] s] xf] < pxffn] egg'eof] ls /]8qm; eg]sf] dfgjnfo{ ;]jf ug]{ Pp6f ;+:yf xf]. d}n] ToxL lbgb]lv /]8qm;sf] af/]df clncln yfxf kfpf. yfxf kfpkl5 d klg dfgjsf] ;]jf sfo{df ;+nug ;fndf siff ( df k9\bfv]l/ xfd f] ljbfnodf g]kfn h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] u7g eof]. o;df d}n] ;+of]hs ep/ g]kfn /]8qm;sf] ultljlwx sf] af/]df hfgsf/l lno{ xf};nf k fkt u/]f. To; kl5 d}n] ut] g]kfn /]8qm; pkzfvf xlb{ofsf] cfhljg ;b:otf k fkt u/f] / ;fn r}qsf] pkzfvfsf] r'gfjdf pkzfvf sfo{;ldltdf ;b:o kbdf lglj{/f]w lgjf{lrt ;fn;dd ;b:o kbdf sfd u/]. ;fnb]lv xfn;dd ;lrjsf] lhdd]jf/l k fkt u/l sfdsfh ul//x]sf] 5'. To;}cGtu{t k fylds pkrf/ cfwf/e"t tflnd, cu jtl{ k fylds pkrf/ tflnd, k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs k lzif0f lno{ dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{df cu ;/ eo/x]sf] 5'. sk8fsf] kf]sfx af]sg ;3fPsf] lyp s]bf/ dxq emfkf 40 d]/f] syf dª\l;/ dlxgflt/sf] s'/f xf]. g]kfnsf] k"jl{ gfsf emfkfsf] sfs/le fdf e'6fgaf6 nv]l6psf g]kfnl efifl e'6fglx j[4, dlxnf, c;qm clg afnaflnsfx sf] htyf z/l/df Ps;/f] cffu 9fSg] dfq sk8f 5. k'/fgf] sk8fsf] d}nf] emf]nfsf] kf]sf] s]xln] af]s]sf 5g\. s]xln] 8f]sf]df yf]qfyf]ql sk8f / eff8f af]s]sf 5g\. ef/tlo gdj/ Kn]6 epsf] 6«saf6 e]8f afv f cf]/fn] e}+m u/l tl JolQmx k'nsf] d'vdf cf]/flng5g\.

53 ljr/f ; ;fgf gfglx hf8f]n] sfflk/x]sf 5g\. cf]7 glnf] b]lvg5. a]afl/;]h:t} eo{ vsf] k]mbdf cf]tnful a;]sf tl z/0ffyl{x nfo{ h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n sffs/le fsf efoalxglx n] sfuhsf] 6'qmfdf lrp/f, e'lhof / lrof ksfp/ affl8/x]sf] b[zon] d]/f] dg 5f]Psf] lyof]. tl z/0ffyl{x sf] cg'xf/df vfg]s'/f vfpkzrft\ k]ml/psf] /+un] d klg s]xl lbpfm,clg s]xl u/f}+ egg] efjgf hfu]sf] lyof]. dnfo{ klg /]8qm;sf] :jo+;]js eo{ sfd ug]{ k ]/0ff tl h'lgo/ efoalxglaf6 ldn]sf] lyof]. d /]8qm; s] /x]5 / sxff /x]5 clg tl z/0ffyl{x ca sxff hfnfg\ egg] v'nb'nl dgdf af]s]/ cfˆgf] ugtjotk{m nfu]+. dnfo{ Tof] b[zosf] ememnsf] cfo/x]sf] lyof]. k]ml/ s]xl lbgkl5 emfkfsf] sgsfo{ gblsf] lsgf/df tl z/0ffyl{x ; ;fgf v/sf] 5fk f xfnl a;]sf] b[zon] dnfo{ 8f] ofp/ ToxfF k' ofof]. ToxfF up/ a'e\mbf t g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l emfkf lhnnf zfvfn] Jofkf/L / :yfglox af6 p7fp/ NofPsf] lrp/f, rfdn, t/sf/l / tof/l sk8fx affl8/x]sf] / /]8qm;sf :jo+;]jsx EofO{ geofo{ tl z/0ffyl{x s} ;]jfdf tnnlg epsf] b]vl d}n] klg /]8qm;sdL{x sf] hdftdf k;l ;]jf ug]{ c7f]6 u/]+. ToxL kfv'/fdf nufpg] /]8qm; lrgx c+lst sk8fsf] cfd{n]6 kfv'/fdf affwl lrp/f, rfdn / tof/l sk8fsf] kf]sfx af]sg ;3fPsf] lypf. Tof] d]/f] /]8qm;df ;+nugtfsf] klxnf] clj:d/0flo cg'ej /x\of]. /fxt ljt/0fdf klxnf]kn6 /]8qm; :jo+;]js ag]/ ;xof]u u/]sf] ;Demgf k"0f{rgb >]i7, t]x ;fn ut] ;ffem t]x y'd lhnnfsf] ;b/d'sfd Dofªn'Ë ahf/df elif0f cfunful z'? eof]. ttsfnlg ågå/t kif g]skf dfcf]jfbln] cfqmd0f ug]{ xnnfsf sf/0f cfuf] lgogq0f ug{ :yfglojf;l ;'/IffsdL{x ttsfn} kl/rfng epgg\ / cfuf]n] elif0f k lng yfnof]. o;af6 *% kl/jf/ lj:yflkt x'g k'u]. efuoj; /]8qm; ejgrfflx afr]sf] lyof]. d]/f] syf 41

54 ef]lnkn6 ljxfg}b]lv lj:yflkt kl/jf/x sf] vfgf tyf cfjf;sf] Joj:yfsf nflu lhnnfsf ljlegg ;+3;+:yfx kl/rflnt x'g yfn]. t/ ljlegg :yfgaf6 /fxt ;fdu Lx /]8qm; ejgdf ;+sng klg x'g yfnof]. t/ ttsfnlg ;dodf kl/rfng epsf ;'/IffsdL{x nfo{ /fxt ;+sng tyf ljt/0f ug]{ :jo+;]jsx k lt z+sf nfug yfnof]. /]8qm; lrgx c+lst Pk f]g, 6f]kL, cflb nufpsf :jo+;]jsx nfo{ dfq /fxt ljt/0f tyf ;+sngsf] nflu cg'dlt k fkt eof]. ;f] /fxt ljt/0fdf d}n] klg klxnf]kn6 /]8qm; :jo+;]js ag]/ ;xof]u u/]sf] ;Demgf cem};dd tfhf /x]sf] 5. To;kl5 ;a} ;+3;+:yf, /fhgllts bn, ;d"xx sf] ljzjf; k fkt u/l sfo{ ug{ ;kmn /]8qm;sf] ultljlwnfo{ b]v]/ d klg o; ;+:yfk lt cfslif{t ep/ :jo+;]jssf] kdf ;xof]u ubf{ub}{ s]xl dlxgfkl5 /]8qm; lhnnf zfvfsf] sfof{no ;xfos eo{ sfo{ ug]{ cj;/ k fkt eof]. xfn ;f]xl ;+:yfdf lg/gt/ sfo{ ub}{ zfvf clws[tsf] kdf sfo{/t /xl /]8qm;df ;]jf ul//xg kfpfbf Hofb} ;'vfg'e"lt eo/x]sf] 5. /fhs'df/ nd;fn l;gw'kfnrf]s dfgjlo ;]jfk lt ;dlk{t 5' ljbfno:t/df afn Snadf /xl ;lqmo epsf]n] prr dfwolds txdf upkl5 s] df ;lqmo x'g] xf]nf jf cfj4 x'g] xf]nf egl ;f]lr/x]sf] ;Gbe{df cfkm"n] cwoog ug]{ ;+:yfdf o'jf /]8qm; ;s{nsf] u7g x'g nfu]sf] d]/f] hfgsf/ldf cfof]. d}n] klg ;s{nsf] ;b:odf a;]/ sfd ug]{ dg;fo b]vfpf / r'gfjdf ljhol klg epf. o;/l cf}krfl/s kdf /]8qm; k j]zsf] ofqf z'?jft epsf] xf]. /]8qm; k ;fn ;fpg dlxgfdf k fylds pkrf/sf] tflnd k fkt u/]kl5 lhnnfdf k fylds pkrf/ :jo+;]js ep/ sfd ug]{ cj;/ k fkt eof]. To;sf] Ps ;fndf k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs k lzif0f tflndsf] k flktkzrft\ lhnnf zfvfn] k fylds pkrf/ tflnd ;+of]hssf] kdf lhdd]jf/l lbof] / yk ;]jfsf] cj;/ k fkt ul/of]. oxl qmddf d}n] cfˆgf] lhdd]jf/lk lt b]vfpsf nufj / OdfGbfl/tfnfO{ x]/l lhnnf ;fnb]lv dnfo{ lhnnf zfvfdf sd{rf/lsf] kdf lgo'lqm u/]kl5 clxn];dd dfgjlo ;]jfsf nflu cfkm"nfo{ lg/gt/ kdf ;dlk{t u/fpsf] 5'. /]8qm;k lt 7"nf] cf:yf / ljzjf; /fvb} of] sfo{ lg/gt/ kdf cl3 al9/xg] s'/fdf ljzj:t 5'. 42 d]/f] syf

55 /]8qm; cfkt\ ljkb\sf] ;fyl /x]5 ;fn >fj0f $ ut]sf] xf]. /ftsf] sl/a!) ah]lt/ ufpfdf k'jfvf]nfn] dfg5] aufof] egg] xnnf dlrrof]. k'jfvf]nf hnljb'tsf] lgdf{0f sfo{ eo/x]sf] lyof]. au/df 6]06 xfn]/ ;'t]sf sfdbf/dwo]!) hgfnfo{ pglx ;'t]b]lv s]xl dfly k}/f] cfp/ vf]nf] y'g]/ x\jft} km'6\bf cfpsf] e]nn] aufpsf] /x]5. d k foe]6 :s'ndf lzifs lypf. lbgnfo{ labf eof]. clg nf; vf]hg xfdl ;a} uof}+. vf]nfsf] 5]pdf e]nf epkl5 /]8qm;sdL{sf] g]t[tjdf 6f]nL ljefhg u/l vf]hg] sfdtkm{ nfuof}+. To;} lbg /]8qm; cfkt\ ljkb\sf] ;fyl /x]5 egg] yfxf eof]. s]xl nf; To;} lbg /f]dgfy cfrfo{ Onfd e]l6p. s'g} cëeë epsf / s'g} 9'+ufn] k]lnp/ ;'lgpsf lyp. tl nf;nfo{ /]8qm;sf] lrgx nufpsf JolQmn] ;dft]/, hddf u/]/ Knfli6sdf a]/]sf] b[zon] dleq s?0ff efj hfug'sf ;fy} ;]jf efj hfu[t ep5. dg dgdf of] ;+:yfdf k j]z ug{ s] ug'{k5{ xf]nf, s;nfo{ egg'k5{ xf]nf egg] v'nb'nl eo/x\of]. dnfo{ /]8qm;df k j]z ug]{ df]x hfuof]. ;fn d+;l/ * hgf k lt:kwl{nfo{ pl5g]/ lhnnf zfvf ;xfos kbdf lgo'qm epf. To;kl5 lg/gt/ dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{df h'l6/x]sf] 5'. ca t s;}n] 5f]8]/ hf egof] eg] klg ;+:yfk ltsf] df]xsf] sf/0f 5f]8\g ;lsbg h:tf] nfu5. dfgjlo kl8fnfo{ glhsaf6 x]/l ;xof]u ug{ kfopsfn] k ]/0ff /]8qm;sf] l;4fgt tyf cfbz{ dg k/]sfn] ;fnlt/ h'lgo/ /]8qm;df cfj4 epf. ;fndf sd{rf/lsf] kdf /]8qm;df k j]z ul/of]. d}n] sfo{ z'? u/]sf]! dlxgfkl5 e"sdk uof] / tyofª\s ;+sng ug{ / /fxt ljt/0f ug{ ufpfufpf 3/3/ uo{ hg;dks{df /xl sfo{ ul/of]. dfgjlo kl8fnfo{ glhsaf6 x]/l ;xof]u ug{ kfopsfn] ;f]xl k ]/0ffaf6 xfn;dd lg/gt/ kdf /]8qm;df cfˆgf] sfo{df ;+nug /xl cufl8 a9\b} cfo/x]sf] 5'. lji0f's[i0f hf]zl wgs'6f d]/f] syf 43

56 /]8qm;sf] ulx/f] dfofn] ubf{ yf]/} ;'ljwfdf klg ;Gt'i6 Zofdaxfb'/ g]kfnl, aemfë ljqmd ;fnsf] s'/f xf]. d d]/f] ufpfsf] :s'n >L kf08' lg=df=lj= af6 siff & kf; u/]/ siff * df r}gk'/ ;b/d'sfdl:yt >L ;TojfbL df=lj= ef]hk'/df siff ( df k9\b} lypf. ufpfsf] :s'ndf h'=/]=;= af/] s]xl yfxf lypg. siff gf}df cwoog ul//x]s} a]nf s]gb Lo sfof{noåf/f cfof]lht /fli6«o h'lgo/ tyf o'jf /]8qm; uf]i7ldf efu lng /]8qm; aemfë zfvfaf6 d cwoog ul//x]sf] :s'ndf kq cfof]. Tof] kqadf]lhd d]/f] Pp6} siff k9\g] / l5d]sdf 3/ epsf] >L s]zj /f]sfofnfo{ pqm sfo{qmd efu lng k7foof]. glhss} ;fyl Tolt a]nf efu lng hffbf dnfo{ /]8qm;k lt ;fx } pt;'s'tf hfuof] / h'=/]=;= df k j]z ug{ w]/} k of; u/f]. t/ ;kmn eog. kl5 d lj=p= bf]; f] jif{df cwoog ub}{ lypf. g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf aemfë / s]o/ g]kfnalr aemfë lhnnfsf * j6f uf=lj=; df lszf]/ lszf]/l k hgg :jf:yo sfo{qmd ;~rfng epsf] lyof]. Tof] sfo{qmddf b'o{ hgf :jf:yosdl{ /! hgf sfof{no ;xfos sd{rf/l egf{ ug]{ k fjwfg /x]sf] lyof]. b'o{ hgf :jf:yosdl{ klxn] g} egf{ eo;s]sf ;fn ebf}! ut]sf] lj1fkg cg';f/ d sfof{no ;xfos kbsf] lnlvt k/liffdf k yd epsf] hfgsf/l kfpf / ;lhn} df}lvs k/liffdf klg kf; c;f]h! ut]b]lv nfu" x'g] u/l lgo'lqm k fkt eof] / To;sf] b'o{ jif{kl5 sfo{qmd l;l4of]. ;fndf lhnnf sfo{;ldltn] zfvfdf sfd ug]{ u/l lgo'st u of]. d yf]/} tnjdf ;]jf ub}{ cfpf. /]8qm;df x'fbf w]/} tflnd k fkt ug]{ cj;/ klg kfp/ w]/} s'/fsf] 1fg klg eof]. ;a};fu kl/ro ug]{ df}sf ;fndf cfgtl/s kdf lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] lg0f{ocg';f/ :yfol klg ul/of]. /]8qm;k lt ;]jf ug{ kfpfbf / /]8qm;sf] ulx/f] dfofn] ubf{ d}n] kfpg] yf]/} ;'ljwfdf klg d ;Gt'i6 /x]sf] 5'. 44 d]/f] syf

57 /]8qm; k/f]ksf/l ;+:yf xf] ;fnsf] s'/f] xf]. sf:sl lhnnf dfem7fgf uf=lj=; k}/] eujtl6f/df klx/f] cfo{ 7"nf] wghgsf] gf]s;fg eof] / ^& 3/ k efljt ep. #$ hgfsf] Hofg uof]. l5d]sl uf=lj=; y'dfsf]8ff8faf6 ;d]t 36gf x]g{ ;a} dflg; cfp. d klg!) jif{sf] x'gfn] afaf;fu cfpf. xfdl cfpfbf x]lns]k6/af6 ttsfnlg /]8qm;sf] cwoifnufot lhnnfsf 7"nf dflg; 36gf :yndf k'u]. # jif{sf] dx]gb cfrfo{nfo{ df6f]n] k'l/psf] 7fpFaf6 lhpfb} aflx/ lgsfn]. ;'/Iff lgsfo / ufpfn]sf] ;xof]uaf6 zj ;Íng u/l cgto]li6 u/]. afa'cfdf u'dfpsf dx]gb cfrfo{nfo{ /]8qm;af6 P;cf]P;df k9fpg] Joj:yf ldnfoof]. 3/af/ ljxlgnfo{ ttsfn /fxt ljt/0f u/l kf]v/fsf]!* g+ j8fdf k'gm:yfkgf ug]{ cfzjf;g lboof]. dnfo{ o; 36gfaf6 /]8qm; /fd f] / k/f]ksf/l ;+:yf xf] egg] 5fk ;fndf d cfhljg ;b:o ag]f. To;kl5 /]8qm; ultljlwdf ;+nug ;fn kf}if! ut]af6 sf:sl zfvfdf sd{rf/lsf] kdf sfd ug]{ cj;/ k fkt u/]f. vf;u/l pqm ljkb\sf] 36gfaf6 d /]8qm;k lt ptk ]l/t epf. dfgjlo ;]jfsf] dxtj / To;k ltsf] cle?lrdf a[l4 v]d/fh ;fksf]6f sf:sl OGb sfkm\n], df]/ë lj/f6gu/df kqsfl/tf ubf{sf] ;dodf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l df]/ë lhnnf ;fndf cfof]hgf u/]sf] lhnnf ;efdf ;~rf/sdl{sf] gftfn] ;xeful x'g] cj;/ kfpsf] lbg /]8qm;sf] e"ldsf / ultljlwx af/] klxnf] k6s s]xl hfgg], a'em\g]] df}sf kfpsf] x'f. pqm lhnnf ;efdf /]8qm; dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;dlk{t ;fdflhs ;+:yf xf] egg] a'em]kl5 d]/f] dgdf klg /]8qm;k lt :jt M Ps k sf/sf] cfsif{0f a9\g uof]. To;kl5 g]/];f] df]/ë lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt >L dgf]hk ;fb pkfwofo / pkzfvf sf ;efklt >L k'gd s'df/ bfxfnsf] ;xof]udf pkzfvf af6 /]8qm;sf] ;b:otf k fkt ug]{ cj;/ kfpf. To;kl5 ;f]xl pkzfvfaf6 lhnnf ;ef;b\ x'g] df}sf ;d]t dnfo{ ldnof]. /]8qm; af/] s]xl ghfgg] dh:tf] JolQm kl5 /]8qm;sf] :jo+;]jssf] kdf ;+nug x'g kfpfbf dnfo{ a8f] k ;Ggtfsf] cg'ej epsf] 5. of] d]/f] hljgsf] ;'vb\ 36gf xf] egg] d 7fGb5'. o;} 36gfn] d]/f] syf 45

58 ubf{ cfkm"df dfgjlo ;]jfsf] dxtj / To;k ltsf] cle?lrdf a[l4 epsf] dx;'; u/]sf] 5'. d]/f] hljgsf] of] kl/jt{gnfo{ d pko'qm / cfjzos 7fGb5'. o;/l /]8qm;;Fu cfj4 /xl ;fdflhs sfo{x ug]{ l;nl;nfdf /]8qm; df]/ë lhnnf ;fn a}zfv! ut]b]lv k sfzg u/]sf] /]8qm; /Qm ;~rf/ ;]jf a'n]l6g -dfl;s_ sf] ;Dkfbsdf ;f]xl ldltb]lv lhdd]jf/l kfo{ xfn;dd ;f] kbdf :jo+;]jssf kdf sfo{ ub}{ cfo/x]sf] 5'. /]8qm;df ljlwjt k j]z u/]kl5 o;n] cfof]hgf u/]sf ;~rf/;dagwl tflndx df ;xeful x'g] df}sf k fkt u/]sf] 5'. o;nfo{ d Ps pknljw 7fGb5'. /]8qm;n] dfgjlo ;]jfdf u/]sf] ljlegg of]ubfg / o;n] ;~rfng u/]sf ultljlwx Hofb} k z+;glo Pj+ :d/0fof]uo /x]sf] d}n] dx;'; u/]sf] 5'. dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;bf ;dlk{t /]8qm;nfO{ ;dfhsf] x/if]qaf6 ;xsfo{ Pj+ ;xof]usf] ck]iff ;fn a}zfvdf lj/f6gu/df dxfdf/lsf kdf km}lnpsf] hl08; -sdnlkq_ ljkb\ lgogq0fsf nflu /]8qm; df]/ë lhnnf zfvfn] ;a} ;fem]bf/ ;d"xx ;Fu ;xsfo{ u/l ;f] ljkb\af6 arfpg u/]sf] k of;af6 d Hofb} v';l 5'. To;}n] dnfo{ ;w}+ /]8qm;df nflu/xg] k ]/0ff ldn]sf] d]/f] syf

59 ;d"xsf] ;sf/ftds Jojxf/ ;ª\qmldtx sf] ;xh hljgofkgsf] cfwf/ ldgf kl/of/ d]/f] gfd ldgf kl/of/ xf]. ndh'ª lhnnfsf] ;b/d'sfd j]zl;x/df hgd]sf] ep klg 3/sf] sdhf]/ cfly{s cj:yf / cleefjsn] lziffk lt b]vfpsf] pbfl;gtfsf] sf/0fn] ubf{ d}n] k9\g] cj;/ kfogf. ;fg} pd]/df e'ne'n] uf=lj=;= j8f g+=! sf] o'js;fu d]/f] ljjfx eof]. hf] klxn]b]lv g} PrcfO{eL ;ª\qmldt /x]5g\. ;ª\ qmldt eps} sf/0fn] xfdln] ljlegg ;d:ofx sf] ;fdgf ug'{ k/]sf] lyof]. ljjfx, a tjgw, cd{kd{h:tf s'g} klg ;fdflhs sfo{qmddf xfdlnfo{ ;xeful x'g lbofb} gyof]. o;}u/l ;Fu} a:bf klg PrcfO{eL ;5{ egg] ;f]rfon] ljbfno hfgaf6 xfd f afnaflnsfx nfo{ al~rt ul/psf] lyof]. rl/qxlg epsf] sf/0fn] PrcfO{eL ;ª\ qmldt epsf] egg] cf/f]kn] ubf{ xfdlnfo{ ;dfhdf affrg ufx f] lyof]. o:t} sl7gfox sf alr Ps lbg g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf ndh'ªn] cfˆgf ;d"xsf ;b:ox nfo{ ;ª\qmldt;Fu cgtlq{mof tyf cg'ej cfbfg k bfg ug]{ sfo{qmddf dnfo{ cfˆgf cg'ej k ToIf ;f6f;f6 ug]{ cj;/ lbof]. Tof] cj;/ d]/f] nflu 7"nf] j/bfg ;fljt eof]. clxn] ;d"xsf cgo ;b:ox n] dnfo{ klg ;d"xdf cfj4 u/fpsf 5g\ eg] ;d"xsf] lgoldt e]63f6 tyf 5nkmnaf6 dnfo{ yk xf};nf ldln/x]sf] 5. o;}u/l ;d"xsf] ;xof]udf ndh'ª ;xof]ul ;d"x;fu ;dgjo u/]/ l;8lkmf]/ k/lif0fkl5!* lbg s]o/xf]ddf a;]/ cf}ifwl vfpf. o;} qmddf dlxnf ;d"xn] cfof]hgf u/]sf] ;xef]h sfo{qmddf lbgel/ ;xeful epf. dlxnf ;d"xn] dh:tf ;ª\qmldtk lt lg/gt/ b]vfpsf] ;defj / ljlegg ;xof]usf sf/0f dnfo{ ;fj{hlgs x'g] xf};nf cfof] / ToxL ef]hdf d PrcfO{eL ;ª\qmldtsf kdf ;fj{hlgs epf. clxn] ;d'bfodf d k lt s'g} lsl;dsf] x]nff / lt/:sf/ x'g] sfd epsf] 5}g. a dnfo{ / d]/f kl/jf/nfo{ ljlegg ;xof]u eo/x]sf] 5. ;d"xsf ;b:ox n] xfd f 5f]/f5f]/Lx nfo{ ljbfnodf lgz'ns egf{ ul/lbpsf 5g\ eg] ;d'bfon] ug]{ x/]s sfddf dnfo{ klg ;xeful u/fp/ d]/f] cftdljzjf; cem a9fpsf 5g\. d la/fdl x'fbf c:ktfn k' ofpg] sfddf ;xof]u ug'{sf ;fy} cfo cfh{gsf nflu xfdlnfo{ u/]sf] ;xof]un] d]/f] kl/jf/sf] cfdbfgldf klg j[l4 epsf] 5. /]8qm;n] z' u/]sf] cleofg ;d'bfodf Psbd} kmnbfos epsf] 5. d h:tf n's]/ a;]sf ;ª\qmldtx nfo{ v'ng] jftfj/0fsf] l;h{gf u/l ;d'bfodf :yflkt x'g] cj;/ k bfg ug'{sf ;fy} ;ª\qmldtx n] klg cgo JolQm;/x hljgofkg ug{ ;S5g\ egg] ;Gb]z lbpsf] 5. d]/f] syf 47

60 /]8qm;df kfonf 6]sL hljgdf gof sf r'nl nidl sfsl{ ;+v'jf;ef d]/f] >Ldfg\ ågåsf] ;dodf ljb f]xl ut]b]lv j]kqf agfog'epsf] lyof]. To;a]nf d]/f ;fydf ;ft jif{sl 5f]/L / # jif{sf] 5f]/f lyof]. cj d s;/l ol 5f]/L / 5f]/fx sf] nfngkfng ug]{ / s;/l loglx nfo{ pggt lziff lbg ;S5' eg]/ dnfo{ lbg /ft lrgtf nflu/xgyof]. o;}sf] sf/0f ddf jffrg rfxg] /x/x lbgk ltlbg v:sfb} uo/x]sf] lyof]. df g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l ;+v'jf;ef lhnnf zfvfdf! hgf sd{rf/lsf] cfjzostf k/]sf] /x]5 / ;a} sfo{;ldltsf kbflwsf/lx n] sfo{;ldltsf] a}7saf6 lg0f{o u/]/ dnfo{ n]vf ;xfos kbdf lgo'lqm lbg' eof]. d+l;/!% ut] ha d sd{rf/l ep/ g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l ;+v'jf;ef lhnnf zfvfdf lgo'lqm kfpf d c;fwo} v';l epsf] lypf. /]8qm; dfgjlo ;+:yf epsfn] / ljkb\ kll8tx nfo{ ;xof]u / p4f/ ug]{ epsf] sf/0fn] d}n] klg /]8qmdf k j]z ug]{ 7"nf] df}sf kfpf. kmn:j k d}n] ug'{kg]{ sfo{ljj/0fadf]lhdsf lhdd]jf/ Lx k"0f{ kdf vl6o{ d]xgt, nug / OdfGbf/Lsf ;fy ;DkGg ub}{ up/ lhnnf k6s pts[i6 sd{rf/l ep/ lhnnf ;efsf] cj;/df k df0fkq / ;Ddfg kfpf. ;fy} g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf] :j0f{ dxf]t;jsf efb!( ut] s]gb Lo sfof{noaf6 sd{rf/l ;]jf kbs / k z+;f kq klg k fkt u/]f. d}n] /]8qm;af6 ;~rfng epsf tflnd / uf]i7lsf dfwodaf6 cfˆgf] Ifdtf ljsf; ub}{ cufl8 a9\g] df}sf klg kfpf. lhnnf zfvf Pjd\ s]gb Lo sfof{noaf6 ;~rfng epsf sfo{qmd / kl/of]hgfx df ;d]t sfd ug]{ cj;/ kfo{ ;+s6f;gg If]qx df uo{ sfd u/l ;d'bfox dfem ;r]tgf;dagwl ultljlwx ;~rfng ub}{ ;+u7g ljsf; sfo{df nflu/x]sf] 5' / ;wf}el/ nflu/xg]5'. o;/l sfd ubf{ g]kfn /]8qm;df Ps sd{rf/l eo{ d}n] k"0f{ cftd;gt'li6 kfpsf] dx;'; u/]sf] 5'. cfh d}n] d]/f 5f]/L / 5f]/fnfO{ k9fpgsf ;fy} pglx sf] x]/rfx klg /fd /L u/]sf] 5' h;sf sf/0f 5f]/L / 5f]/fsf] k9fok lt klg d ;Gt'i6 g} 5'. o;/l d}n] /]8qm;df kfonf 6]sL d]/f] hljgdf goff sffr'nl km]/]sf] cg'ej u/]sl 5',. o;sf/0f dnfo{ ;xof]u ug'{x'g] ;a}nfo{ d]/f] x[bob]lv g} wgojfb lb+b} cem} cfˆgf] ;do /]8qm;df g} lbg rfxg5'. 48 d]/f] syf

61 cftd ;Gt'li6n] of] cleofg TofUg ;s]sf] 5}g, ;ls+b}g xf]nf s'/f ;fnsf] xf]. d >L gf/fo0fl ljbf dlgb/ dfwolds ljbfno lzjgu/df siff * df cwoog/t lypf. xfd f] ljbfnodf klg h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n lyof]. To;df siffut kdf k ltlglw 5gf}6 ug]{ qmddf siff * sf] tkm{af6 d klg 5gf}6 epf. To;} jif{ :jlh/nof08af6 PGof]gL d'wf]{ gfdsf /]8qm; cleofgsf dxtjk"0f{ JolQmTjsf] xfd f] ljbfnodf cfudg eof]. lzifs gfos s'nk ;fb kf}8\ofn ;/ x'g'x'gyof]. /]8qm; cleofgsf dxtjk"0f{ JolQmsf] :jfut ug{ kfpfbf ctogt v';l nfuof]. lzifs gfos u'? s'nk ;fbsf] huggfy Gof}kfg] lrtjg lg/gt/ k ]/0ff / dfof ddtfdf xfdl ;]jf sfo{df lg/gt/ nflu/x\of}f. To;} a]nf ;s{nsf xfdl % hgfnfo{ k fylds pkrf/ tflndsf] nflu e/tk'/ c:ktfndf Joj:yf ldnfoof]. o;af6 yk k ]/0ff k fkt eof]. xfo:s"nsf] k9fo ;lspkl5 jl/]gb SofDk;df ;d]t o'jf /]8qm; ;s{ndf sfd ug]{ df}sf ;fndf /]8qm; lrtjg zfvfdf kl/jf/ lgof]hg tyf :jf:yo ;]jf k f]h]s6df lkmn8 ;'k/efoh/sf] lj1fkg v'n]sf]n] s'nk ;fb kf}8]n ;/s} k ]/0ffn] k/liff lbpf / plq0f{ klg ;fn sflt{s!& ut]af6 /]8qm;df sd{rf/lsf] kdf k j]z u/]f. k f]h]s6 ;lspkzrft\ /Qm ;~rf/ s]gb sf] tflnd ;fn d+;l/af6 /Qm;~rf/ ;]jfsf] k of]uzfnf k d'vsf] lhdd]jf/l s/la!@ jif{;dd lgjf{x ;fnb]lv lhnnf zfvfdf zfvf clws[tsf] lhdd]jf/l lnb}+ xfn jl/i7 lhnnf zfvf clws[tsf] kdf sfo{/t /x]sf] 5'. /]8qm;sf cfwf/e"t l;4fgt, d"no, dfgotf / /]8qm;sf] /fli6«o, cgt/f{li6«o 5lj / /]8qm;sf ljljw dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{df ljlegg vfnsf tflnd, uf]i7l, cwoog / Jofjxfl/s 1fg tyf ;Lksf sf/0f kll8t dfgjsf] kl8f sd ubf{ kfpsf] cftd ;Gt'li6n] cfh ko{gt of] cleofg TofUg ;s]sf] 5}g. nfub5, o; cleofgaf6 6f9f /xg klg ;ls+b}g xf]nf. d]/f] syf 49

62 /]8qm;n] k' ofo/x]sf] ;]jf b]vbf /]8qm;k lt em'sfj ls/0fs'df/ sfsl{ ;'g;/l >L lziff ;bg df=lj, w/fg!% -xfn prr df=lj_ sf lzifs >L kbdk ;fb Gof}kfg]n] ;fntfsf s]xl ljbfyl{x nfo{ Pp6f siff sf]7fdf af]nfo{ æ/]8qm;æ sf] af/]df hfgsf/l u/fpg'eof] / xfdlnfo{ h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] ;b:o agfo{ Pp6f Jofh lbg'eof]. ;fndf /]8qm; ejg, w/fg! sf] xndf o'jfx sf] nflu tlg lbg] k fylds pkrf/ tflnd 8f= 1fgaxfb'/ >]i7n] lbg' epkl5 lnopsf] k/liffdf ttsfnlg k d'v lhnnf clwsf/l >L /fds[i0f kgtaf6 k yd epsf] k df0fkq kfpfbf d cfzro{rlst epsf] lypf. sd{rf/lsf] kdf ut] ttsfnlg zfvfsf dgql >L s]zj >]i7sf] kxn Pj+ k of;df k j]z kfpf. sf] dxfe"sdkdf k/l 3fOt]x nfo{ w/fg $ l:yt c:ktfn, /]8qm; ejgsf] xndf /]8qm;n] k' ofo/x]sf] ;]jf sfo{ b]vbf /]8qm;k lt d]/f] em'sfj x'g k'uof]. /]8qm;df cfj eo{ zfvfsf sd{rf/lx, h'lgo/ tyf o'jf /]8qm; ;s{n, lzifs gfosx, sfo{;ldlt kl/jf/, pkzfvf kl/jf/, ;d'bfosf ;+s6f;gg JolQmx ;Fu ldnl b}lgs kdf ;]jf sfo{ ug{ kfpfbf uf}/j dx;'; u/]sf] 5'. klxnf] k6s /Qmbfg u/]+ ;'zln Gof}kfg], bfª d]/f] 3/glhs} /]8qm;sf] clkm; lyof]. t/ dnfo{ Tof] clkm;;dagwl s'g} klg hfgsf/l lypg. glhssf] tly{ x]nff x'g5 eg] e+}m dnfo{ /]8qm;n] s] sfd u5{ egg] s'/f klg yfxf lypg. Ps lbg dnfo{ :yfglo klqsfdf /utsf] sdln] An8 a}+s ;~rfngdf sl7gfo epsf] n]v k9\g] cj;/ kfpf. dnfo{ klg /Qmbfg ug]{ OR5f t lyof] t/ klg sxff s;/l ug]{ egg] s'/f yfxf lypg. d}n] Ps lbg bfª lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt gf/fo0f cfrfo{ho"nfo{ e]6\g] cj;/ kfpf. pxffaf6 dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;dlk{t ;+:yfsf af/]df w]/} s'/f l;sfpg'eof]. w]/} s'/fx sf] hfgsf/l lbg'eof]. ;fn ut]sf lbg klxnf] k6s /Qmbfg u/]+. pxffs} k ]/0ffaf6 ;b:otf k fkt u/l /]8qm;;Fu cfa4 epf. 50 d]/f] syf

63 Ps lkg6 /Qmbfg ;fnsf] r}q dlxgfdf sfd ljz]ifn] d w'lnv]n k'u]sf] lypf. :yfglo ;/:jtl rf]sdf b /]o"sfo g]kfnn] /Qmbfg sfo{qmd ul//x]sf] lyof]. d}n] cfof]hs;fu ;Dk"0f{ hfgsf/l k fkt u/]+ ls o:tf dfgjlo ;]jfsf sfo{x /]8qm;n] ubf]{ /x]5. ToxL+ d}n] klg Ps lkg6 /Qmbfg u/]+. To;kl5 d cfˆgf] lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt /fh]gb l;+x v8\sfho";fu ;Dks{ u/l /]8qm; / /]8qm;sf ultljlwaf/] ;Dk"0f{ hfgsf/l k fkt u/l cfhljg ;b:otf lnpf. /fds'df/ pk ]tl af/f ;fndf af/f lhnnf ;kxl uf=lj=;= df ;kxl pkzfvf u7g eof]. To;df d ;b:o kbdf lgjf{lrt eo{ ;lrjsf] kbdf sfd ug]{ cj;/ ;fndf ;DkGg epsf] af/f lhnnf zfvfsf] lgjf{rgaf6 zfvfsf] ;b:o kbdf /x]sf] 5'. o;/l /]8qm;df cfa4 eo{ dfgjlo sfo{ ug{ kfpsf]df d cfk"mnfo{ efuodfgl 7fGb5'. 1fg, ;Lk, cfocfh{g ug{ df}sf k lbk ljs, l;gw'nl ljbfno :t/df cwoog ug]{ qmddf /]8qm; ;+:yfks hf x]g/l 8\o"gfn] u/]sf] ljljw sfo{x / dfgjlo ;]jfdf pgn] v]n]sf] :d/0flo e"ldsf cwoog dfq u/]sf] lypf. t/ s]xl ;dokl5 d]/f] l5d]sl ufpfdf w]/} 7"nf] hg wgsf] Iflt 3/df elif0f cfunful eof] ToxL qmddf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l l;gw'nl zfvfn] pqm cfunful epsf] :yndf kll8t dflg;x nfo{ /fxt ;fdu L k bfg u/]sf] lyof]. cwoog u/]sf] s'/f Jojxf/ df b]v]kl5 ;fflrrs} /]8qm;n] ;]jf ug]{ /x]5 egg] cftd ;Gt'li6 eof]. ToxL qmddf dfgjlo ;]jfdf sfd ug]{ ;+:yf /]8qm;n] cfˆgf] lhnnfsf] ljlegg lgsfo;fu ;dgjo u/l lhnnfdf sfo{qmd ul//x]sf] lyof]. d k fljlws epsfn] dnfo{ sd{rf/lsf] kdf sfd ug]{ cj;/ k fkt eof] / sfd ul//xfbf d}n] /]8qm;sf] af/]df cfh of] ;+:yfdf a;l 1fg, ;Lk, cfocfh{g ug{ df}sf kfpsf] 5'. dfgjlo ;]jf x'g] vfnsf ljljw ultljlwx df k ToIf ;+nug eo{ sfd ug{ kfpfbf d ctogt ptk] l/t epsf] 5'. d]/f] syf 51

64 ;]jf u/] d]jf ldn5 r'8fdl0f zdf{, :ofªhf k j]lzsf k/liff ;lspnuq} sdko"6/ ljifo cwoogsf nflu eg]/ d ahf/ hffb} lypf. ToxL a]nfdf s[i0f egg] bfh'sf] vaf6 n8]/ z/l/sf ljlegg cë / xft v' fx df rf]6 nflu/x]sf] b]v]+. d;fu s'g} ;Lk lypg. d}n] h] hfg]f ToxL u/]/ 3fOt]sf] hljg arfpg;dd d ;Ifd epf. ;]jf u/] d]jf ldn5 eg] e}+m d}n] 3fOt]sf] hljgnfo{ arfpg ;Ifd epf. vt/faf6 d'qm u/fpg ;s]/ d wgojfbsf] kfq x'g ;s]+ / d]/f] dgdf yk s]xl u5'{ egg] efjgf ptkgg eof]. /]8qm;n] dfgjlo kl8fnfo{ sd u/]/ ;]jf k bfg u5{ egg] d}n] ;'g]sf] lypf. ToxL ep/ d g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf :ofªhfdf up/ ljlegg vfnsf tflndx lng] cj;/ kfpf. ;/x n] dnfo{ cj;/ lbopsf sf/0f d g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6ldf k j]z u/f]. /]8qm;;DaGwL cwoog ub} {5', { lg/gt/tf lbb} + hfg]5' ;'jf; l3ld/] ;fndf d /f]huf/lsf] nflu ef}+tfl//x]sf] lypf. To; a]nf d]/f] cfdfnfo{ ggbnfn jufn] bfon] /]8qm;df sd{rf/l dfu]sf] 5 eg]/ hfgsf/l u/fo{ lbg' ep5. clg cfdfsf] k ]/0ffaf6 d pqm zfvfdf lgj]bg lbg upf / d lnlvt / df}lvs b'j} k/liffdf 5gf}6 ut]af6 /]8qm;sf] sd{rf/l agl sfo{ ug{ yfn]f. dnfo{ ljbfnodf k9\bf hf x]g/l 8\o"gf eg]sf] /]8qm;sf ;+:yfks x'g\ egg] dfq yfxf lyof] t/ /]8qm;sf] p2]zo, sfd, st{jo, nio s] xf] egg] dnfo{ yfxf lypg. o;/l ha d}n] /]8qm;df /f]huf/l kfpf clg d}n] /]8qm;sf] ljifodf cwoog u/]f. /]8qm;af6 w]/} tflnd uf]i7l, ;]ldgf/ cflbdf ;xeful x'g] df}sf kfpf, ;f]em} lhnnfdf ljlegg 7fpFdf ljkb\df k/]sf] a]nfdf ;d'bfodf k'ul /fxt ;fdu L ljt/0fdf d]/f] of]ubfg /xfb} cfpsf] 5. o;/l d clxn] /]8qm;;DaGwL cwoog ub}{5' o;nfo{ lg/gt/tf lbb}+ hfg]5' egb} d]/f] cfdf / ggbnfn jufn]ho"k lt /]8qm;h:tf] kljq ;+:yfdf cfa x'g k f]t;flxt ug'{epsf]df pxffx k lt xflb{s s[t1tf JoQm ub{5'. 52 d]/f] syf

65 ;ft l;4fgtsf dd{nfo{ a'em\bf /]8qm;k lt k ]l/t ep k lbkt kf}8]n, ;'v]{t g]kfndf /]8qm; k f/de ep/ b' tt/ ultdf cufl8 a9]sf] kfpfbf v';l nfu]sf] ;fndf d P;=Pn=;L lbp/ 3/ a;]sf] lypf. ;'v]{t /]8qm;df sd{rf/lsf] dfu epsf]df d lgo'lqm epf. Tolta]nf ;efklt z+s/ 7s'/L x'g'x'gyof]. jxffaf6 / /]8qm;n] ljkb\df k/]sf tyf blgb'mvlnfo{ ;]jf ug]{, /fxt ljt/0f ug]{ u/]sf] b]v]sf] lypf. kl5 cfkm}+n] sfd ubf{ / & l;4fgtsf dd{nfo{ a'em\bf /]8qm;k lt k ]l/t epf / To;kl5 ;fwf/0f ;b:o, cfhljg ;b:o, sfo{;ldltsf] ljlegg kbdf lgjf{lrt eo{ sfd ub}{!@ jif{ sf]iffwoif / xfn dgql kbdf ;'v]{t zfvfdf sfo{/t 5'. /]8qm; cleofgdf lg/gt/ nflu/x]sf] 5'. -kf}8]n, g]/];f] ;'v]{t zfvfsf dgql x'g'x'g5._ lhdd]jf/l ;DkGg ug] { Ifdtf x]/]/ :jo+;]jsdf 5gf}6 jl/zdz]/ k = s'dl{, k;f{ k;f{ lhnnf profën df=lj= kf]vl/ofdf h'/]=;= sf] d+l;/ dlxgfdf cffvf lzlj/ eo/x]sf] lyof]. To; lzlj/df d klg ;xeful ep/ lj/fdlx nfo{ ;]jf k' ofpf. lzifs gfos >L d'gzl dxtf]ho"n] h'/];sf] ;b:otf lbo{ dnfo{ h'lgo/sf] ultljlwx ;~rfng ug{] lhdd]jf/l lbg'eof]. d]/f] cfˆgf] lhdd]jf/l ;kmntfk"j{s ;DkGg ug]{ sfo{ Ifdtf x]/]/ pxffn]] d]/f] 3/cufl8 ;d]t uf8]sf] 6o"jj]nsf] sfddf :jo+;]jsdf 5gf}6 u/l % lbgsf] tflnddf ;xeful u/fpg'eof]. Tof] tflndaf6 d=u f=:jf= cu'jf kbdf g]/];f] k;f{af6 5gf}6 eo{ sd{rf/lsf] kdf sfd ug{ yfn]+. To;kl5 zfvfdf n]vfkfn kbsf] lj1fkg eof]. pqm kbdf d klg lnlvt hffrdf / cgtjf{tf{df klg kf; epf. xfn;dd d g]/];f] k;f{ zfvfsf] ljlegg ultljlwdf ;lqmo kdf sfd ub}{ cfo/x]sf] 5'. d]/f] syf 53

66 OlGb/f kf08] afun' /]8qm;leq k j]z ug]{ cj;/ kfpf. PkmPd ;'g]kl5======== Pr=cfO{= el /f]syfd sfo{qmd / k fylds pkrf/ sfo{qmd g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l afun'ë lhnnf zfvfdf ;~rfng eo/x]sf] /x]5. To;} qmddf ljlegg uflj;x df k fylds pkrf/ tflnd lbg] sfd eo/x]sf] d}n] Pkm=Pd= af6 ;'Gg kfpf / dnfo{ klg k fylds pkrf/ tflnd lng ;fx } dg nfu]sf] lyof]. s] u/]/ tflnddf ;xeful x'g ;lspnf egg] hfgsf/lsf] vf]hldf lypff. To;} qmddf /]8qm; zfvfdf l/qm kbk"lt{sf] nflu eg]/ klqsfdf sd{rf/l cfjzostfsf] lj1fkg v'n]sf] /x]5. d}n] klg To; lj1fkgsf] sb/ u/l lgj]bg u/]f. d lnlvt k/liff / df}lvs k/liffdf ;kmn ;fn sflt{s! ut]b]lv sfof{no ;xfos kbdf lgo'lqm ul/of] / h'g a]nf d}n] /]8qm;df k j]z u/]f, To; a]nfb]lv g} d}n] /]8qm;sf ;ft l;4fgtx nfo{ cftd;ft ub{} sfd ub}{ cfo/x]sl 5'. /]8qm; o:tf] dfgjlo ;+:yf xf], h'g ;+:yfn] ubf{ ddf sfd ug{ ;Sg] biftf, Ifdtfsf] clej[l4 u/fpsf] 5. To;}n] sfd ug{ ;w}+ cufl8 al9/x]sf] 5'. æk To]s o'jfn]!* jif{sf] hgdf]t;j; u} /Qmbfg ;'?jft u/f}+æ O{Zj/b]j hf]zl ;fn kmfnu'0f!@ ut] d cwoog/t ;'=k= SofDk; wgu9ldf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l s}nfnl lhnnf zfvfåf/f /Qmbfg sfo{qmdsf] cfof]hgf ul/psf] lyof]. pqm /Qmbfg sfo{qmddf æk To]s o'jfn] cfˆgf]!* jif{sf] hgdf]t;j;fu} /Qmbfgsf] ;'?jft u/f}fæ egg] d"n ljifo;lxtsf] a f];/ k9\g kfoof]. leql Åbob]lv g} d /]8qm;n] ul//x]sf] sfo{k lt v';ln] ub\ ub\ epf. pqm cj;/df dnfo{ klxnf] k6s /Qmbfg ug]{ df}sf k fkt eof]. To;kl5 ;f]xl SofDk;df o'jf /]8qm; ;s{n u7g u/]/ o'jf ultljlwdfkm{t /]8qm; ;f];fo6lnfo{ /fd f];fu a'em\g kfoof] / ljlegg lbj; tyf ultljlwx df ;dfj]z x'fb} ut]b]lv lhnnf zfvfdf zfvf ljsf; clws[tsf] kbdf sfo{ ub}{ cfˆgf] kblo bflotj v';lsf ;fy lgjf{x ul//x]sf] 5'. 54 d]/f] syf

67 slnnf] pd]/df blgs/x]sf] cfuf] lgefpg h'6]+ dlgb/f u'/fufo{f, df]/ª, lj/f6gu/ d]/f] /]8qm;;Fusf] ;DaGw ;fnb]lvsf] xf]. dnfo{ /]8qm;sf] em08f / /]8qm; lrgx c+lst Jofh c;fwo} dg kb{yof]. d ljbfnodf siff ( df k9\bf ljbfnosf lzifsx n] /]8qm;sf af/] d;fu ;fdfgo 5nkmn Pj+ rrf{ ug'{x'gyof]. pqm 5nkmndf d nufot ljbfnosf d]/f siffsf s]xl ljbfyl{ ;fylx nfo{ ;d]t ;/x n] ;+nug u/fpg'x'gyof]. o; k sf/sf] 5nkmndf d v';l;fy ;xeful x'gy]+. /]8qm;sf ;ft cfwf/e"t l;4fgt cg' k xfdlnfo{ 1fg k bfg ub}{ nluof]. Ps lbgsf] s'/f xf], xfd f] ljbfno 5]p ;'g;/lsf] vgf/ uf=lj=; df Pp6f ;fgf] ufpfdff cfunful eof]. ;do lbpf;f]sf] a]nf lyof]. xfjf rln/x]sf] x'fbf cfuf]sf] k a9\b} uof]. cfuf] lgogq0f ug{ sl7g kg]{ b]lv lgogq0fsf nflu jf 0f ogqnfo{ vj/ ul/of]. t/ jf 0f ogq cfpg ;do nfug] x'fbf :yfglo ufpfn]x ;a} ldn]/ cfuf] lgefpg] sfo{ k f/de eof]. cfuf] lgefpg] qmddf d klg ljbfnosf ;a} ;fylx nfo{ ;fydf lno{ afln6g / eff8fdf kfgl af]sl cfuf]df kfgl xfng yfn]+. dnfo{ To;jvt c s'/fsf] s]xl jf:tf epg s]jn cfuf] s;/l lgefpg] egg] w'gdf dfq Psf]xf]/f] eo{ ;lqmo /x]+. t/ To;qmddf d}n] kl5 d]/f] b]a ] v' f 3fOt] epsf] /x]5 egg] yfxf kfpf. d]/f] v'6[f To;/L 3fOt] x'fbf klg d cfˆgf] nioaf6 kl5 gx6l ;f] sfo{df h'l6/x]+. cfuf] nfu]sf] 7fpFaf6 Pp6f afns cfpfbf hf]ufpg] qmddf d]/f] b]a ] v' f 3fOt] epsf] /x]5 egg] d}n] yfxf kfpf. ljbfno:t/df cwoog ug]{ slnnf] pd]/s} cj:yfdf blgs/x]sf] cfuf] lgefpg dgdf s'g} qf; g/fvl ;f] sfo{df h'6\g' dleq /x]sf] /]8qm;k ltsf] efjgfn] g} ubf{ xf] egg] dnfo{ nfub5. d]/f] of] dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{sf nflu ljbfnosf lzifsx n] dnfo{ wgojfb lbfbf d emg} v';l epf. cfh d g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l df]/ª lhnnf zfvfsf] sfo{;ldlt ;b:o kbdf /xl dfgjlo ;]jf ub}{5'. d cfˆgf] hljgsf] cgto;dd ToxL v';lnfo{ sfod ub}{ xf};nfsf ;fy /]8qm; :jo+;]jssf] e"ldsf lgefo/xg] ljzjf; JoQm ub{5'. d]/f] syf 55

68 ljlegg 3'DtL / df]8x kf/ ub}{ /]8qm;?kL ofqfdf lg/gt/ ;"o{k ;fb 9sfn sf:sl 56 d]/f] syf ljbfnodf :jf:yo lziff tyf ;fdflhs ljifo cwoogsf] qmddf siff * / ( df ;fdfgo gfd dfq ;'g]sf] ;+:yf xf] /]8qm;. sf:sl /]8qm;af6 ljbfnox df ;s{n u7gsf ;fn a}zfvdf k7fopsf] kqn] dnfo{ /]8qm; ;b:o agg] / ljbfnodf h'lgo/ ;s{n vf]ng] efjgf hflu t u/fof]. ToxL lr L ;fn h]7df sf:sl /]8qm;df k'u]+. /]8qm;sf af/]df ljlegg s'/f a'e]mkl5 d ToxL lbg g]kfn /]8qm;sf] ;fwf/0f ;b:o ag]+. ;fy;fy} ljbfnodf h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n vf]ng cfjzos ;fdu L af]s]/ ljbfno kms]{+. ljbfnodf k'u]kl5 ;s{n u7g u/]+. k wfgfwofksn] lzifs gfossf] lhdd]jf/l dnfo{ lbg'eof]. ToxL jif{ k fylds pkrf/sf] kffr lbg] k lzif0f, # lbgsf] k lzifs k lzif0f / & lbgsf] ljkb\ Joj:yfkg tflnd ;d]t kfpf. clg t d}n] klg k lzifssf] kdf sfd ug{ yfn]+. o;/l /]8qm;df d]/f] klxnf] k j]z ;fndf x+;k'/ uflj;df /]8qm;sf] ;xof]u ;ldlt u7g eof] / ;f] ;ldltsf] sfo{;ldlt ;b:o klg agg] cj;/ ;fndf ;f]+wf k'u]sf]n] b"wkf]v/l df=lj= df klg h'lgo/ ;s{n u7g ul/of]. ;fn ut]b]lv dx]gb prr df=lj= goffahf/ ( kf]v/fdf ;?jf j}zfv!$ df ;f] prr df=lj=df ;d]t h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n vf]ng] cj;/ ldnof]. ToxfFb]lv xfn;dd lzifs gfos / ;xof]ul gfossf] kdf o; ljbfnodf sfo{/t 5'. ;s{n klg k6s k6s lhnnf tyf /fli6«o :t/df pts[i6 x'g ;kmn epsf] ;fn kf}ifb]lv pkzfvfsf] ;efklt eo{!^ jif{ ;fnb]lv lhnnf zfvf sf:sldf ;b:o ;fnb]lv s]gb Lo ;ef;b\sf] kdf sfd ug]{ cj;/ ldnof]. sf:sl lhnnfsf ljlegg pkzfvf, h'lgo/ ;s{n, o'jf ;s{n, dlxnf ;ldlt nufot cgo ;fdflhs If]qdf /]8qm;, cgt/f{li6«o dfgjlo sfg'g, h]g]ef dxf;lgw, /]8qm; lrgx k of]usf] cnfjf ljkb\ Joj:yfkg, k fylds pkrf/, Pr=cfO{=eL= / P8\; ljifodf k lzif0f lbg kfpsf] 5'. cfh cfˆgf] clwsf+z ;do /]8qm; cleofgdf lb+bf b]zsf w]/} lhnnfdf ;d]t k'ul k lzif0fx df ;xeful x'g] cj;/ ldn]sf] 5.. cfk"mnfo{ dfgjlo ;]jfsf sfo{df

69 ;+nug u/fpg kfo/x]sf] ;fndf epsf] cf}+ s]gb Lo dxflwj]zgaf6 klxnf] k6s pts[i6 lzifs gfossf] kdf ;Ddflgt x'g] cj;/ ldnof]. To:t} sf:sl zfvf / s]gb af6 k fylds pkrf/sf] If]qdf klg ;Ddflgt x'g kfpsf] 5'. o;/l ljlegg 3'DtL / df]8x kf/ ub}{ /]8qm;?kL ofqfdf lg/gt/ nflu/x]sf] 5'. -9sfn, g]/];f]sf s]gb Lo ;ef;b x'g'x'g5._ r'gfjdf p7 ] / ;b:o ep lzl/iff 9sfn, goff ahf/, kf]v/f slxn]sfxlf kqklqsf tyf cfˆgf kl/jf/sf ;b:ox af6 /]8qm; egg] zab t d}n] ;'g]sl lypf t/ /]8qm; eg]sf] s] xf], dnfo{ yfxf lypg. ;ft siffdf k9\gsf ;fndf d kf]v/fsf] goff ahf/df cjl:yt dx]gb p=df=lj= df egf{ epf. To; ljbfnodf x/]s jif{ h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] sfo{;ldltsf] lgjf{rg x'g] /x]5. sfo{;ldltsf] lgjf{rgdf siff ^ b]lv!) siff;ddsf ljbfyl{x p7\g kfpg] /x]5g\. ToxfF ljbfnodf egf{ epsf]! dlxgfkl5 lj1fg k9fpg] lzifsn] bf]; f] lkl/o8df cfh h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] sfo{;ldlt 5gf]6 ul/g] epsfn] siff ;ftaf6 klg ;b:o agg rfxg]x r'gfjdf p7\g egg'eof]. dnfo{ h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] af/]df s]xl klg yfxf gepsfn] d pl7g t/ kl5 ;/n] ltd f] afaf klg /]8qm;df ;+nug epsfn] ltdl sfo{;ldltdf a:bf /]8qm;sf] af/]df w]/} hfgsf/l kfpg ;S5\of} egg'eof]. dnfo{ To;sf] af/]df s]xl yfxf gep klg r'gfjdf p7f] / ;fylx sf] ;dy{gn] ubf{ sfo{;ldltsf] ;b:o kbdf /xg] df}sf kfpf. To;kl5 d}n] /]8qm;sf] af/]df 1fg a9fpfb} upf / /]8qm;;Fu ;DalGwt ofnl, syf sfo{qmddf ;xeful epf. * siffdf klg h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] ;b:o dfq epf / * siffdf sf:sl /]8qm;n] cfof]hgf lbg] ljbfno:t/lo cfwf/e"t k fylds pkrf/ tflnd klg lnpf. To;kl5 d siff ( df dx]gb p=df=lj= sf] h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] cwoif kbdf a;]/ sfd u/]f / ljlegg uf]i7lx df klg ;+nug epf. clxn] d!) siffdf cwoog/t 5' / h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] lgjt{dfg cwoif / ;Nnfxsf/ 5'.!) siff kf; u/]kl5 klg d /]8qm;df ;+nug eo ;dfhsf] ;]jf ug]{5'. dnfo{ ;'?df h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] sfo{;ldltdf a:g] ;Nnfx lbg] ;/k lt d cfef/ JoQm ub{5' lsgls pxffn] ubf{ d}n] /]8qm;sf] af/]df hfgg] df}sf kfpf / /]8qm;n] ubf{ g} ddf ;fdflhs efjgfsf] j[l4 eof]. dx]gb prr df=lj= sf] h'lgo/ /]8qm; lhnnf / /fli6«o kdf ;lqmo h'lgo/ ;s{n epsfn] ljbfnodf w]/} ;fylx ;b:o ag] / ljbfnodf ljljw sfo{qmd ;~rfng x'g] u/]sfn] klg ddf /]8qm; efjgf c? a9l cfof]. d]/f] syf 57

70 ;6{ k'msfn]/ k fylds pkrf/ s'a]/ lg/f}nf, ;fnlt/sf] s'/f xf]. d}n] Onfd zfvfaf6 /]8qm;sf] l;4fgt dg k/fp/ cfhljg ;b:otf u x0f u/f]. /]8qm;;Fu ;DalGwt ljifodf rf;f] a9fpg klg yfn]f. /]8qm; eg]sf] ;]jf lbgnfo{ xf]. ;]jfn] ;Gt'li6 lbg] epsfn] ;Gt'li6sf nflu cu ;/ /lxof]. /]8qm; Pp6f dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;dlk{t ;+:yf epsf]n] cfk"m klg /]8qm;sf sf/0f ljzjjofkl eoof] / ;]jf ug]{ pt;'stf a9l g} ;fntfsf d sf7df8f}+sf] lzif0f c:ktfndf lktfsf] pkrf/fy{ k'u]sf] lypf. ToxfF Ps lj/fdl lzifsnfo{ tfhf /ut rflxpsf] /x]5. d}n] klg /ut hffr ubf{ ;d"x ldnof] / cfjzos /ut lbpf. tl cr]t ckl/lrt s]xl lbgdf xf];df cfp/ 3/ kmls{p. ;]jf ug]{ cj;/ kfpsf]df dnfo{ ;fx } cfggb eof]. /Qmbfg hljgbfg egg] egfo ;fy{s eof]. /]8qm;af6 g} d}n] k fylds pkrf/sf] tflnd klg lnpsf] lypf / o;n] emg\ ddf ;]jf ug]{ efjgf df}nfpfb} cfof]. ;+of]ua; dfoj]gl d]nfdf Pp6L o'jtlnfo{ crfgs s;}n] 9'Ëfn] xfgbf 6fpsf]df nful /ut au]/ a]xf]; epsl /lx5g\. d}n] xtf/xtf/ ;6{ k'msfn]/ k'5kf5 u/l ToxL ;6{sf] k of]un] k fylds pkrf/ u/]/ 8f] ofpfb} d]nfsf] :jf:yo lzlj/df yk pkrf/ u/l glhssf] :jf:yo rf}sldf k7fpf. o;f] ug{ ;Sg] k ]/0ff d}n] /]8qm;af6 k fkt u/]sf] lypf. clxn] tl o'jtl dnfo{ b]vbf cfb/ ul5{g\ eg] /]8qm;k ltsf] nufjn] cfkt ljkb\df dnfo{ ;s]sf] ;]jfdf nfug k ]l/t ub{5. 58 d]/f] syf ;Lk l;sl :jo+;]js nlnf vltj8f, Onfd d h'ga]nf siff & df k9\y]+ Tolta]nf g]kfnl ljifosf] ;/n] k9fo/xg'epsf] lyof]. pqm hgf bfh'x n] lbp;f]! ah]b]lv /]8qm;sf] a}7s 5, ;a} hgf pkl:yt eolbg'xf]nf eg]/ hfg'eof]. dnfo{ /]8qm; s] xf] egg] pt;'stf hfuof]. ha! ahof] pqm a}7s sifdf d klg k j]z u/]+. ;a} hgf e]nf eo;sg'epsf] /x]5. >L ;/:jtl prr df=lj= ;'n'j'ë Onfdsf] Pp6f siffdf x'g nfu]sf] pqm a}7sdf cfk"m klg ;dfj]z x'g kfpfbf v';l nflu/x]sf] lyof]. pqm 306f;Dd rn]sf] lyof]. To;af6 yfxf eof] ls h'lgo/ tyf o'jf /]8qm;sf] d"ndgq g} d ;]jf u5'{ú /x]5. d ;fg}b]lv ;dfh ;]jfdf rf;f] b]vfpg] ;fy} ;dfhdf

71 ljlegg sfo{x df klg ;l/s x'g] u/]sl lypf. a]7skl5 dnfo{ /]8qm; Psbd} dgkg{ yfnof]. ljbfnodf!%!% lbgdf /]8qm;sf sfo{qmdx x'g] uy]{. tl ;Dk"0f{ sfo{x df ;l/s x'fbf /]8qm;k ltsf] lr ce}m a9\b} uof]. t/ kl/l:yltaz pqm ljbfnodf w]/} ;do;dd h'lgo/ /]8qm; rng ;s]g. To;sf/0f d}n] /]8qm; s] xf] eg]/ k"0f{ kdf a'e\mg eg] kfogf. ;do cufl8 a9\b} ;fndf d=/=a= SofDk;, OnfdnfO{ cfk\mgf] sfo{if]q agfp/ d g]kfn o'jf /]8qm; ;s{nsf] ;b:o agg k'u]+. xfd f] b]zdf ljlegg If]qdf /x]/ dxtjk"0f{ sfo{x u/l dfgjsf] lxt / enfosf nflu ;ftj6f l;4fgtx nfo{ c+ufn]sf] h'lgo/ tyf o'jf /]8qm;sf] d"n dgqnfo{ dwogh/ ub}{ d nufot ;Dk"0f{ ;fylx n] SofDk; kl/;/df ;fktflxs kdf ;/;kmfo ug]{ u of}f. To:t} u/l /Qmbfg ug]{ k fylds pkrf/ ;Lk l;sl :jo+;]js agg] h:tf] dxtjk"0f{ cj;/ klg kfpf. o:tf sfo{ ubf{ d]/f] /]8qm;k ltsf] lh1f;fx k"/f x'fb} upsf lyp eg] /]8qm; Psbd} /fd f] sfd ug]{ ;+:yf /x]5 egg] cg'ej a6l'n;s]sl lypf. o;/l ha d tg, dg nufp/ /]8qm;sf x/]s sfo{x df cu ;/ x'g yfn]+, ta dfq yfxf eof] ls dflg;n] k9]/, ;'g]/ egbf klg u/]/ dfq jf:tljstf yfxf kfpfbf] /x]5. d}n] /]8qm;df /x]/ w]/} sfdx u/]+ / ca klg ul//xg5'. o'jf /]8qm;sf :jo+;]js ;fylx tof/l /xg'k5{ x]dk ;fb kf}8]n, Onfd x]nf] === x]nf] === s;}n] kmf]g u/]sf] lyof]. s;sf] kmf]g xf] kqf] kfogf. klxnfsf] cfjfh x]nf] === x]nf] == d} ;lsof]. kmf]g sfl6g] laltts}} k]ml/ l6lglg ub}{ 3G6L ahof]. kmf]g ;fylsf] /x]5. kmf]g p7fpkl5 pm== ;'gfpfb} lyof] æ;ffemaf6 g} o'jf /]8qm;sf :jo+;]js ;fylx tof/l /xg'k5{ h:tf] 5.Æ TolQs}df kmf]g sfl6of]. ;fylsf] cw{ hfgsf/lsf] e/df d cfˆgf] ;'/n] tof/ldf /x]+. o;f] kl/j]z a'e]mf. Ps} l5gdf ahf/sf] dflynnf] If]qdf sf]nfxn dlrr/x]sf] ;'lgof]. tl/, efnf, v's'/lh:tf ;fdu Lsf] k bz{g g} rln/x]sf] lyof]. 36gfn] 7"n}?k lng] h:tf] :ki6 b]lvgyof]. TolQs}df dgdf s'/f v]nfpfb} ;ffemsf] dw'/f] k sfzdf d sf]7flt/ nldsg5'. vfgf vfg] dg vf;} lypg. rfprfp, d'/} r':; vfp/ vl6ofdf 9lNsPsf] lbge/sf] ysfgn] e;ss lgbfp5'. laxfg ;a]/} Ao'lemPF / laxfglsf] dfxf]n a'e\mg lg:sb} dfq s] lypf cl3nnf] ;ffemsf] tdf;fsf] d]/f] syf 59

72 ljs/fn?k ahf/sf] k To]s s'gfs'gf a/a/fo /x]sf] lyof]. SofDk;sf o'jf ljbfyl{ ;fylx cfˆgf] cfˆgf] ;+3, ;+u7gsf ;dy{gsf] gf/f n]lvpsf] Kn] sf8{ lnp/ Ps y/l ljbfyl{x :jljo' lgjf{rgsf] nflu tof/lsf] kdf SofDk; xflgfb} lyp eg] csf]{ y/l lgjf{rglj?4df gf/f h'n';;lxt pt} df]l8fb} lyp. To;}a]nfdf kmf]gdf l/ª ah5, kmf]g ;fylsf] lyof], pm egb} lyof] /]8qm; :jo+;]js ;fylx sf] cfjzostf ttsfn SofDk; If]qdf kl//x]sf] 5 xfd f] l6dsf ;fylx kl/rfng ug'{k of]. ;fylsf] s'/f ;'Ggf;fy d!% hgf o'jf /]8qm; ;b:osf] l6d lnp/ pt}lt/ nldspf. s]xl If0fsf] cled'vls/0fkzrft\ ^ ^ hgfsf] ;d"x agfp/ 36gfsf] b'o{lt/ xfdl /]8qm;sf] klxrfg lrgx;lxt ;Defljt 36gf :ynlt/ nfuof}f. TolQs}df h'n';x sf] alrlt/ st}af6 xfd f] ;d"xnfo{ nlift u/]/ elg+b} lyof] æcf], sf] xf} ltdlx < xfd f] If]qdf lg;ª\sf]r lxf8\g], kvnf;\ e/]æ To;}lt/ nlift ub}{ ;'/Iffy{ vl6psf ;'/IffsdL{ ;fylx egb} lyp æloglx /]8qm; :jo+;]js x'g\æ. o;} a]nf dx;'; epsf] lyof] /]8qm; :jo+;]js ep/ ljkb\df ;xof]u ubf{sf] dhf ===. ol t yf]/} k ltlglw 36gfx dfq x'g\. cgo s}+of} 36gfx o:tf 5g\ h;n] ce}m /]8qm;df a:g ptk ]/0ff k bfg ul//x]sf] 5. hljgdf k yd k6s dfgj ;]jf u/]+ ;'efif /fo{, Onfd ebf} dlxgf lyof]. d]ndrl uf=lj=;= sf] ufpfel/ emf8f kvfnf k}mlnof]. OGb ]Zj/L df=lj= sf ljbfyl{x :s"ndf g} lbglbg} la/fdl kg{ yfn]. d]ndrl ahf/df 7"nf] c:ktfn klg lypg. Pslbg ufpfdf g} up/ ljbfnodf cf}ifwl lgmz'ns aff8g] lg0f{o u of}f. dxfdf/ln] ubf{ ljbfno agb eof]. lzifs / h'=/]=;= ljbfyl{x sf] ;d"x agfof}+. cf}ifwl lnp/ d ljbfyl{x ;Fu kf08] ufpfdf k'u]+. s'g} 3/df kffr hgf;dd la/fdl lyp. ToxfF r'nf] lge]sf] lyof]. ;+j]bgzln kl/l:ylt. pglx nfo{ p7fp/ hljg hn, kvfnfsf] cf}ifwl v'jfof}+. yk cf}iflw klg lbof}+. pglx ;Fu cf}ifwl lsgg] k};f klg lypg. kfgl pdfn]/ dfq lkpg", efg5f 3/, rkl{ ;kmf /fvg'xf];\ egb} xfdl csf]{ 3/tk{m lxf8\of}+. o;/l d}n] hljgdf k yd k6s dfgj ;]jf u/]+. 60 d]/f] syf

73 /utsf] sdln] csfndf d[to' x'g glbg] ] c7f]6 6]sk ;fb /l~ht, Onfd /]8qm; ;b:o agg' x'g5 ls egb} 3/b}nf]df Ps /]8qm;sdL{ cfpkl5 /]8qm; If]qdf d]/f] nufa a9]/ cfof]. g]kfn /]8qm;sf] ljwfgcg';f/ pkzfvf u7g x'fbf ;f}efuoa; d lrofjf/l pkzfvfsf] ;+:yfks ;efklt epf / xfn;dd sfod 5'. d]/f] sfo{if]q ahf/ If]qleq} kb{5. oxff An8 a}+s gx'fbf la/fdln] ;d:of ef]ug'k/]sf] 5. To;}n] /utsf] sdln] csfndf d[to' x'g glbg]tkm{ sfd ug]{ xfd f] c7f]6 5. ågåsfndf ;b/d'sfd vfnl ug]{ pbl{, ;'g;fg ahf/, sf7}sf7sf] ;+/rgf epsfn] cfuf]sf] ;fgf] lemnsfn] klg ;vfk x'g] cj:yfdf /x]sf 3/x eptf klg xfdl /]8qm;sdL{n] yftynf] g5f8\g] ;xdltsf ;fy a;]sf lyof}f. ;Defljt b'3{6gf Go"gLs/0fsf nflu ToxfF /x]sf o'jfx nfo{ e]nf u/l ljkb\ k"j{tof/lsf] df ;DkGg u/l /f0ffsfnlg k6flëgldf /x]sf] kfgl kf]v/l 6fn6'nkf/L kfgl hddff u off}. ut] ;b/d'sfd cfqmd0f x'fbf / uf]nf af bsf] k8\sfosf] cj:yfn] sxl+, s]xl affsl /x]gh:tf] kmfnu'0f # ut] lgs'~h kydf elif0f cfunfuln]!) 3/ Wj:t x'fbf /]8qm; / /]8qm;sdL{n] p f/ / /fxtsf] sfd u/]. To;}n] /fxt / p4f/sf ;fy} afr] arfpsf] ;fdu Lx sf] klg ;'/Iff ug'{kg]{ /x]5 ta dfq bif hgzlqmsf] st{ao k"/f x'g] /x]5. /]8qm;n] Ifdtf ljsf; klg u/]sf] 5 xiff{xldf uf]7 axfb'/ dfeml d]/f] gfd uf]7axfb'/ dfeml xf]. d $( jif{sf] epf. 3/df! a'xf/l, $ 5f]/f,! gfltgl / >LdtL ;lxt * hgfsf] kl/jf/ 5f}F. klxnf klg xiff{xl uflj;df w]/} ;+3 ;+:yf cfptf klg dnfo{ eg] Tolt w]/} s'/f yfxf lypg. t/ clxn] ev{/} cfp klg 5f]6f] ;dodf nf]slk o agg ;s]sf] ;+:yf /]8qm; cfpkl5 d Pp6f ufpfsf] ;f]emf] dfg5] nfo{ klg zf}rfno ld:ql tflnddf af]nfp/ 7"nf] cj;/ lbpsf] dx;'; u/]+. c sf] 3/df rkl{, h'7\ofg agfp/ clxn] dnfo{ ;fdfgo 3/ vr{ ug{sf] nflu ;lhnf] dx;'; epsf] 5. cfk"mnfo{ nqfsk8f lsgg b'o{ rf/ k};fsf] sdl epsf] 5}g. /]8qm; cfpb]lv ufpf 3/ jl/kl/ ;/;kmfo epsf] 5. klxnf rkl{df lb;f al:bgf / agfpflbg egg]n] klg clxn] w]/} /fd f];fu a'e]msf 5g\. d}n] d]/f] j8fsf] $ hgf o'jfx nfo{ rkl{ agfpg] ;Lk l;sfpsf] 5'. kmfobf g} /x]5 eg]/ ufpfsf dflg;df r]tgf cfpsf]df d /]8qm;nfO{ wgojfb lbg rfxg5'. d]/f] syf 61

74 62 d]/f] syf /]8qm;n] b'mvlnfo{ ;xof]u u5{ lx/fnfn sdf{rfo{, Onfd la/fdl tyf rf]6k6s nfu]sf JolQmx nfo{ c:ktfn NofPsf] b]vbf ;fg} pd]/b]lv d pglx sf] kl5kl5 c:ktfn k'uy]+. lj/fdl Nofpg] dflg;x n] lj/fdlnfo{ s;/l To:tf] epsf] xf] egg] af/]df / pglx sf] pkrf/sf] af/]df s'/f u/]sf] ;'lg/xgy]+. To;} a]nfb]lv dnfo{ tl lj/fdlx sf] cj:yfb]lv stfstf bof nfu]5 / dnfo{ klg tl lj/fdlx sf] ;]jf ug]{ efjgf hfu]5. 3/df cfdf a'af klg lj/fdl tyf b'vlx sf] ;]jf ;xof]u ug'{k5{ elg/xg'x'gyof] / To:tf dflg;x nfo{ ;xof]u klg ug'{x'gyof]. :s"ndf klg u'?x af6 xfdlnfo{ b'mvlx sf] ;]jf ug]{ ljlegg dxfk'?ifx sf] ljifodf 1fg u/fpg'x'gyof]. o;/l dnfo{ k/f]ksf/ ug'{ 7"nf] wd{ xf] egg] 1fg ep5. kl5 d s]xl hfgg] a'e\mg] epkl5 /]8qm;n] b'mvlx sf] ;]jf ;xof]u u5{, cfunful, e"sdk, af9l, klx/f] cflbdf k/l cfkt\ ljkb\df k/]sfnfo{ p4f/ sfo{df d2t u5{ egg] s'/f yfxf kfpkl5 dnfo{ /]8qm; ;+:yfk lt cfsif{0f eof] ;fndf Onfddf epsf] klxnf] lhnnf /]8qm;sf] lgjf{rgdf d ;b:o epf. o;/l /]8qm;k lt d]/f] cfsif{0f a9\b} uof] ;fnsf] lgjf{rgdf d ;efklt sfo{sfn sfd u/]+. xfn d lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] ;Nnfxsf/ 5'. cfkm"nfo{ /]8qm;sdL{h:tf] nfu5. pd]/n] ubf{ dg ep klg sfd ug{ ;ls+b}g. /]8qm;n] ;a} c;qm, b'mvlx sf] p4f/ u/f];\ / ;a} If]qdf ;xof]u k' ofo/xf];\ egg] sfdgf 5. hljg arfpg] sfo{ ug'{ egbf 7"nf] dfgjlo ;]jf c s]xl x'g ;Sb}g u+uf nfld5fg], lrtjg /]8qm; ljkbdf k/]sfnfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ ;+:yf xf] egg] s'/f ;'g]sf] lypf. cfk"m k9\g] ljbfnodf h'=/]=;= o'=/]=;= btf{ gepsf] sf/0fn] /]8qm;df k j]z ug]{ df}sf kfpsf] lyogf. ut] /flt ttsfnlg ljb f]xl kifåf/f 3/df cfunful u/fpfbf 3/df epsf] ;fdu L hn]/ gi6 epsf] ;dodf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf dsjfgk'/af6 ttsfn /fxt pknaw u/fpsf] lyof]. o;af6 klg s]xl xb;dd 3fpdf dnd nufpsf] h:tf] epsf] lyof]. d / d]/f] kl/jf/ dsjfgk'/ 5f]8L lrtjgsf] gf/fo0fu9df 8]/f u/l a:g yfn]kl5 lrtjg zfvfdf sd{rf/lsf] kdf ut]af6 ;]jf ug]{ cj;/ kfpf. g]kfndf

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85 5f]6f /f]rs syfx? k6\6l nufpg /]8qm;sf] dfwodaf6 ;Dej /x]5 eg]/ /]8qm;df k a]z u/]f / c?sf] kl8f x6fpg] d}n] afrf u/]+. /lag e /fo{, lk7'jf, h'6kfgl s'g} klg wd{, j0f{, lnë, hfthflt /fli6«otf jf /fhgllts ljrf/wf/fsf] cfwf/df e]befj gu/l dfgjlo ljklttnfo{ /f]sg jf sd ug{ k otgzln /xg] lgsfonfo{ g} /]8qm; elgg5. 8\o'gfn] h;/l ;Nkm]l/gf]sf] o' df 3fOt] epsf dflg;x nfo{ dfgjtf / lgikiftfsf] cfwf/df cfˆgf] JolStut k];fsf] klg Vofn gu/l kll8tsf] ;]jf u/] d}n] klg cfˆgf] s]xl ;do b'mvlsf] ;]jfsf] lgldt lbg kfp x'gyof] egg] nfuof]. cfˆgf] hljgsf] s]xl ;do s;}sf] hljg arfpgsf] lgldt 5'6\ofpFbf a]; x'g] 7fgL hff x]g/l 8\o'gfs} k ]/0ffn] /]8qm;df k j]z u/]f. ;'s'dfof?daf, lblk;f clwsf/l, k'hg la=s=, cf/tl cfrfo{, k'hf lwtfn, ;'nf]rgf kf08], ;'hftf cfrfo{, cldasf gu/sf]6l, dgh' kf}8]n, lg;f s'dfn, ;lbiff b'nfn, dl0f/tg kf}8]n, czf]s rfkfufo{f, /d]z auffn] ->L hd'gfk'/ df=la= h'6kfgl %, hd'gfk'/_ k o'qmf >]i7, lziff yfkf, :d[tl rf}w/l, ladf tfdfë, /fhg bfxfn ->L d'gnfo{6 cf=df=la= h'6kfgl!, kbdk'/_ ls/0f bjf8l, l;h{gf tfdfë ->L k[yjl prr dfwolds labfno, e6]gl, h'6kfgl lrtjg_ s[kf kf}8]n, b]as yfkf, cfo'if sfk L, cg'iff yfkf, ;'dg b]asf]6f, cfb]z tfdfë, ;[li6 u'?ë, ;flaql k'/l, lalgtf kf}8]n, ;'/Iff cdufo{, Hof]lt kf}8]n, lazfn zdf{, cf:df e08f/l, ;lagf b]jsf]6f, ;dliff nd;fn ->L cla{6 cfaf;lo dfwolds labfno, lk7'jf, h'6kfgl_ cflzif 9'Ëfgf, ;fhg ;'a]bl, cg'k ;fksf]6f, ;+/rgf kf}8]n, cfo'if nfld5fg], ;'af; kflv g, ;'ldtf kf08,] cld;f ;fksf]6f, ;'l:dtf cfrfo{, cleif]s >]i7, ldgf sf8]n, :jl:tsf nfld5fg] ->L l;l4lagfos cfaf;lo dfwolds labfno, h'6kfgl_ /]8qm; ;DaGwL k rf/nfo{ clea[l4 ug]{, /]8qm;sf] ;fgble{stfsf ljifodf ;a} kifnfo{ cg'e"t u/fpg] / dfgjlo sfo{df ;xof]u a9fpg,] cfocfh{gsf ultlalw ;~rfng ug]{ / ljklttdf k/]sf dflg;x sf] p f/sf] sfd ug]{ ;:yf g} /]8qm; xf]. ljlegg 1fg d]/f] syf 73

86 5f]6f /f]rs syfx? k bfg ub}{} /]8qm;df cl3 a9\gsf] nflu dxtjk"0f{ e"ldsfsf] lgjf{x d]/f] ljbfnon] u/]sf] lyof]. klxn] t xfdlnfo{ s]xl klg yfxf lypg t/ cfhsn labfnon] klg h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n vf]n]sf] 5 / oxl ;s{ndfkm{t kll8tx df ;xof]u ug]{ klg k ]/0ff lbo/x]sf] 5 / /]8qm;df cufl8 a9\g klg d2t u/]sf] 5. dnfo{ /]8qm;df k a]z ug]{ ;a}egbf 7"nf] k ]/0ff labfnoaf6 g} ldn]sf] 5. d]/f] eljiodf Pp6f /]8qm; :jo+;]js eo{ dfgj snof0f u/]/ hljg latfpg] nio 5. la/fh la=s=, k zfgt e /fo{, clgn gu/sf]6l, r'8fdl0f kf}8]n -k lbk_, laho b'nfn, s[i0f cfn] du/, c/lag s]=;l= ->L hd'gfk'/ df=la= h'6kfgl %, hd'gfk'/_ cg'isf kf]v/]n,?la kl08t, ;hgf >]i7, cd[t af:tf]nf, z+b]z kf}8]n, ;kmn kf}8]n,glag l3ld/], ka{t du/ ->L d'gnfo{6 cf=df=la= h'6kfgl!,kbdk'/_ lai0f' yfkf du/, ;lhgf uf]daf, zfgtl tfdfë, ;kgf u'?ë, l/tf nfdf, sdnf nfdf, ;lngf nfdf, snkgf lu/l, ladnf nfdf ->L k[yjl prr dfwolds labfno, e6]gl, h'6kfgl lrtjg_ s'g} klg wd{, j0f{, lnë, ju{, hfthflt, /fli6«otf jf /fhgllts ljrf/wf/fsf] cfwf/ df e]befj gu/l dfgjlo ljklqnfo{ /f]sg] sfo{ ug]{ ;+:yfnfo{ /]8qm; elgg5. plnnlvt s'g} klg s'/fsf] cfwf/df e]befj gu/l] blg b'mvl, u/lax nfo{ ;Sbf] ;xof]u ug]{, h'g;'s} ;do / 7fpFdf 36\g] dfgjlo kl8fnfo{ x6fpg] / sd ug]{ h:tf sfdx /]8qm;n] ug]{ epsfn] oxl k ]/0ffn] /]8qm;df k a]z ul/of]. k ltef kf}8]n, /flwsf ltdln;gf, ;'ldqf nfld5fg] ->L hd'gfk'/ df=la= h'6kfgl %, hd'gfk'/_ lbjgf Gof}kfg], tf/f /fo{, >Liff a:g]t, ;'idf clwsf/l, cg'k clwsf/l ->L d'gnfo{6 cf=df=la= h'6kfgl!,kbdk'/_ ;latf rf}nfufo{f ->L cla{6 cfaf;lo dfwolds labfno, lk7'jf, h'6kfgl_ 74 d]/f] syf

87 :jb]zdf klg s]xl ug{ ;lsg5 lgd{n kf}8]n, hgsnof0f k' if ;d"x ;b:o ndh'ª d g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf ndh'ªn] u7g u/]sf] hgsnof0f k' if ;d"xsf] ;b:o ep/ sfd ub}{ cfo/x]sf] 5'. ;fndf P;=Pn=;L= kf; u/l cfo{=p= ;Ddsf] cwoog u/l /f]huf/lsf] l;nl;nfdf dn]l;ofdf upsf] lypf. hljgsf x/]s psfnl cf]/fnl kf/ ub}{ d}n] ljb]zdf # jif{ cfˆgf] hljg latfpf. hljgsf lttf ld7f cg'ejx a6'nb} hfg] qmddf d}n] ut];dd ;~rflnt PrcfO{eL, dfgj a]rlavg / ;fdflhs e]befj;dagwl tlg lbg] ;fyl lziff tflnd lng] cj;/ kfpf. tlg jif{ dn]l;ofdf a;]kl5 :jb]z kms]{. ca ljb]z xf]og :jb]zdf g} s]xl ug'{k5{ egl oftfoft Joj;fodf nfu]+. To;af6 Hofb} sd nfe k fkt eof]. To;}n] ToxfF klg lrq a'e]mg. ca klg k]ml/ ljb]z} hffpm ls s] u/f}+ egl /x]sf] cj:yfdf ;fn ut];dd g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l ndh'ªn] cfof]hgf u/]sf] tlg lbg] hljg pkof]ul ;Lkdf cfwfl/t ;fyl lziff k'gtf{hul tflnd lng] cj;/ kfpf. tflnd kfpkl5 dnfo{ ljb]zdf x}g ca ufpfd} a;]/ s]xl ug'{k5{ egg] efjgf k jn kdf hful d}n] ljb]z hfg lnpsf] k};f =! nfv k}off nufgl u/l kf]n6«l kmd{ vf]n]+. z' df $ ;o rnnf /fv]sf] lypf. lj:tf/} lj:tf/} d]/f] Jofkf/ a9\b} uof]. Jofkf/af6 3/ vr{ klg rnb} uof]. xfn cfp/ a f]on/ tyf lul//fh s'v'/fsf] yf]s laq]mtf ag]sf] 5'. d}n] oftfoft Joj;foaf6 lnpsf] kmfobf =! nfvaf6 s'v'/f Joj;fo /fd f] ;~rfng u/]sf] 5'. Joj;foaf6 3/ kl/jf/ rnfpg'sf] ;fy} /fd f] cfdbfgl u/]sf] 5'. clxn] d}n] Jofj;flos kdf s'v'/f kfng u/]sf] 5' eg] ;d"x ;b:osf] kdf ;fdflhs If]qdf klg plqs} ;do lbg] df}sf kfpsf] 5'. ;fob /]8qm;af6 k bfg ul/psf] hljgf]kof]ul ;Lk;DaGwL tflnd glnpsf] ep of] s'/f ;Dej x'g] lypg. To;}n] d ;Dk"0f{ o'jfx nfo{ s] egg rfxg5' eg] æs'g} klg o'jf /f]huf/lsf] nflu ljb]lzg' egbf :jb]zd} a;]/ cfo cfh{g;dagwl sfd ug{ ;lsg5, ldlxg]t ug'{k5{ cfdbfgl g]kfnd} 5Æ. /]8qm;n] xfdlnfo{ cgo lgsfo;fu ;dgjo s;/l ug]{ egg] tl/sf klg l;sfpsfn] o'jf ;d"xn] uf=lj=;= ;Fu ;dgjo u/]/ s]xl /sd 5'6\ofO{ a]/f]huf/ o'jfx nfo{ s[lif kmd{, kf]n6«l kmd{ tyf cfo cfh{g;dagwl cgo kmd{x df cgtlq{mof u/fpg dfu /fv]sf 5f}F. /]8qm;n] ;~rfng u/]sf] tflnddf ;xeful x'g kfp/ cfh :jb]zd} a;]/ s]xl ug]{ pt;fx hfu]sf] 5. olb of] df}sf d}n] gkfpsf] ep d ;fob s'g} vf8l b]zx df hf]lvdk"0f{ sfd ul//x]sf] x'gy]f xf]nf. t;y{m sfo{qmdn] klg cfufdl lbgx df o:tf vfnsf e d0f sfo{qmdx /fv]df o'jfx df cfo cfh{g;dagwl ;Lk k fkt x'g5 / o'jfx ljb]lzg] qmd sd x'g'sf] ;fy} pglx åf/f ul/psf] k rf/ k ;f/n] ;dfhdf ljbdfg PrcfO{eL dfgj a]rlavg tyf ;fdflhs lje]bnfo{ sd ug{ ;lsg] lyof]. d]/f] syf 75

88 My Red Cross story My Red Cross story starts in the dusty rural village where I grew up in war-torn Korea. Thanks to the American Red Cross, I was given the opportunity to join teenagers from 42 countries to travel across the United States visiting Red Cross chapters. The trip opened my eyes to the world. I returned to Korea being a different person. In the newspapers and in my village, I was a bit of a celebrity, and became known as the boy who went to America! Ban Ki-moon Secretary General, United Nations But the trip was also a turning point on a deeper level. From small towns to the White House Rose Garden, where we met President John F. Kennedy, I was profoundly moved by the spirit of service. When President Kennedy told us, "There are no national boundaries; there is only a question of whether we can extend a helping hand", I resolved then and there to pursue a life of public service. My Red Cross story continues today with the fruitful partnership between the United Nations and the Red Cross and Red Crescent Movement. Our organizations share common values solidarity, mutual respect and together we brave danger to uphold them. In crisis spots around the world, we work together to save lives, protect human rights and promote dignity. Our world has changed much, but the Red Cross remains as meaningful as ever. (Source: 76 d]/f] syf

89 Tadateru Konoé President, IFRC My Red Cross story As a small child I was evacuated to the countryside. This was during the Second World War when the atomic bomb would soon be dropped on Hiroshima. I sometimes wonder: how many of my friends and neighbours did the Red Cross help in those times? I am sure it is countless. My own personal journey began with the Red Cross a few years later. I traveled in Europe after university, and one day found myself in Geneva with no place to stay. I took a chance and knocked on the Japanese ambassador's door asking if I could stay the night. He said "yes", but only if I would take part in the World Red Cross Red Crescent Day parade the next day. He needed someone who could wear the large size kimono he had. Being six feet tall, I was the only person that the kimono would fit! The parade was extraordinary; the solidarity and spirit of togetherness to serve all of humanity regardless of race, creed or colour was inspiring. I went home and volunteered for the Japanese Red Cross. More than 50 years later, I am humbled to serve the International Federation of Red Cross and Red Crescent Societies. (Konoé is the President of IFRC) My Red Cross story My friends and I donated blood in university. That is my first direct memory of the Red Cross. Years later, I joined the Ethiopian Red Cross for what would be a life-long journey filled with equal parts humility, heartache and hope. As a political prisoner, I had experienced hardship. But nothing prepared me for that first week with the Bekele Geleta Ethiopian Red Cross. I travelled to a Red Cross camp ex-secretary General, IFRC where 30,000 people were living because the lands that had supported them no longer bore food or water. There was drought and mass famine in Ethiopia. In this camp, more d]/f] syf 77

90 than 100 people died every day I have never seen such hunger. We reengineered our supply chain processes so we could move more food faster to more places, to feed more people. I went on to serve the Movement elsewhere, following in the aftermath of disease, disaster and conflict, hoping to get ahead of it, but never quite able to. Today we also focus on building stronger, more resilient communities able to withstand the shocks of disaster. As we serve the vulnerable, I suppose the Red Cross and Red Crescent will always follow in the wake of despair, but what we help build is hope. After everything I have seen and done, hope is still strong. Source: ifrc.tumblr.com My Red Cross Story I grew up in an environment where people had to confront all kinds of humanitarian and development problems, from drought to floods to political crises. The situation in Senegal was quite peaceful when I started my professional path, but in 1989 I experienced the conflict at the border with Mauritania, with 75,000 people on the move. That conflict was a tipping point in my professional life, and it further determined my personal commitment for humanitarian work. That was also the first time I engaged directly with the Red Cross at the professional level. Elhadj As Sy, Secretary General, IFRC I have always been impressed by the response of the Red Cross and Red Crescent in all situations, carrying out uplifting work always being there at the onset of a disaster, providing health services, water and sanitation, or delivering first aid. What a privilege to be part of this movement now. (Source: 78 d]/f] syf

91 /]8qm; eg]kl5 lk G;]k zfxnfo{ ;DemG5' u0f]z/fh l;+x s'n]zj/, sf7df8f} + ;fn lt/ lk G;]k zfxnfo{ cfo{=p= df k9fpy]+. l;les;\ k9fpy]+. To;}tfsf lk G;]k zfx o'/f]k hfg' epsf] lyof]. ToxfFaf6 h]g]ef klg ;jf/l epsf] /x]5. h]g]efdf /]8qm; laln8ª / /]8qm;sf] af/]df w]/} s'/f ;'Gg' ep5. clg k9fpg] qmddf Ps ljxfgl xfdl lrof vffb} lyof}+. pxffn] cfh gk9f}+, Pp6f ;+:yfsf] af/]df s'/f u/f} egg'eof]. pxffn] /]8qm;sf] af/]df s'/f ug]{ egg'eof]. d h]g]ef upf. h]g]efdf /]8qm;sf] laln8ª klg x]/]+. w]/} dflg;;fu s'/f klg eof]. of] ;+:yf t ;fx } pkof]ul /x]5. w]/} b]zx? o;sf] ;b:o agg] /x]5g\ú egg'of]. To; a]nfdf xfd f] g]kfndf ;fdflhs ;+:yfsf]?kdf t'n;ld]o/, ufg3l ;+:yf, 6LaL P;f]l;o;g / k/f]ksf/ ;+:yf ;lqmo ;fndf lk G;]k zfxsf] cwoiftfdf g]kfn /]8qm; hgfsf] tby{ sfo{ ;ldlt agof]. ljwfg agof]. dgf]lgtsf]?kdf d klg s]gb Lo sfo{;ldltsf] ;b:osf]?kdf kl5 ;+nug epf. To;kl5 lj:tf/ lj:tf/ /]8qm;sf] ultljlwx? rng ;fnlt/ /f}tx6df uf} xtof k ;+udf lnp/ lxgb' / d';ndfg alr 7"nf] b+uf eof]. 36gfsf] vj/ cfof]. va/ cfpkl5 Od{h]G;L ldl6ª u/]/ t'?gt /]8qm;sf] ;f];n js{/ u 'k ToxfF hfg' k of] egg] s'/f eof]. ToxfF up/ kll8tnfo{ p4f/, /fxt ug]{ egg] s'/f eof]. ca sf] hfg] Û lxgb' / d';ndfgsf] b+uf. Tolta]nf d dfgglo klg lypf. n u0f]z/fh t hfg} k5{ egg] s'/f cfof]. clg k};f klg lnp/ hfg] s'/f eof]. Sof; klg lbg] sk8f klg lbg] eg]/ tlg j6f 6«sdf ;dfu L lnp/ hfg] s'/f eof]. k};f t xfdln] k6'sfdf affw]/ nu]sf lyof}+. xfdl ;ft hgf /f}tx6 uof}+. /f}tx6df hffbfv]l/ t jfjf /] eoí/ /x]5. xfdln] Knfg agfof}+. 8fOe/x?n] klg v'a ;xof]u u/]. ljxfg ^ ah] 8]/faf6 lx8\yof}+. /ftl b; P3f/ ah] cfpyof}+. slxn] sffxl t!@ ahyof]. ;d'bfosf dflg;x? 8/n] dfb]{nf eg]/ PSn} a:b}gy]. a8f] ljet; lyof]. xfdl /ftl hffbfv]l/ xfdl b]v]/ klg 8/fpg]. xfdl;fu /]8qm;sf] lrgx, em08f lyof]. xfdl /]8qm; sf7df8f}+n] ltdlx sf] ;xof]usf] lgldt k7fpsf] xf]. of] /]8qm; egg] cgt/f{li6«o Voflt k fkt k/f]k/sf/l ;+:yf xf] eg]/ b'o{ rf/ hgfnfo{ af]nfp/ eg]kl5 ljzjf; dfg]/ x\jf/// cfpfy]. ;a}nfo{ nqf, sk8f, l:jl8; sdan ;a} lbgyof}+. Sof; klg al;, krf;, ;o x]/]/ lbgyof}+. kl5 Pssfg, b'o{sfg d}bfg eof]. nqf, sk8f, sdan hf8f]sf] dlxgfdf. pglx? bë x'gy]. sdan / d]/f] syf 79

92 :jl6/x ;lxt /]8qm; k'uof] eg]/ eg]kl5 x\jf/// dflg;x cfp. uf8ldf hfgyof}+ lx8]/ ;fwo lypg. xfdl ;a} hfgyof}+ / /fxtsf gub / ;fdu L aff8\yof}+. To; a]nfdf /]8qm;sf] gfpf rn]sf] lyof]. o:tf] Pp6f cg'ej /x\of]. -l;+x, g]/];f]sf k"j{ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ ;'gf}nf] eljiosf] ;kgf b]v]+ ;ljgf dnn, DofUbL d ;ljgf dnn, DofUbL lhnnfsf] lkkn] uflj;! df a:5'. b'o{ jif{cl3 P;=Pn=;L= kf; u/]kl5 d;fu}sf w]/} ;fylx prrlziff xfl;n ug{ zx/ up. t/ xfd f] sdhf]/ cfly{s cj:yfsf sf/0f d glhs}sf] a]gl ahf/sf] DofUbL ax'd'vl ;/sf/l SofDk;df egf{ eo{ siff!! sf] k9fonfo{ cl3 a9fpf / w]/} cfly{s ;d:ofx e]mnb} siff!! kf; u/]f. Ps lbg Ps hgf /]8qm;sf :jo+;]jsaf6 cfly{s cj:yf sdhf]/ epsf 5fqfx nfo{ prrlziff xfl;ndf ;xof]u ug{ /]8qm;n] 5fqj[lQ lbg nfu]sf] ;"rgf kfpf. d}n] t' Gt} cfjzos sfuhft;lxt /]8qm;df lgj]bg lbpf. DofUbL /]8qm;n] lkkn] pkzfvfdf dlxnfx sf] Ifdtf clej[l4 / cfo cfh{gsf nflu ljlegg sfo{qmdx ;~rfng ul//x]sf] lyof]. To;} qmddf lg:s]sf] of] cj;/af6 d klg dlxnf 5fqj[lQsf] nflu 5gf}6 epf. To;kl5 SofDk;sf] Ps jif{sf] k9fo z'ns / z}lifs ;fdu Lx vl/b ug{ /]8qm;n] dnfo{ = #,$)). pknaw u/fof]. o;n] siff!@ sf] k9fo ;DkGg ug{ dnfo{ w]/} ;xh eof] / d}n] %)Ü c+s xfl;n u/l pql0f{ u/]f. cfˆgf] cfly{s cj:yfsf sf/0f w]/}n] prr lziff xfl;n ug]{ cj;/af6 al~rt eo/x]sf] cj:yfdf /]8qm;sf] ;xof] un] d}n] cfˆgf] k9fonfo{ lg/gt/tf lbg ;s]+. /]8qm;sf] o; ;xof]uaf6 d]/f] hljg cufl8 a9]sf] dx;'; u/]sl 5' d}n]. dnfo{h:t} ;'gf}nf] cj;/ ef]lnsf lbgx df cgo lbbl alxglx n] klg kfpmg\ egl sfdgf klg ub{5'. 80 d]/f] syf

93 kl/jf/sf] ;b:o 5f]8]/ cfph:tf] >LdtL sdn /f0ff sf7df8f} + g]kfndf /]8qm; :yfkgf x'fbf ;fdflhs ;+3 ;+:yfx? Hofb} sd lyp. t/ ljzjdf eg] /]8qm; km}ln;s]sf] cj:yf lyof]. /]8qm; :yfkgf ug}{ k5{ egg] epkl5 lk G;]k zfxnufot xfdl ;+:yfks ;b:ox? ep/ g]kfndf /]8qm;sf] yfngl epsf] xf]. d clxn] klg ;DemG5' l;+x b/jf/sf] s}nfzsf] dfly a}7s u/]/ /]8qm; :yfkgf epsf] xf]. klxnf] r'gfjdf lk G;]k zfx cfkm} cwoif x'g'eof]. d s]gb Lo ;b:o epf / pkfwoifdf /x]/ klg sfd u/]+. To;a]nf /]8qm;sf ;b:ox? sd lyp. st} af9l, klx/f] uof] eg] cwoif nufot ;a} hgfn] u'g6f;'g6f s;]/ lxl8xfng' kyof]{. xfdl ;a} upsf 5f}+. ;Fu} a;]/ sfd u/]sf 5f}+. dnfo{ ;Demgf 5, Tolta]nf jgthl, d / csf]{ b'ohgf 8fS6/ /;'jfh:tf] 7fpFdf k}bn up/ af9l kll8tx?nfo{ ;xof]u k' ofp/ kms{bf a9f] cfggb / ;Gtf]if klg nfuyof]. x]g'{;\, xfdl u'8g] kfpgh]n u'8]/ hfgyof}+, To;kl5 3f]8f / uf]8faf6 hfg] uyof}{. d}n] of] d'nssf] %% lhnnf 3f]8f / uf]8fdf upsf] 5', x]lnsf]k6/df xf]og. ljs6 lhnnfx?df hffbf ufpfn]sf] phofnf] d'v pglx?sf] dfof / ;xof]uftds efjgf Tof] ;a 5f]8]/ kms{+bf vnnf] nfuyof]. ;frr} kl/jf/sf ;b:o 5f8]/ cfph:tf] nfuyof]. -/f0ff, g]/];f]sf ;+:yfks ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ ;'8]gL tflnd rnfpsf]df /]8qm;nfO{ h; lbg'k5{ xfdl 8S6/sf] k9fo ;s]/ n80gaf6 g]kfn kms]{kl5 d]/f] >Ldfg\ 8f= hogf/0f lu/l /]8qm; :yfkgf ug]{ lt/ nfug'eof]. d lrlst;s k]zflt/ nfu]. /]8qm;sf] Ps hgf ;+:yfks ;b:odf d klg lypf. /]8qm;s} cgo s'g} kf]i6df a;]/ sfd t ul/g t/ :jo+;]jssf]?kdf ;xof]u k' ofpy]. /]8qm;;Fu ;Da4 g;{x?sf nflu arrf hgdfpg] tfnld lbgy]. ufpf ufpfdf up/ / ;'8]gLx?nfO{ tflnd lbpsl 5'. 8f= sflgt lu/l sf7df8f} + 3/d} arrf hgdfpg ;'8]gLx? w]/} cg'ejl. Ps hgf t *) jif{sf] ;'8]gL sfd ug]{ dlxnfnfo{ klg e]6]+. p km:6 Snf; OSk6{ arrf hgdfpg. d}n] ;'8]gLx?nfO{ slxn] l5l5 b'/b'/ ul/g. sf]xl sf]xl ;'8]gLnfO{ klg tflnd d]/f] syf 81

94 lbg] Û egy]. d}n] pglx?nfo{ tflnd lbg'k5{, pglx?n] cem w]/} s'/f l;sg' k5{ egy]. pglx? 6]a'ndf /fv]/ arrf hgdfpfb}g y], e'o{+df /fvy]. d}n] xft /fd f];fu w'g', e'o{+ kmf]xf]/ x'g5 ;kmf sk8f /fvg', gep ;kmf cvaf/df /fvg' eg]/ l;sfpfy]. klxn] g} 7"nf]7"nf] s'/f u/]/ ;+ej klg t lypg. ufpfufpfdf ;'8]gL tfnld rnfpsf]df /]8qm;nfO{ h; lbg['k5{. csf]{ s'/f e/v/ n08gaf6 PdaLaLP; kf; u/]/ u/]/ cfpsf], Tolta]nf jif{sf] dfq lypf. k ;'tlu[xsf] x]8 ep/ lhdd]jf/l ;dfn]. of] e/v/sl km'rrln] s] u5{, ttsfnlg k wfgdgqlsf] a'xf/l ep/ x]8 agfof] klg eg]. d}n] km:6df kf7]3/ lesg] ck/]zg u/]+. o; qmddf Tof] la/fdlsf] w]/} /ut hfgyof]. /ut lbg' kg]{ s;}n] lbg dfg]gg\ d cfkm}n] klxnf] kn6 al/ c:ktfndf /utbfg u/]sl 5'. -lu/l, g]/];f]sf] ;+:yfks ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ 82 d]/f] syf Ps} j6f ck/]zg d ;/sf/sf] vr{df lqe'jg ;/sf/sf] kfnfdf :s/n;lk lnp/ a]nfot k9g upf. 8S6/sf] k9fo ;s]/ g]kfn cfpkl5 & jif{;dd b]zsf] ;]jf ug'{kg]{ Tolt a]nfsf] k fjwfg ;fndf d g]kfn cfpkl5 oxff sfd ug]{ qmddf cffvfsf] If]qdf rflxg] pks/0f ;fwgx?sf] ;d:ofx? lyof]. cffvf ck/]zg ubf{ rflxg] rss' klg a]nfotaf6 wf/ nufp/ g]kfndf NofP/ sfd ug'{kg]{ cj:yf lyof]. d cfkm\gf] 8fS6/L k]zf ub}{ lypf ;fndf g]kfn /]8qm;sf] :yfkgf eof]. d klg ;+:yfks ;b:odf epf. Tolta]nf 8f= g/]gb Wjh hf]zl sf7df8f} + g]kfn /]8qm;sf] ;]qm]6/ldf klg pd]bjf/l lbpsf] lyp. 8f= hogf/fo0f lu/l ;]qm]6/ldf lgjf{lrt x'g'eof]. To;kl5 dn} cfkm\gf] 8fS6/ k]zfnfo{ g} lg/gt/tf lbg] qmddf a]nfot up/ sfd ug{ yfn]. lhgbulel/ aflx/ gf]s/l u/]+ clxn] d]/f tlg 5f]/fdf b'o{ hgf a]nfotd} cffvfsf] 8fS6/ 5g\. d k fo b]z aflx/ g} a:g] epsf] g]kfn /]8qm;sf] kl5nnf] ultljlwx?sf] af/]df eg] d Tolt hfgsf/ ;fn lt/ lqk'/]zj/df /fhf dx]gb klg ;jf/l x'g] / /fhfn] /Qmbfg u/]/ An8 a}ssf] pb\3f6sf] sfo{qmd /x]5. d}n] kb}{g of] ;/sf/nfo{ b'mv lbg] sfd gu/f}+! KjfOG6 /ut lems]/ hgtfnfo{ k'ug] klg xf]og eg]sf] lypf. t/ /Qmbfgsf] lj1fkgsf] nflu eg]/ /ut bfg u/]sf] kmf]6f] klg lvlrpsf] lyof].

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101 ;Dk"0f{ hljg /x];dd /]8qm;df ;dlk{t /fh]zs'df/ l3ld/], lt/sf] s'/f xf] d dfwolds lziffsf] cfwf/ siffdf cwoog ub}{ lypf. lgoldt siffsf] vfnl ;do kf/]/ Pp6f ;d"x leq k:of] / Pp6f /l;b ydfof]. x]/]f ToxfF w]/} s'/f lyof]. ;a} a'lemg t/ Pp6f ;]tf] k[i7e"lddf /ftf] qm; lrgx b]v]+. To;sf] cy{ /]8qm; egl a'emfoof]. ;fndf 6]lnlehg lelqof]. xfd f] 3/af6! 306fsf] k}bn lxf8]/ k'lug] c3f}{+ ahf/df Pp6f 6]lnlehg cfpsf] 5 /] egg] ;fnlt/sf] s'/f xf] xfdl 6]lnlehg x]g{ uoff}. ToxfF ljzjsf vf8l o'4, dwok"j{ o'4sf 36gfx lbopsf] lyof]. o'4df /]8qm;n] 3fOt]sf] ;]jf u/]sf] k ToIf 6]lnlehgdf x]g{ kfoof]. o;egbf k"j{ ljljl; ;drf/ df ;d]t /]8qm;sf] ultljlw ;'g]sf] lypf. k ToIf b]vg] cj;/n] d]/f] dgsf] ;';'Kt cj:yfsf] /]8qm; efjgf PSsfl; hfu[t eof]. To;} ;doaf6 d klg of] kljq ;+:yfdf nfu]/ dfgj ;]jf u5'{ egg] b[9 c7f]6 u/]+. cfh h'lgo/ o'jf /]8qm; ;s{n, pkzfvf x'fb} lhnnf zfvfdf k ltlglwtj u/l dfgj ;]jf ug]{ df}sf ldn]sf] 5 / o;}df ;Dk"0f{ hljg ;dlk{t ug]{ c7f]6 u/]sf] 5'. cj ;+:yfut epkl5 ;]jf ug{ /fd f];fu af6f] v'nof]. ;fgf] 5Fbf d]/f] lgoldt gfsaf6 /ut auyof]. Tolt a]nf dnfo{ pqfgf] kf/l ;'Tg nufogyof]. ha ;fndf k fylds pkrf/ tflnd lnpf, of] k4lt lgtfgt unt /x]5. o;f] ubf{ dl:tisdf /ut uo{ dfg5]sf] d[to';d]t x'fbf] /x]5. wgg ;+of]un] d affr]. tflnd lnp/ k fylds pkrf/ k lzifs epsf] 5'. k fylds pkrf/ ubf{ o:tf s'/fdf d ljz]if ;fjwfgl / Wofg k' ofpg] ub{5'. klxnf] k6s /Qmbfg ubf{ 7"nf] 8/ / qf; lyof]. ToxL 8/n] xf]nf /Qmbfg ;lspkl5 p7\bf v' f sffk]sf lyp. kl5 otfplt ubf{ emg} rëf eph:tf] eof]. cfh uj{ nfu5, ;+;f/sf s/f]8f+} dflg;n] x[bob]lv dg k/fpsf] ljzjjofkl :jo+;]jl ;+:yfsf] d klg Ps :jo+;]jl 5'. k To]s gful/sx nfo{ /]8qm;;DaGwL 1fg x'g'k5{ sdnf yfkf, sf:sl rfnl; aif{ cufl8 d siff!) df k9bf j08/ a'sú gfdsf] lstfadf d}n] x]g/l 8\o'gfsf] af/]df k9]sl lypf. pgsf] of]ubfg / /]8qm; ;+:yfsf] :yfkgfsf af/]df k9]sf] slxno} la;]{sl lyogf. 8\o'gfsf] of]ubfgaf6 d k ]l/t epsl lypf. t/ Jo:ttfsf] sf/0fn] o; ;+:yfsf] d]/f] syf 89

102 ultljlw;fu kl/lrt x'g] cj;/ ldn]sf] lypg. d Pp6f lzlifsf epsf] ;fndf d dx]gb prr df=lj= goff ahf/df ; jf eo{ cfpf. To;kl5 /]8qm; ;+:yfdf w]/} of]ubfg lbo;sg' epsf lzifs ;"o{k ;fb 9sfn;Fu d]/f] e]6 eof]. pxffn] To; ljbfnodf klg h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n u7g ug'{eof]. clg dnfo{ lstfadf k9]sf] x]g/l 8\o'gfsf] ofb cfof]. To;kl5 /]8qm; k lt rf;f] nfug yfnof]. /]8qm; af/] w]/} s'/f l;sg] hfgg] cj;/ k fkt u/]+ / ;fwf/0f ;b:o ag]f. ;fndf cfhljg ;b:o klg ag]f. o; qmddf xfd f] ljbfnodf /]8qm;af6 % lbg] cfjf;lo /fli6«o sfo{qmd ug]{ cj;/ k fkt eof]. To; sfo{qmddf ;xeful eo{ cfdfsf] e"ldsfdf clego ug]{ cj;/ kfpf / ;kmn epf. ;fgf efo alxglx ;Fu ;xeful x'g kfpfbf ;fx } v';l nfuof]. /]8qm; dlxnf pk;ldlt u7g x'fbf ;=;lrj ag]/ sfd u/]+. /]8qm;af6 lbopsf] k fylds pkrf/ tflnddf efu lnpkl5 k fylds pkrf/ s;/l ug]{ egg] af/] yfxf kfpf. o; af/] cgle1 lbbl alxglx nfo{ hfgsf/l u/fpf. s]xl ;+:yfdf cfj4 epsf] x'gfn] k To]s g]kfnsf gful/sx nfo{ / cem} dlxnfx nfo{ /]8qm;;DaGwL 1fg x'g'k5{ egg] cfjfh klg p7fo/x]sl 5'. d Pp6f dlxnf epsf] gftfn] k of]uftds kdf ;a} dlxnfx nfo{ k fylds pkrf/ af/] hfgsf/l u/fpg /]8qm;n] ;+:yfut kdf / j8fut kdf tflndsf] Joj:yf ldnfolbg'x'g klg cg'/f]w ub{5'. x]g/l 8\o'gf / /]8qm;sf] ;ft} l;4fgtnfo{ :jlsf/ ub}{ /]8qm;;DaGwL cfˆgf] syf kf]vg] cj;/ k bfg ul/lbg]] o; ;+:yfnfo{ wgojfb lbg rfxg5'. jgt M sxf 5, s'g l:yltdf 5, s;/l yfxf kfpg] < tly{/fh jgt sf7df8f} + 90 d]/f] syf ;fnlt/sf] >fj0f dlxgfdf clt jiff{sf] sf/0fn] b]zdf htftt} af9l, klx/f]n] lk/]sf] lyof]. To;tfsf /]8qm;n] g} cu ;/ ep/ htftt} /fxt ljt/0fsf] sfd ug'{kyof]{. /;'jf lhnnfdf klg htftt} klx/f] upsf]n] w]/} kll8t epsf lyp. ToxfF /fxtsf j:t' ljt/0f ug{ dnfo{ g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l s]gb n] v6fof]. d hffb} ubf{ Ps hgf cd]l/sg x'g ;S5 /;'jflt/af6 kmls{/x]sf] e]6]f. p;n] sxff hfg nfu]sf] eg]/ ;f]wof], d}n] /]8qm;sf] /fxtsf] sfddf lxf8]sf] eg]+. pm sf7df8f}+df :jf:yo;dagwl sfd ug]{ /x]5 / /]8qm;sf dxfdgql 8f= hogf/fo0f lu/lnfo{ /fd } lrgbf] /x]5. p;n] s]xl ;dfrf/ n}hfg'k5{ ls eg]/ ;f]wof] d}n] d lgwf{l/t :yfglt/ uo/x]5 elglbg" eg]+. pm sf7df8f}++ kms]{/ 8f= lu/lnfo{ ltd f] dfg5] /;'jfdf uo/x]sf] 5 t/ kmls{g ;Sb}g xf]nf eg]/ elglbp5. Tof] ;dfrf/n] s]gb Lo sfof{nodf cwoif

103 ttsfnlg clw/fhs'df/l lk G;]k zfx / cgo ;a}nfo{ lgs} lrgtfsf] ljifo ag]5. To;tfsf ;~rf/sf] s'g} ;fwg dnfo{ pknaw lypg / cfhsn h:tf] g 6]lnkmf]g lyof] g cfsfzjf0fl g}. ;b/d'sfd w'gr]df ;fob cfsfzjf0fl lyof] ls, t/ d alrdf lypf. ljt/0f sfo{ ;s]/ 8«fOe/ ;fg'sfhl / d Pp6f el/of lnp/ kmsoff}{. af6f] emg\ emg\ sl7g nfug yfnof]. hffbf epsf] af6f] cfpfbf 7fpF7fpFdf klx/f]n] aufo;s]sf] /x]5. Ps 7fpFdf lxnf]sf] en alu/x]s]f lyof]. xfdl cflqoff} t/ kf/ ug}{ kg]{, csf]{ pkfo lypg. tlg} hgf k:of}f d}n] kfonf rfn]+,csf]{ kfonf lemsg vf]hbf d]/f] h'qf t lxnfd} u8\of]. uf]8f dfq lg:sof]. d s/ fpf. ;fg'sfhln] xft uf8]/ h'qf lemsof]. Pp6f uf]8fdf dfq h'qf nfp/ kf/ u/]+. ToxfF h'qf nfpg] l:ylt lypg. wgg afflrof]. kf/ u/]/ xfdl ;':tfof}+ s]xl a]/. l;dl;d kfgl kl//x]sf] lyof]. s]xl ;do lxf8]kl5 xfdl Pp6f 7"nf] klx/f]sf] 5]pdf k'uof}+. ToxfF xfd f] ;ftf] k'tnf] uof], ca s;/l kf/ ug]{ < la:tf/} df6f] tnlt/ l3l; /x]sf] lyof]. of t xfdln] hf]lvd Joxf]/]/ kf/ ug'{kg]{ lyof] of 7f8f] psfnf] r9]/ klx/f]sf] l;/fgdf k'u]/ csf]{tk{m emg'{kg]{ lyof]. xfdl s]xl a]/ /f]lsp/ ud vfof}+. s] ug]{ < :yfglo JolQmx bu'/]/ hf]lvd df]n]/ kf/ u/]sf] kfonfsf] 8f]a b]lvgyof]. xfdl h] knf{ knf{ eg]/ ;f]xl 8f]a k5\ofp/ bf}8\of}f. kf/ ul/of]. h'sfsf] k/jfx gu/l kf/lkl yrss a:of}+. sfn} 6/]sf] dx;'; eof]. dwofgxlt/ a]qfjtl k'u]/ xfdln] 5f]8]sf] hlk r9]/ ;ffemlt/ sf7df8f}+ cfok'u]+. To;a]nf 3/3/df 6]lnkmf]g klg gepsf]n] d kmsf]{ eg]/ dxfdgqlnfo{ va/ ug{ klg ;lspg. ef]lnkn6 ysfo nfu] klg lbpf;f] df]6/;fosn r9]/ sfof{nolt/ nfu]+. To;a]nf g]=/]=;f]= cfhef]ln k//fi6«dgqfnosf] Pp6f zfvf /x]sf] :yfg -o'gfo6]8 6]«8 ;]G6/sf] cufl8_ lqk'/]zj/df lyof]. d df]6/;fosndf 9f]sfaf6 k:gf;fy æcfof]æû eg]/ s/fpsf] 7"nf] :j/ ;'g]+. To;a]nf sfof{nosf] k6flëgldf cwoif >L % clw/fhs'df/l / sfo{;ldltsf s]xl ;b:ox / d]/f ;xsdl{x uf]nfsf/df d~rdf a;]/ dnfo{ sxff s;/l vf]hg] eg]/ rrf{ eo/x]sf] /x]5. df]6/;fosn /fv]/ d}n] gd:sf/ u/]kl5 ;a} v';l ep/ ;a}n] Ps d'vn] eg] xfdlnfo{ s:tf] lrgtf nfu]sf] lyof] jgt sxff 5, s'g l:yltdf 5 -d of] ls lhpfb}_ s;/l yfxf kfpg] < -jgt, g]/];f]sf k"j{ sfo{sf/l lgb]{zs x'g'x'g5._ d]/f] syf 91

104 /]8qm;k ltsf] cfj4tf, dfgjlo ;]jf efjk ltsf] k lta4tf k ]ds'df/ u}/],lrtjg dflysf] oxl efjgfaf6 k ]l/t ep/ xf]nf d ;fg}b]lv lbgb'mvl jf 3fOt]sf] ;]jf k lt clt k efljt x'g] uy]+{ / ;xof]u klg uy]{+. afun'ªb]lv a;fo{ ;/L lrtjg cfpkl5 lalegg 7fpFdf cfpg] hfg] qmddf lj= lt/ sf7df8f}+af6 cfpsf] 6«s d'ëlngb]lv!! ls=ld= otf k'naf6 vf]nfdf v;]sf] b]v]sf] lypf. d k5fl8sf] a;df cfo/x]sf] lypf. ToxfF s]xl dfg5] lbj+ut eo;s]sf / s]xl 3fOt] kl8fn] 56\k6fO/x]sf lyp. Tof] 36gfn] dnfo{ clt g} b'mvl agfof] / d]/f] kxndf c s]xl o'jfx sf] ;xof]uaf6 tl % hgf 3fOt]nfO{ e/tk'/ c:ktfndf NofP/ pkrf/ u/fpg ;xof]u ul/of]. tl 3fOt]dWo] s]xl afr] / s]xlnfo{ 8fS6/n] arfpg ;s]gg\. of] 36gfaf6 d clt g} b'mvl ep/ dfgjlo ;]jf ug]{ ;+:yfsf] vf]hl ug{ yfn+]. 6«s b'3{6gfsf] bb{gfs b[zon] d]/f] dg / dl:tisnfo{ emsemsofof] / d dfgjlo ;]jfsf k ltd"lt{ dxfdfgj hff x]g/l 8\o"gfsf] l;4fgt / cfbz{af6 k ]l/t ;fnb]lv h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n nidl prr df=lj= n+s"sf] lzifs gfossf] dfwodaf6 /]8qm;sf ultljlwdf ;+nug ep. /]8qm;sf] cfhljg ;b:otf ;fnb]lv dfgjlo ;]jf sfo{df lqmofzln x'fb} upf. o;} ;fnaf6 pkzfvf n+s"sf] ;lrj af6 ;efklt kbdf lgjf{lrt ep/ nuftf/ dfgjlo ;]jfsf] If]qdf sfd ub}{ cfpsf] 5'. o;} cg';f/ /]8qm;sdL{sf] kdf d}n] dfgjlo ;]jf u/]sf] 5' egg] cftd ;Gt'li6 x'g5. oxl g} k flkt xf]. o;} u/l eljiodf klg ;]jf ub}{ hfg kfpmf egg] cfzf d]/f] syf

105 3fOt] cf];fg{ ;xof]ul #( ;fnlt/ nid0fk ;fb pkfwofo, 8f= ofbjk ;fb kgtsf] k ]/0ffaf6 lkk'n; SofDk;df o'jf /]8qm; ;s{n vf]nof}+. k fylds pkrf/ tflnd rnfof}+. d}n] klg pqm tflnd lnpf / SofDk; cjlwe/ ;s{nsf] pk;efklt /xl /]8qm; cleofgdf ;+nug sf] cfgbf]ngtfsf jl/ c:ktfndf sfo{/t lypf. cfgbf]ngdf 3fOt] epsfnfo{ ;]jf / pkrf/ ug{ 8f= dy'/fk ;fb >]i7, 8f= e/t k wfgsf] 6f]nL ;lqmo lyp. d klg 8/fO{ 8/fO{ 3fOt] cf];fg{ ;xof]ul ag]+. k"0f{gf/fo0f dfggw/ sf7df8f} + To;tfsf d ;fdflhs / ljsf; sfo{df ;lqmo lypf. sf7df8f}+df To; a]nf /]8qm;sf] ;b:otf lng ufx f] $ jif{ k of; ;fndf ;fwf/0f / kl5 cfhljg ;b:otf k fkt u/]+. tt\kzrft d}n] ;fdflhs ;]jf / dfgjlo ;]jf;fu} n}hfg] c7f]6 ;fndf /]8qm;sf] wfkf;l pkzfvfsf] lgjf{rg eof]. d ;efkltdf lgjf{lrt ^# sf] hgcfgbf]ng eof]. cfk"fm uf]ª\ua'sf] afl;gbf. cfgbf]ng rls{psf] uf]ª\ ua' rf]sdf /]8qm;sf] em08f;lxt pd]z 9sfn, a;gt >]i7, /fhf/fd >]i7 cflbsf] 6f]nL 3fOt]x sf] pkrf/ / ;]jfsf nflu ;+nug lyp. d klg ;+nug epf. # sfo{sfn pkzfvfsf] ;efklt,! sfo{sfn lhnnf ;b:o / xfn lhnnf pk;efklt eo{ /]8qm;df lg/gt/ ;]jf/t 5'. ;]jfsf] sb/:j k /]8qm;sf] :j0f{ hogtlsf] cj;/df æ;]jf kbsæ klg kfpsf] 5'. d}n] hljgel/ g} dfgjlo ;]jfdf /]8qm;sdL{ eo{ /xg] k 0f u/]sf] 5'. /]8qm;sf] jftfj/0fn] ubf{ dnfo{ cgt st} tfg]g ;fn kmfu'g & ut]sf] xf]. b]zdf k hftgqsf nflu hg cfgbf]ngsf] tof/l x'fb} lyof]. kmfu'g! ut] k x/l lg/lifssf] k/liffkmn k sflzt eof]. d klg To; k/liffdf ;+nug lypf. ax'bndf ;+nug epsf] axfgfdf k x/l k ltj]bg k lts"n /x]sf sf/0f c;kmn epsf] hfgsf/l kfpf. o;} ;dodf hful/sf nflu ;]jf cfof]ux sf] tof/l ub}{ lypf. g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6ldf n]vf ;d"xcgtu{t n]vf ;xfos kbsf] lj1fkg eof]. k/liff lboof]. ljlegg cfof]ux sf ch' {g l/dfn sf7df8f} + d]/f] syf 93

106 nflu tof/ldf /x]sf sf/0fn] xf] ls k/liffdf ;kmn h]7! ut]b]lv lgo'lqm kfoof]. Ps xktfsf] cled'vls/0f sfo{qmd lyof] h;n] d]/f] lbn 5f]of]. dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;dlk{t g]kfn /]8qm;df sfo{ ug]{ cj;/ ldn]sf]df v';lsf] ;Ldf /x]g. cgo cj;/x lgs} cfpsf lyp. t/ oxffsf] jftfj/0fn] dnfo{ cgt st} tfg]g. /]8qm; cleofgdf sfd ug{ yfn]sf] jif{ ljlt;s]5. h'g jftfj/0fdf x's]{, a9]+ ;f] egbf klg cg's"n jftfj/0f k'gmcfpg] 5 egg]df ljzj:t 5'. g]/];f]n] cjndag u/]sf] b"/b[li6, kf/blz{tf, k hftflgqs ceof; / ;xeflutfd"ns k lqmof o;sf sfo{qmd tyf ultljlwx df cem ;zqm 9Ëaf6 nfu" x'g]5 egg]df k"0f{ ljzj:t 5'. o;n] cfˆgf] p2]zodf dfgjlo lziffsf] k rf/ tyf k ;f/ yk ug'{kg]{ tyo 68\sf/f] cfjzostf dx;'; u/]sf] 5'. cleofgsf cfwf/e"t l;4fgtx nfo{ ;zst kdf sfof{gjog epsf] s'/fdf klg s'g} z+sf g/x]sf] tyo JoQm ug{ kfpfbf xif{sf] dx;'; ul//x]sf] 5'. o; cleofgdf d egbf klg xfdl egg] efjgf /fvl cufl8 a9\g ;s] g]kfn /]8qm; Pp6f gd"gfsf] kdf /xg] s'/f JoQm ug{ rfxg5'. 94 d]/f] syf hljgsf] Kof/f] ;+:yf zf/bf 9'+ufgf, ;fnsf] s'/f xf] d gf/fo0fl ljbf dlgb/ dfwoflds ljbfnodf siff * df egf{ eo{ lziffnfo{ lg/gt/tf lbo/x]sf] a]nfdf cfkm"h:t} ;fylx n] h'/];df /xl ;]jf u/]sf] b]v]kl5 dnfo{ klg To; ;+:yfdf k j]z u/l dfgj ;]jf ug]{ OR5f hfuof]. lzifsgfos s'nk ;fb kf}8]nho"af6 k ]l/t eo{ h'lgo/ /]8qm;df k j]z u/l ;/sf/l c:ktfn e/tk'/df tflnd lng] df}sf kfpsf] lypf. To;kl5 P;=Pn=;L kf; epkl5 /]8qm; ;+:yfaf6 d s]xljif{;dd ;Dks{af6 6f9f x'g k'u]sf] lypf. ;fndf km]l/ b'uf{ prr dfwolds ljbfnodf ;=lz= gfos ep/ h'/];df /xl sfd ug]{ df}sf kfpf. w]/} ;do;dd h'/]; uf]i7l, lzifs gfos uf]i7ldf efu lng] df}sf kfpkl5 emg\ dnfo{ /]8qm;df cfhljg ;b:o ep/ /xg] OR5f eof] / nuq} g]/];f] pkzfvf zf/bf gu/sf] cfhljg ;b:otf k fkt u/]f. sl/a!@ jif{ dgf]glt dlxnf ;b:o eo{ sfd u/]kl5 ostf ljbfnodf lzifs gfos ep/ sfd ug]{ df}sf kfpf. ljlegg uf]i7l, ;]ldgf/, If]qLo:t/sf sfo{qmdx / lhnnfdf;d]t ljlegg tflnd lng] df}sf kfpf. PrcfO{eL P8\; hljg pkof]ul ;Lk, ågå kll8t, k fylds pkrf/, k}/jl cflb k lzif0f lno;s]kl5 lhnnf:t/lo cnad k ltof]lutf nufotsf sfo{qmd rnfpsf] lypf. t/ clxn] klg d /]8qm;sf] enf] rfxg] epsf] x'gfn] /sd a'emfo{ ljlzi6 ;b:o lnpsl 5'. jf:tjdf dnfo{ of] ;+:yf Kof/f] nfu5. /]8qm; ;+:yf cfˆgf] hljgsf] Kof/f] ;+:yf 7fg]sf] 5'. d ;b}j of] ;+:yfnfo{ dfof / ;xof]u u5'{.

107 /]8qm;n] lbg] /fxt ;fdu L w]/} geptf klg ttsfn k' ofpsf] ;]jf w]/} dxtjk"0f{ s'/f d gf} siffdf k9\bfsf] xf]. Ps lbg xfd f] ljbfnodf Pshgf nfdf] bfx L kfn]sf cwj+}z] pd]/sf JolQm klg /]8qm;sf af/]df ljbfyl{x nfo{ hfgsf/l lbg] p2]zo lnp/ cfpsf /x]5g\. To;kl5 ;/x n] /]8qm;sf af/]df ;'Gg / a'em\g OR5's ljbfyl{x sf] sf] 5g\ eg]/ cf cfˆgf] siffdf ;f]wg hfg'eof]. xfd f] siffdf klg ;'lgn ;/n] ;a}nfo} ;f]wb} hfg'eof], s;}n] ;'Gg] eg] t s;}n] g;'gg] eg]. ha d]/f] kfnf] cfof] d}n] g;'gg] egg] hjfkm lbpf. To;kl5 ;/n] h;sf] a'af /]8qm;df :jo+;]js ep/ lx+8\g'epsf] 5 p;s} 5f]/L ;'ifdf vltj8f emfkf /]8qm;sf] af/]df ;'Gg ;d]t grfxg] eg]/ ufnfdf Ps emfk8 xfgg'eof] / klg d}n] tl goff JolQmaf6 /]8qm;sf] af/]df hfgg], ;'Gg] sf]lz; g} ul/gf. d]/f] a'af klg ToxL ljbfnodf k9fpg'x'gyof]. ;fob /]8qm;sf] af/]df rf;f] glbpsf]df a'afnfo{ g/fd f] nfuof] Sof/], 3/ cfpkl5 ufnl ug'{eof]. t/ klg dnfo{ k5'tf] nfu]g lsgeg] d}n] /]8qm; eg]sf] s] xf] / o;n] s] sfd u5{ / Û egg] 7fg]sL lypf. ;do latb} ;fndf 7"nf] af9l cfof]. oxl af9ln] xfd f] uflj; / l5d]sl uflj;x dxfef/f / kffruf5l klg ;fx } g/fd /L k efljt eo{ ;of}+ dflg;x 3/af/ ljxlg x'g k'u]sf lyp. z/l/df nufpsf] Ps;/f] sk8fafx]s pglx n] s]xl arfpg ;s]sf lypgg\. of] bb{gfs l:ylt b]vbf hf] sf]xl klg efjljjxn x'gyof]. of] b[zo :jo+ d}n] klg k ToIf kdf b]v]sf] lypf. To;kl5 d]/} a'afn] g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l emfkf zfvfdf va/ u/]kl5 /]8qm;af6 ttsfn lj:yflkt kl/jf/x sf nflu /fxt ;fdu L cfok'u]sf] lyof]. :yfglo JolQm, /]8qm;sf k ltlglwx ep/ tl af9laf6 k efljt kl/jf/x nfo{ /fxt ;fdu L ljt/0f ul/of]. /]8qm;n] h:tf];'s} kl/l:yltdf klg hlt ;Sbf] rff8f] /fxt ljt/0f u/]sf] b]v]kl5 d}n] /]8qm; af/] yfxf kfpf ls /]8qm;n] s]xl ubf{] /x]5 eg]/. /]8qm;n] lbg] /fxt ;fdu L w]/} geptf klg Tof] kl/l:yltdf ttsfn k' ofpsf] ;]jf pglx sf] nflu w]/} g} epsf] lyof]. o;kl5 dnfo{ /]8qm;sf] af/]df hfgg, a'em\g dg nfuof]. a'af;fu /]8qm;sf af/]df ;f]w]+. clxn] d /]8qm; h:tf] lg:jfy{ ;+:yfdf sfd ul//x]sf] 5' / /]8qm; eg]sf] s] xf] < /fd f];fu yfxf eo;s]sf] 5. /]8qm;h:tf] lgm:jfy{ efjgfn] dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;w}f ;dlk{t x'g rfxg], x/]s lbg b'mvlsf] ;]jfdf tnnlg /xg] ;+:yfdf sfd ug{ kfpfbf d Psbd} v';l 5'. t/ klg clxn] kzrfqfk nflu/xg5 Tof] a]nfdf /]8qm;sf af/]df k rf/k ;f/ ub}{ lx+8\g] JolQm d]/f] syf 95

108 sf] lyp xf]nfg\ < clxn] sxff 5g\ xf]nf < lsg d}n] Toltv]/ tl JolQmn] eg]sf s'/f ;'lggf eg]/. To;}n] /]8qm;h:tf] dfgjlo ;+:yfsf] af/]df ;a}n] hfgg, a'em\g h?/l 5. /]8qm; lrgxleq s/f]8f}+ dflg;sf] v';l b]v5' /lagb s'df/ /fo{, a]n6f/ a;fxf gu/kflnsf ( d}n] /]8qm; lrgx / zab t ;'g]sf] klxn]g} xf] t/ /]8qm;sf] oyfy{tf a' g] ;fndf kfpf. To; a]nf /]8qm;sf] :jo+;]jssf] kdf l8kf]xf]n8/sf] lhdd]jf/l kfpf / tflndsf] ;Gbe{df To; a]nf kl/of]hgfsf s]gb Lo sfof{nosf pklgb]{zs blksrgb ah frfo{n] /]8qm; cleofgsf] af/]df / x]g/l 8o"gfsf] hljg sxfglsf] dfld{s kdf k :t'lt ug'{eof]. tt\ kzrft\ d}n] /]8qm;df cfa4 eo{ /xg] k 0f u/]+. To;}sf] nuq} d cfˆgf] ufla; a;fxfdf kms]{ / To;kl5 /]8qm;sf] lawfgcg';f/ lalwjt\ df pkzfvf :yfkgf u of}+ / d ;lrj kbdf lgjf{lrt epf. To;kl5 d clal~5ggf kdf /]8qm;df cfa4 5'. xfn d ;f] pkzfvfsf] ;efklt 5'. dnfo{ /]8qm;sf] lrgx b]vbf uj{ nfu5. of] lrgxleq s/f]8f}+ dflg;sf] v';l b]v5'. /]8qm;sf] & l;4fgtg} o;sf] d"n h8 xf]. oxl sf/0fn] d /]8qm;nfO{ slxno} e'lnbg. ljbfnosf h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n u7g u of}+ lnnfgfy l3ld/], ;Db' % t]x ;fn df3!* ck/fgx #M#) ah]lt/ d]/f] l5d]sl k ]d lnda'sf] 3/sf] w'/ldf cfuf]sf] d':nf] b]lvof]. o;n] ubf{ d]/f] xf]; xjf;} p8\of], af]nl cfpg. t/ w}o{ eo{ ufpfsf s]6fs]6l, o'jfo'jtl, a[4a[4f e]nf u/fo{ cfˆgf] Ifdtf cg';f/sf] ;a}n] df6f], s]/fsf af]6sf] k of]u u/l, /f8l ;d]t lehfo{ cfuf] lgefpg] k otg ul/of]. xfd f] s]xl nfu]g. cgtdf cfuf]n] 3/ v/fgl agfof] / ;f] 3/sf % hgf 7"nf dfg5] s]6fs]6lsf] larnnl eof]. ufpf3/af6 n'uf, rfdn, cf]8\g] cf]5\ofpg], ksfpg] yfnh:tf ;fdfg vf]hl lbp/ lrqfn] a]/af/ u/l lrqfs} 5fgf] nufo{ ttsfnnfo{ cfaf;sf] Aoa:yf ul/lbof}+. Tolta]nf d!$ aif{sf] lypf. d}n] ;f]r]+ s] ljkb\df ;xof]u ug]{ cgo s'g} ;+:yf 5}gg\ < of] 36gfsf] af/]df d]/f siff ( sf ;fylx / u'?x nfo{ klg ;'gfpg kfpf. Tolta]nf labfnodf :sfp6 lyof]. ;/x n] o:tf] k sf]k kll8tnfo{ ;]jf ug]{ csf]{ d'vo ;+:yf 96 d]/f] syf

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114 j=sfof{no ;xfos kffrf}f txdf sfd ug{ ;fnsf] s'/f xf] d ;fd'bflos ljsf; sfo{qmddf sfd ul//x]sf] lypf. b]zdf ;z:q ågå rln/x]sf] lyof]. ågå k efljt If]q epsf sf/0f o; If]q ljb f]xl kifsf] ks8df lyof]. o; If]qsf] dflg; aemfë h]ndf /x]sf] /x]5 h'g s'/f ;DalGwt JolQmsf] kl/jf/af6 k fkt kq k9\bf yfxf eof]. ToxfF hffbf af6f]df /]8qm; c+lst lrgx 6f]kL nufp/ upsf] lypf. af6f]df ljb f]xl kifsf] ;f]wk'5sf] k lqmof kf/ ub}{ ;DalGwt 7fpFdf kq k' ofpf. vfgfsf] s'g} 7]ufg lypg. ef]s ef]s} lxfl8of]. sl/a! kfyl ds} / g'gafx]s s]xl lypg. d;fu ttsfnlg zfvf ;efklt a[s]z jf]u6l / u0f]z v8\sf x'g'x'gyof]. ljb f]xl kifn] xfdlk lt u/]sf] ;b\efjn] dnfo{ /]8qm;df nflu/xg emg\ k ]/0ff ;fnsf] ;b/d'sfd cfqmd0f ;fnsf] vkt8 af9l klx/f]af6 kll8tnfo{ ;xof]u / ;]jf ug]{ sfo{df d ;lqmo x'fb} df sd{rf/laf6 /fhlgfdf lbo{ lhnnf zfvfdf ;b:o x'fb} xfn zfvf pk;efkltdf /x]sf] 5'. nfesf] ;f]r geo{ ;+s6f;ggtfdf /x]sf s'g} klg JolQmsf] ;]jfdf nfubf ;Gtl'i6 k fkt x'g5. cem, klg nflu/xg] k lta4tf 5. k fylds pkrf/sf] dfwodaf6 kll8tnfo{ ;]jf k ]d axfb'/ ;fnsf] e"sdkdf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6ln] kll8tnfo{ ;xof]u u of]. cfkm" klg h'/];sf] ;b:o epsf] gftfn] k};f ;+sng u/l kll8tx nfo{ ;xof]u u/]sfn] To;k lt ;dlk{t epsf] x'f. ;fy} a]nf avt ck7\of/fdf k/]sf, b'3{6gfdf k/]sf ;fy} ljbfnodf klg k fylds pkrf/sf] dfwodaf6 kll8tx nfo{ ;xof]u u/]sf]af6 cfkm" cfslif{t epsf]n] of] ;+:yfdf ;dlk{t epsf] x'f. To;kl5 lzifs gfos eo{ / pkzfvfdf ;b:o eo{ xfn;ddf klg of]ubfg lbfb} cfpsf] 5'. 102 d]/f] syf h'lgo/ ;s{n u7g?kgf/fo0f e /fo{, d+unaf/] uf=la=;=j8f g+=(, )%* b]lv labfnodf :yfkgf epsf] >L eujtl lg=df=la= hltk'/! df h'=/]=;=u7g jif{;dd ;':t epkl5 o; ;+:yfdf cfhljg ;b:o ep/ /]8qm;dfk{mt ;s];dd ;xof]u ug]{ ;fnaf6 cfhljg ;b:o eo{ lzifs gfossf] kbdf a;l ljbfnodf lzifs tyf ljbfyl{ ldqx df /]8qm;;DaGwL ;]jfd"ns efjgf hufpg'sf ;fy} ljbfno tyf siff sf]7f ;/;kmfosf ultljlwdf ;xof]u k' ofpf. ;fy} cfly{s kdf?=$,&)). ;xof]u u/l lg/gt/ kdf /]8qm;dfk{mt cem a9l ;xof]u ug]{ k 0f ub{5'.

115 d]/f] efjgfcg';f/sf] cfbz{ af]sg] / dfgjlo ultljlwx ;~rfng ug]{ ;+:yf s]bf/ clwsf/l, cfdrf]s & Onfd d}n] hfglghfgl ljlegg ;+3;+:yfdf k j]z u/]+. sfnfgt/df up/ d]/f] efjgfcg';f/sf] cfbz{ af]sg] / dfgjlo ultljlwx ;~rfng ug]{ ;+:yf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l /x]5 egg] yfxf kfpf. /]8qm;sf ultljlwx x]b}{ hffbf o;sf :jo+;]jsx n] sfd u/]sf] x]b}{ hffbf o; ;+:yfdf k j]z ug{ dg ;fndf cfhljg ;b:otf lnpf / xfn;dd klg nuftf/ kdf o; ;+:yfdf ;dlk{t 5'. ljklqdf k/]sfnfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ epsf]n] /]8qm; dg k/]sf] l6sf/fd bjf8l, l;l4y'dsf # gfdwnf of] /]8qm;n] cfunfulh:tf cgo w]/} ljklqx df ;xof]u u5{ / ul/g5 / pglx sf] cffvfsf] cff;'nfo{ k'l5lbo{ kll8tx sf] dgnfo{ clnslt klg lrq gb'vfpg] x'fbf sy+ sbflrt kl5 dnfo{ klg o:tf] kl/xfn] /]8qm;n] ;xof]u u5{ egg] cfzf nfusf] 5. o;/l ljklqdf k/]sf dflg;nfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ epsf]n] dnfo{ /]8qm; dg k/]sf] xf]. dxfg\ p2]zosf sf/0f /]8qm;k lt ;dlk{t uf}/j u'/fufo{, l;l4y'dsf * Onfd ;fndf h'/];df cfa4 epsf] x'f. d]/f] /]8qm; syf nfdf] geptf klg /]8qm;sf] ;]jfd'vl efjgf / dxfg\ p2]zo epsf] sf/0f d}n] /]8qm;k lt ;dlk{t x'g] xf};nf kfpsf] 5'. eljiodf lg/gt/ /]8qm;h:tf] dxfg\ ;+:yfdf ;+nug /xl ljljw kifdf ;]jf ug]{ c7f]6 lnpsf] 5'. ;fy} ;Dk"0f{ hgdfg;df /]8qm;k lt ;sf/ftds x'fb} ;]jf ug{ cu ;/ agf}+ egg] ljgd cg'/f]w ub{5'. d]/f] syf 103

116 t lrtf, d k' ofp 5' ljh]tf kf}8]n, l;l4y'dsf * ;fndf d siff ^ df k9\bf ;fdflhs lziff ljifo k9fpg' x'g] ;/n] /]8qm; / cgo k/f]ksf/l ;+:yfsf ljifodf w]/} s'/f ;'gfpg' epsf] lyof]. To;} lbgb]lv dnfo{ klg /]8qm;df nfu]/ ;dfhsf] ;]jf ug]{ OR5f hfu]sf] lyof]. ætf lrtf, d k' ofpf5' eg]em}æ xfd f] ljbfnodf klg h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] u7g /]8qm;sdL{ dxfg'efjx sf] pkl:yltdf ul/of]. To;}lbg d h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] >L k~rdl c+u ]hl af]l8{ë :s"naf6 ;j{;ddltn] cwoif x'g] cj;/ kfpf. To;}n] h'/];df nfu]/ P]lR5s ;]jf ug]{ ;f]rfo lnp/ cufl8 al9/x]sf] 5'. ck7\of/fnfo{ kg5fp b} kll8tx nfo{ ;xof]u ug{ /]8qm;df cfa4 of]u]z lg/f}nf, uh'/d'vl ^ Onfd s'g} klg ;+:yfdf cfj4 x'gsf lgldt k To]s JolQmsf] OR5f x'g5. pqm OR5fnfO{{ k"/f ug{sf lgldt d}n] Ps kljq cd[t;dfgsf] ;+:yf /]8qm;df cfj4 x'g kfpf. /]8qm;df cfj4 x'g kfpfbf dnfo{ uj{sf] cg'e"lt eo/x]sf] 5. OefË uflj; glhs} nfu]sf] cfuf]n] k' ofpsf] Iflt x]g{sf] nflu xfdl ToxfF k'u]sf lyof}+. ToxfFsf] l:ylt b]vbf d]/f] dg l5ofl5of epsf] lyof]. o;}n] k To]s ck7\of/fnfo{ kg5fpfb} kll8tx nfo{ ;xof]u ug{ d /]8qm;df cfa4 5'. d]/f] syf d]/f]] larf/ klg of]u]z lg/f}nfsf] h:t} 5. dlgb/f /fo{, ;f]ofs! Onfd. 104 d]/f] syf

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118 cwoogkl5 /]8qm;k lt k efljt b'uf{k ;fb clwsf/l, ;]/f uf=lj=; j8f g+! c5fd ;fdflhs lziff k9fpfb} ubf{ ;/n] /]8qm; / 8o"gfsf] af/]df egg' epsf] lyof]. c5fd lhnnfsf] ;b/d'sfd d+un;]gaf6 6o";g k9\g hffbf h'lgo/ tyf o'jfsf] /fli6«o uf]i7ldf efu lnp/ cfpsf Pshgf ;fyl;fu e]6 eof]. 306f+}sf] s'/fsfglkl5 dnfo{ pxffn] >L sflnsf df=lj= kf]v/f sf:slsf] h'lgo/sf] d'vkq lbg'eof]. To;sf] cwoogkl5 d /]8qm;k lt k efljt epf / h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] ;b:otf lnpf. o;/l d]/f] /]8qm;df ;+nugtf lt/ h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;b:o, )$$ lt/ /]8qm;sf] ;fwf/0f ;b:o / )%@ df cfhljg ;b:o eo{ ljlegg kbdf /xl sfd ub}{5'. xfn lhnnf zfvf c5fdsf] ;b:o kbdf sfd u5'{. Ps!* jif]{ o'jtl arrf hgdfpg g;s]/ c:ktfndf # lbgb]lv 56k6fO /x]sl / ck ]zgaf6 arrf lgsfng' kg]{ sf/0fn] ubf{ /ut cfjzos epsf] va/ kfpkl5 d Ps /]8qm;sdL{sf] x}l;otn] c:ktfn k'u]f. k/lif0f u/l x]bf{ An8 u' k klg ldng] / /ut lb+bf km/s klg gkg]{ 8fS6/sf] ;Nnfxcg';f/ klxnf] k6s /ut lboof]. arrf / cfdfsf] Hofg arfpg kfpfbf ;fx} v';l nfuof]. b'o{ tlg aif{cufl8 c5fd lhnnfdf emf8f kvfnfsf] k sf]k al9/x]sf] lyof]. :jf:yo ;+:yf / :jf:yosdl{sf] kx'fr Tolt lypg. lhnnf c:ktfnsf] ;xfotfn] xfdl s]xl /]8qm;sd{L{x k fylds pkrf/df h'6]sf lyof}+. o; sfo{n] la/fdlsf] cj:yf ;'wf/df d2t k'u]sf] lyof]. /]8qm;sdL{sf] x}l;otn] ljkb\df k/]sf dflg;x sf] ;xof]u ug{ kfpfbf v';l nfu5. a}1flgs agg dg nfuyof] === === tf/f u'?ª, sf7df8f} d]/f] syf d dfoqmf] afonf]hlsf] ljbfyl{ x'f. arrfb]lv a}1flgs agg dg nfuyof]. To;}n] d}n] cfˆgf] df:6/ l8u L l;wofpkl5 h'lgo/ ;folg6:6sf] kdf sfd ug{ ljlegg Nofax df cfjb]g ul//fv]sl lypf. To;} a]nfsf] cui6lt/sf] s'/f xf] k"jl{ g]kfnsf] sf]zldf 7"nf] af9l cfof]. o;sf sf/0f xhf/f} dfg5]x lj:yflkt epsf] 6]lnlehg ;dfrf/df b]v]+. Tof] b]v]kl5 dnfo{ b]zdf oqf]

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120 clg dnfo{ klg Tof] leq k;f}+k;f}+ h:tf] nfuof]. Tof] leq upf, bf]nvfs} bfh' efo{x x'g'x'gyof]. clg /]8qm;sf] s'/fx a'e]+m. ;fnsf] kl8fx klg To; a]nf ;ldempf. To; a]nfdf /]8qm; eo{ lbpsf] ep To:tf] Iflt x'fb}g lyof] egg] s'/fx klg ToxfF d}n] ;fylx af6 kfpf. To;a]nf dnfo{ /]8qm; ljklqdf k/]sf dfg5]x nfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ ;+:yf /x]5 egg] nfuof]. dnfo{ klg of] ;+:yfdf cfa4 x'g kfp x'gyof] egg] nfu]/ ;fylx nfo{ cg'/f]w ;fndf d /]8qm;sf] ;fwf/0f ;b:o ag]+. ;fnb]lv d cfhljg ;b:odf k j]z u/]+. ;a}sf] ;xdlt cg';f/ g} g]/];f] bf]nvf lhnnf zfvfsf] pksf]iffwoifsf] lhdd]jf/l klg kfpf. To;kl5 s/lj rf/ sfo{sfn sf]iffwoifdf sfd u/]+. ;fylx n] klg ljzjf; ub}{ cfpg' eof]. d}n] klg cfˆgf] a9legbf a9l ;do /]8qm;nfO{ lbg ;kmn epf. b'o{ sfo{sfn dgqlsf] kb klg d}n] ;Dxfn]. clxn] ;a} ;fylx sf] ;fy / ;xof]uaf6 lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] ;efklt kb d}n] kfpsf] 5'. dfg5]x c ;+:yfdf up/ x/]s sfd ug]{ u5{g\ t/ d rfflx oxl g} /dfo/x]sf] 5'. ha af9l, klx/f]af6 Iflt eo dfg5]x /f]o{ s/fo{ /x]sf] b[io d}n] b]v5', ta up/ pxffx sf] kl8fnfo{ ;s];dd sd ug]{ / arfpg] k of; xfdlaf6 eo/x]sf] 5. -k wfg, bf]nvf lhnnf zfvfsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ g/]zk ;fb l;+x wg'iff d]/f] k j]z h'lgo/ /]8qm; d xfo:s"ndf k9\bfv]l/sf] ;dodf ufpfdf kfokx cfpsf] lyof]. Tolt a]nf ufpfdf sn x'fb}g lyof]. vfnl Ogf/sf] kfgl xfdln] vfgyof}+. cgf}7f] lrhx b]v]/ of] s;n] NofPsf] /x]5 eg]/ a'em\bf, of] t /]8qm;n] NofPsf] /x]5. kl5 yfxf eof] hfkflgh /]8qm;n] h'lgo/sf] nflu k7fpsf] /x]5. clg dnfo{ yfxf eof] P /]8qm;n] t kfok klg uf8\bf] /x]5. csf]{ s'/f xfd f] ufpfegbf k"j{lt/ Pp6f s]zjs'6l egg] ufpf 5. ToxfF cfunful epsf] a]nfdf /]8qm;sf] ;a} dfg5]x, c~rnfwlz, k x/l ;a} hgf upsf /x]5g\ /fxt aff8\gsf nflu. Tolta]nf xf] yfxf epsf] /]8qm;n] o:tf] klg ubf]{ /x]5 eg]/. To;kl5 d}n] nuq} h'lgo/ /]8qm;df ;b:otf lnp/ sfd u/]+. d]/f] k j]z h'lgo/ /]8qm;af6 epsf] xf] / To;kl5 lj:tf/} xfdl klg ufpfdf o'jfx ldn]/ k':tsfno v8f klg u of} d]/f] syf

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130 cd]l/sfdf j[xt kdf ;kmn /Qmbfg cleofgnfo{ ljzjjofkl agfp b} 5' ch'{gk ;fb d}gfnl, sfe ]knf~rf]s d!(^* df sfe ]knf~rf]s lhnnfdf hgd]sf] xf]. kl5 sf7df8f}+ cfo;s]kl5 g]kfn sdz{ SofDk;df k9\bfv]l/ Pp6f b An8 8f]g/Ú egg] zlif{s cgtu{tsf] n]vdf Pp6f JolQmn] /ut lbp/ w]/} JolQmnfO{ arfpsf] lyof]. d To;af6 k efljt epsf] lypf.!(*& df ljzfn ahf/df 3'Db} hffbfv]l/ ToxfF /Qmbfg sfo{qmd epsf] b]v]+ / d}n] ToxfF klxnf] k6s / Qmbfg u/]+. o;kl5 d lg/gt/ kdf An8 a}+s hfg yfn]+. An8 a}+sdf sltko cj:yfdf dfg5]x n] ToxfF /ut gep/ ;lhnf];fu /ut gkfpsf] l:ylt b]v]f. tkfo{+n] /ut lbg'xf];\ of] / ut ;f]wegf{ u/l csf]{ ldng] u 'kx vf]h]/ lbg5' egbf klg dfg5]n] 8/fP/ /ut glbpsf] d}n] b]v]+. To;kl5 d}n] ca o; ;DaGwdf hgr]tgf hufpg'k of] eg]/ cleofg rnfpf. x/]s tlg dlxgfdf /Qmbfg ug{ z' u/]+. cfk"mn] /Qmbfg u/]sf] ;f]x f}+ k6ssf] a]nfdf g]kfne/ ;fosn ofqf u/]+. /Qmbfg u/]/ klg sl7g sfd ug{ ;lsg5 egg] Pp6f ;fosndf af]8{ /fv]/ aif{df Ps k6s /Qmbfg u/f}+ egg] gf/f lnp/ upf. kl5 d nfog; Snadf ;+nug epsf] sf/0fn] ;Dk"0f{ nfog; Snax /Qmbfg sfo{qmddf nfu]+. d}n] nfog; Snadf!(*( df k j]z ubf{ hddf tlg rf/ ;o o'lg6 /ut ;+sng x'g'x'gyof].!((( df! xhf/ ^ o'lg6 /ut ;+sng epsf] lyof]. df d cd]l/sf hfg] a]nfdf em08} $( k6s t g]kfnd} /Qmbfg eo;s]sf] lyof]. cd]l/sf uo;s]kl5 ToxfF klg /utsf] olts} h /L /x]5. z' df d PSn}n] An8 a}+sdf up/ /ut lbg yfn]+. kl5 s]xl ;fylx lnp/ hfg otf g]kfnl ;d'bfodf ;+:yfut kdf / Qmbfg sfo{qmd cfof]hgf otf / cfhsf] lbg;dd s/lj kffr xhf/ g]kfnl hgtfx n] g]kfnl ;+3 ;+:yfsf] sfo{qmddf /Qmbfg ul/;sg'epsf] 5. dnfo{ w]/} v';l nfu]sf] 5. cd]l/sfdf of] cleofg Psbd} j[xt kdf ;kmn eo;s]sf] 5. o;nfo{ ljzjjofkl kdf ;~rfng ug{ nflu/fv]sf] 5'. ljzjsf!( j6f b]zdf /Qmbfg sfo{qmd epsf 5g\. d h'nfo{!@ df /Qmbfg ug{} eg]/ Go"of]s{af6 dsfpm hfg] ;Gbe{df g]kfndf cfpsf] xf]. g]kfndf cfpfbfv]l/ b'o{ rf/ hgf /Qmbftf / /Qmbfg;DaGwL snd rnfpg] ldqx nfo{ pk/fi6«kltsf] xftaf6 ;Ddfg sfo{qmd klg lyof]. ;fy} /Qmbfgdf ptk ]/0ff ug]{ ;+:yfx nfo{ ;xof]u ug]{ d]/f] of]hgf klg lyof]. d cfk}m lgoldt /Qmbftf / /Qmbfg ug]{ ;+:yfx nfo{ ;3fpg klg kfpsf] 5'. o:tf] k'0o sfdx u/]/ tkfo{+x /]8qm;n] klg w]/} /fd f] sfd ul//fvg' epsf] 5. tkfo{+x ;a}nfo{ w]/} wgojfb 5. -d}gfnl, xfn cd]l/sf /lx g]kfnsf] ultljlwdf ;xof]u ub}{ cfpg'epsf] 5._ 118 d]/f] syf

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133 k wfgfwofkssf] k ]/0ff /]g'sf hf]zl, ;'gs'8f ^, ;fndf d siff * df >L eujtl lgdgdfwolds ljbfno kf]v/ldf cwoog ub{y]+. aif{sf] z' d} a}zfv dlxgfsf] % ut] ljbfnosf k wfgwofks l;4/fh hf]zln] xfdlnfo{ ljbfnosf] rf}/df hddf x'g eg]/ egg'eof]. To;kl5 xfdl siff! b]lv * ;Ddsf ;a} ljbfyl{x hddf eof}f. k wfgwofks ;/n] egg'eof] efo alxglx cfh xfdl xfd f] ljbfnodf!! ;b:olo h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n u7g ug{ uo/x]sf 5f}+. To;}n] cfh xfdl e]nf epsf xf}+. z' df k =c= n] /]8qm;sf] af/]df lj:t[t hfgsf/l lbg'eof] / To;kl5 u7g k lqmoflt/ uof}+. o;/l ;j{k yd d}n] /]8qm;sf] af/]df ;'g]sl lypf. To;kl5 d h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] ;lrj ag]/ hljgf]kof]ul ;Lk ;DaGwL tflnd / cgo cled'vls/0f sfo{zfnfdf klg ;xeful epsl lypf. ljbfnodf /]8qm; vu]gb af]x/f, ;'gs'8f (, aemfª ha d siff ( df k9\y]+. To;a]nf z' df /]8qm;sf] af/]df ljbfnosf k wfgfwofksaf6 ;'g]sf] lypf. /]8qm;sf] af/]df w]/} s'/fx ;'lg;s]kl5 of] t kljq ;+:yf /x]5. o;df d}n] klg k j]z u/]/ ;]jf ug]{ cleofgdf nfug'k of] eg]/ ;f]r]+. h'lgo/ /]8qm;sf] ;fwf/0f ;efaf6 d cwoif kbdf lgjf{lrt epf. To;kl5sf lbgx k fomu/l d}n] /]8qm;df latfpf. /]8qm;leq k j]z ul/;s]kl5 ljlegg sfo{qmdx df klg ;xofql x'fb} cfpsf] 5'. ;]jf g} /]8qm;sf] d'n dgq hutaxfb'/ dnn, ;'gs'8f #, g]6fsf]6, aemfª ;'gs'8f prr dfwolds ljbfnodf cwofkg ug]{ ;dodf lr/ If]qdf aiff{sf] kfgl / klx/f]n] 3/af/ljxLg ep/ ljrnnl k/]sf kl/jf/x nfo{ /fxt ;fdu L k bfg ul/psf] ;do ;fpgdf d}n] /]8qm;sf] ;]jf efjaf6 k efljt eo{ lhnnf /]8qm; zfvf aemfªaf6 ;b:otf lng] hdsf]{ ubf{ ttsfnlg ;efklt :j= >L bl3{/fh hf]zlsf] ;Nnfxcg';f/ /]8qm; cleofgdf ;+nug x'g] lg0f{o u/]sf] lypf. ;b:o ;+Vof a9fo{ ;'gs'8fdf /]8qm; pkzfvf :yfkgf u/l /]8qm;åf/f ;~rflnt k fylds pkrf/ ;Lk, ljlegg sfo{qmd / v'nf lb;fd'qm d]/f] syf 121

134 ;'gs'8f cleofgdf dxtjk"0f{ sfd ug{ kfpfbf uf}/jflgjt epsf] cg'ej ub{5'. o;afx]s b'mvl, u/lj, 3/jf/ljxLg, af9l kll8t, klx/f] kll8t / c;xfo JolQmx nfo{ /fxt ljt/0f ub}{ s]xl ;dosf] nflu ep klg ;xof]u ug{ kfpfbf dnfo{ ;w}f ;Gt'li6 ldng] u/]sf] 5. ;]jf g} wd{ xf]. dfgj ;]jf g} ;jf]{ts[i6 sd{ xf]. ;a}sf] p4f/ ug{ cu ;/ x'g'k5{ egg] /]8qm;sf d"n dgqx n] dnfo{ ;w}f ;]jf efjk lt cfslif{t ub{5. jf]x/f ;/sf] d'vaf6 ;'g]+ hgs/fh hf]zl, ;'gs'8f ^, x'8lvff8, aemfª % jif]{ k fylds lziff xfl;n u/l cwoogsf] nflu eg]/ df >L ;'gs'8f prr dfwolds ljbfnodf egf{ epsf] lypf. j}zfvsf] dlxgf xl/ofnl a;gtsf] cfudgdf k"mln/x]sf nfnl u'f/f; / u'lgh/x]sf sf]onlsf w"gn] ;'gs'8f prr dfwolds ljbfnosf] ct'nglo zf]ef al9/x]sf] lyof]. j}zfvsf] bf]; f] z'qmaf/sf] ;fot kf/]/ lzifs gfos xl/ af]x/f ;/n] xfdl ;a} ljbfyl{x nfo{ ljbfnosf] k fª\u0fdf af]nfpg'eof] / pxffn] h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n u7g k lqmof l;4fgt, /0fgLlt / sfo{ If]qsf af/]df atfpg' eof]. h'g lbg d]/f] nflu cljid/0flo /x\of]. lsgls /]8qm; egg] zab d}n] ;j{k yd ToxL lbg ;'g]sf] lypf. pqm lbg g} d h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] cwoif agl h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nleq k j]z ug]{ :jl0f{d cj;/ k fkt u/]sf] lypf. h'=/]=;= df k j]z ul/;s]kl5 d ljlegg k fylds pkrf/ tyf cgo tflnd uf]i7ldf ;xeful x'fb} cfpsf] 5'. d /]8qm;k lt cfk\mgf] lhgbul /x];dd ;dlk{t eo/xg] 5'. /]8qm;sf l;4fgtnfo{ c+lusf/ u/l ;+nug x'g] afrf ;/f]h hf]zl, ;'gs'8f ^, aemfª h]7 dlxgfdf d >L eujtl lgdgdfwolds ljbfno kf]v/ldf siff * df kl9/x]sf] cj:yfdf ljbfyl{ / lzifssf ;fy Pp6f ;fwf/0f ;ef a:of]. pqm ;efdf lzifsn] egg'eof] ljbfyl{ efo alxglx cfh xfdln] h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] u7g ug{ of] ;efsf] cfof]hgf u/]sf xf}+. h'g ljbfyl{x sf] /]8qm; ;DaGwL Ps ;dfh;]jl ;+u7g xf]. ca tkfo{+x n] Ps hgf cwoifsf] 5gf]6 ug'{xf];\. ;Dk"0f{ ;fylx n] dnfo{ cwoifsf] kb lbg'eof]. To;kl5!! hgfsf] ;ldlt u7g ul/of]. lzifsn] xfdlnfo{ /]8qm;sf] sfd, st{jo 122 d]/f] syf

135 af/] hfgsf/l lbg'eof]. siff * df k9\g] a]nf xfd } ljbfnodf hljgf]kof]ul ;Lkdf cfwfl/t # lbg] sfof{zfnfsf] cfof]hgf eof]. o;df xfdlnfo{ s]xl hljgsf cfwf/e"t ;Lkx / /]8qm;af/] hfgsf/l lbg'eof] / d To;af6 /]8qm;k lt k efljt epf. o;} jif{ r}t dlxgfdf >L ;'gs'8f prr dfwolds ljbfnodf lhnnf clwj]zg eof]. o;df /]8qm;sf] :yfkgf, sfo{ l;4fgt af/] :ki6 kfg'{eof] / d o;af6 /]8qm;k lt emg k efljt epf. siff * pql0f{ u/]/ d >L ;'gs'8f prr dfwolds ljbfnodf egf{ epf / ToxfF klg dnfo{ ;fylx n] h'lgo/ ;s{nsf] cwoifdf 5gf]6 ug'{eof]. To;kl5 d}n] ;Dk"0f{ ;fylx nfo{ cfk"mn] hfg] hlt /]8qm; af/] hfgsf/l lbpf. To;af6 y'k } ;fylx klg /]8qm;k lt cfslif{t x'g yfn]. siff ( df k9\bfv]l/ xfdlx n] ljlegg ljbfno:t/lo k ltof]lutftds sfo{qmd / ToxL jif{ ;'gs'8f uf=lj=;= v'nf lb;fd'qm cleofgdf lyof]. o;df xfdlx n] klg 7"nf] ;xof]u u of}+. siff ( df k9\ bfv]l/ g} >L ;'lg lkknrf}/ prr dfwolds ljbfno ;'j]8fdf If]qLo clwj]zgsf] cfof]hgf eof]. o;df d klg pkl:yt epf. k lzifsho"x n] xfdlnfo{ /]8qm; af/] Jofks hfgsf/l u/fpg'eof]. To;kl5 t dnfo{ cfˆgf] hljg g} /]8qm;df ck{0f u F egg] ljrf/ hfu[t eof]. oxffaf6 lkmtf{ ep/ d}n] d]/f] ;d'bfo / ljbfnodf /]8qm; af/] hfgsf/l lbpf. d]/f] sfo{sfn l;l4g] a]nf d}n] d]/f] kb csf]{ ;fylnfo{ x:tfgt/0f u/]+. clxn] d siff!) df klg /]8qm;sf] ;b:o ag]/ sfd ul//x]sf] 5'. o;/l siff * b]lv d /]8qm;df ;ª\nUg epf / d]/f] ljrf/cg';f/ cfˆgf] hljgel/ /]8qm;sf] l;4fgtnfo{ c+lusf/ u/l /]8qm;df ;+nug x'g] afrf ub{5'. Pp6f gf}nf] cg'e"lt k fkt x'g] /fh]gb l;+x v8\sf, af/f ljbfyl{ hljgb]lv g} ljkb\df k/]sf JolQmx nfo{ ;]jf ug]{ lr /x]sf] / ljlegg ljkb\df k/]sfx nfo{ ;]jf ubf{ dnfo{ Pp6f gf}nf] cg'e"lt k fkt x'g] ub{yof]. ;f]xl ;fndf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf ttsfnlg s]gb Lo pkfwoif >L rgb ljqmd zfxho";fu e]63f6 eof]. pxff g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf] :yfkgf ug]{ lznlznfdf af/f cfpg'epsf] lyof]. pxffaf6 /]8qm;;DaGwL ;Dk"0f{ s'/f hfgsf/l kfpkl5 g]kfn /]8qm;sf] ;fwf/0f ;b:otf k fkt ug]{ cj;/ kfpf / d nufot d]/f] s]xl ;fylx ldn]/ af/f lhnnfdf /]8qm;sf] ;b:o agfpg] cleofg g} rnfof}+. kmn:j ;fndf af/f lhnnfdf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf] :yfkgf ;fn;dd dgql, pkdgqlsf] sfo{ef/ ;DxfNg] cj;/ k fkt ;fnb]lv xfn;dd ;efklt kbdf /xl dfgjlo ;]jfsf ultljlwx ;~rfngdf ;lqmo e"ldsf lgjf{x ub}{ cfo/x]sf] 5'. o;} ;fn;dd hfkfglh /]8qm;sf] ;xof]udf s]gb Lo sfof{nodfk{mt o; lhnnfdf vfg]kfgl d]/f] syf 123

136 ;/;kmfosf ultljlwx ;~rfngsf] dfwodn] lhnnfdf /]8qm;sf] klxrfg, k rf/ k ;f/df pnn]vglo clej[l4 epsf] dx;'; ul/psf] 5. kl5nnf] ;dodf klg /]8qm;nufot ljlegg ;+3;+:yfx ;Fu ;fe]mbf/ldf ljlegg dfgjlo ;]jfsf ultljlwx ;~rfng ul/b}+ cfpsf] 5. o;} qmddf ljlegg If]qsf] ;xof]udf lhnnf ;fndf cfˆg} ejg lgdf{0f u/l sfof{no ;~rfng tyf cfo cfh{g ejg lgdf{0f u/fo{ lhnnf zfvfsf] cfdbfglsf] ; f]tdf j[l4 u/foof]. g]kfnu~hdf cfof]hgf epsf] s]gb Lo sfo{;ldltsf] #^ cf}+ s]gb Lo dxflwj]zgn] d]/f] d"nofíg u/l dnfo{ /]8qm; pts[i6 ;]jf k'/:sf/af6 ;Ddflgt ul/psf] lyof]. b]zjofkl ;~hfn, ;+u7g / xfdl :jo+;]jsx af6 /]8qm;sf] ultljlwdf OdfGbf/Lk"j{s ;+nugtfn] g} g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l b]zs} ;a} egbf dfgjlo ;+:yf k dfl0ft epsf] 5. -v8\sf, g]/];f] af/f zfvfsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ 124 d]/f] syf /]8qm; efjgf c+s'l/t ep/ nfu]sf] x' 8f= uf}/lz+s/ nfnbf; sf7df8f} + /]8qm; :yfkgf x'g'egbf cufl8 Ps lbg sdn /f0ff / lk G;]k zfx cs:dft d]/f] clkm;df k'ug'epsf] lyof]. d ;'kl/6]g8]g6 lypf Tof] a]nfdf, d]/f] Sjf6/ cufl8 lrofl;of vfg'eof]. Tof] a]nf d]/f] aff;'/l lyof], aff;'/l ahfpg egg'eof]. w]/} dg k of] pxffnfo{. To;a]nfdf pxff;fu lrghfg eof]. clg kl5 klg pxffn] dnfo{ w]/} dfgg'x'gyof]. 8f= gfu]zj/k ;fb l;+x Tolta]nf :Jff:Yo dgql x'g'x'gyof]. gfu afa' -8f= gfu]zj/k ;fb l;+x_ d]/f] Snf;d]6 g} x'g'x'gyof]. 8f= h]pg lu/l -hogf/fo0f lu/l_ ;Fu d}n] 6f]vfdf ;Fu} sfd u/]+. pxffn] a]nfot k9\g hffbf ToxfFsf] hf]g PDa'n]G; ;f];fo6ldf w]/} s/f]:k]g8]g6 ug'{eof]. g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l v8f ug'{k5{ eg]/ pxlfb]lv g} pxffn] n]vfk9l ug'{epsf] lyof]. cfo{;lcf/;ldf / cgt sxffsxff pxffn] n]vfk9l ug'{eof]. l;+xb/jf/sf] s}nfzdf k yd h'g ldl6ª epsf] lyof] To;sf] cwoiftf gfuafa'n] ug'{epsf] lyof]. ToxfF /d]zs'df/ klg x'g'x'gyof], clg sdn /f0ff klg x'g'x'gyof]. /fhkl/jf/sf] JolQm epkl5 ;+:yfnfo{ w]/} ;xof]u k'u5 eg]/ lk G;]k zfxnfo{ Nofpg'k5{ eg]/ pxffn] -gfuafa'_ cg'/f]w ug'{eof]. ;a} ldn]/ cg'/f]w ubf{v]l/ pxffn] P; egg'eof]. dnfo{ t'n;l lu/l / gfu afa'nufot w/} ;fylx n] /]8qm;df af]nfpg'eof]]. clg d}n] x'g5 eg]/ /]8qm;sf] efjgf

137 c+s'l/t ep/ d /]8qm;df nfu]sf] x'f. g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf] :yfkgf epsf] nueu Ps jif{kl5 lgjf{rg epsf] lyof]. To; lgjf{rgdf d}n] bf]; f] a9l dt NofP/ lht]sf] lypf. ToxL a]nfb]lv g} d /]8qm;df cfpsf] lypf. /]8qm;df w]/} ;do sfd ul/;s]kl5 /fli6«o dfgj clwsf/ ;fndf cfo'qmsf] kdf df eqmk'/ df /]8qm;sf] lgjf{rg epsf] lyof]. To;df d}n] k lt:kwf{ ul/gf. -nfnbf;, g]/];f]sf] s]gb Lo sfo{;ldltsf] k"j{ ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ IMMENSE PLEASURE AND JOY FOREVER Until I joined Red Cross in Nepal as a regular staff member in 1991, I never thought that I will also donate blood to save someone s lives, either knowingly or unknowingly. I was posted in one of the village in Dhanusha district of Nepal as a community development officer when I was introduced on how exactly the blood donation works - thanks to the then colleagues of Dhanusha chapter of NRCS blood transfusion centre who educated me on this and motivated to donate blood during a camp. It Mukesh Singh IFRC, Jaffna -Sri Lanka was certainly bit scary to go for it at the first time but once it was done, I really felt so comfortable and all fear factors suddenly flew away. Since then, I have probably donated blood at least 14 times with three incidences where I was called upon to help someone who really needed B (-) blood urgently, and the staff members at the blood centre of NRCS Dhanusha were well aware that I belong to the same blood group. I recall, it was a late evening of summer day in 1992, when a person came to my office (cum residence) requesting that if I can donate blood to someone who is hospitalized after a bus accident. He also informed me that as he was coming this way, he was requested by a NRCS blood bank staff to urgently contact me and inform that there is no one in the town with same blood group. At that time, we didn t have any mobile phones or other means of communication to instantly contact a desired person at the distance, especially in villages, where I was living. Knowing the urgency I decided to immediately go - took my motorbike and reached at the blood centre within an hour (on bad roads). After taking few minutes d]/f] syf 125

138 rest the blood technician took my blood, did few quick tests and sent it to the hospital (next door) where the person was hospitalized in critical condition. My job done I felt satisfied and went to uncle s residence for overnight stay in the same town as it was already late night to go back to my place. Next morning, before going to my work station, I decided to pass through the blood centre which was also the NRCS Dhanusha chapter office. The moment I reached there, I found a young man waiting there to thank me. I knew that the person to whom my blood was transfused was this young man's mother. He explained me what happened and how I saved the lives of his mother. I was also told that if I was not there in time, he would lost his mother, just because of non-availability of B (-) blood in town or any other donors with same blood group. There was only possible way to get blood from Kathmandu, which would take at least another hours until the next flight from Kathmandu arrives to Janakpurdham. This was the wonderful moment for me with full of satisfaction that one could save many lives by just giving few pints of blood which doesn t cost anything, rather provides an immense pleasure and joy forever. Such incidences continues at least three times in my life so far and each moment motivated me to keep donating blood and always do something more and better for the people in need. (Mr. Singh is working at Jaffana Srilanka for IFRC) km]g;l as;n] -krrl;_ k};f lt/l h'lgo/ ;b:o d's'gbaxfb'/ k wfg sf7df8f} + ;fnsf] s'/f xf]. d kßf]bo xfo{ :s"ndf siff ^ df k9\y]+. cltl/qm lqmofsnfkdf?lr /fvg] d To; a]nf :s"nsf] sj :sfp6sf] Kofs ln8/ lypf. Ps lbg g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6lsf s]xl JolQm ->L b]j/tg wfvjf, xfnsf dxfdgql ;d]t_ cfo{ /]8qm; af/] s]xl hfgsf/l lbp / xfd f] :s"ndf h'lgo/ /]8qm; :yfkgf ug]{ x'fbf To;df ;b:otf lng cfjxfg u/]. s]xl ;fylx t'?gt} ;b:otf lng cufl8 a9] t/ :sfp6k lt w]/} nufj /fvg] d nufotsf s]xl ;fylx ;b:otf lng pt;'s epgf} d]/f] syf

139 To;a]nf cd]l/sfsf s]xl ljbfyl{x n] g]kfnsf h'lgo/ ;s{nsf ;b:ox sf] nflu egl k]mg;l as;x pkxf/ :j k k7fpsf] /x]5. k To]s h'lgo/ ;s{nsf ;b:ox n] Ps kfpg] tl k]mg;l as;df l;zfsnd, k]lg;n s6/, k'tnl, u'rrf, rsn]6 cflb ljlegg z}lifs tyf v]ng] ;fdfgx /flvpsf lyp. h;} xfdln] of] s'/f yfxf kfof+}, pqm k]mg;l as; k flktsf] nf]edf h'lgo/ ;s{nsf] ;b:otfsf] nflu -krrl;_ k};f lt/l ;b:o agof}+. o;/l d /]8qm; cleofgdf k;]+ / /]8qm; sfo{qmdx df ;l/s x'g yfn]+. :s'n] hljgsf] w]/} ;fndf ttsfnlg sf7df8f}+ lhnnf ;efklt :jul{o cv08 zdz]/ ha/faf6 lhnnff sfo{;ldltdf dgf]glt epf. ;fndf ttsfnlg cwoif /d]zs'df/ zdf{af6 dnfo{ s]gb Lo h'lgo/ tyf o'jf ;ldltsf ;b:odf dgf]glt ul/of]. o; ;ldltdf lgo'qm epnuq} d]/f] ;+of]hstjdf g]kfn /]8qm;sf] Oltxf;df klxnf] kn6 ljlegg :yfgsf lzifs gfosx nfo{ Joj:yfkg tyf kl/of]hgf n]vg tflnd lj/f6gu/, sf7df8f}+, kf]v/f tyf g]kfnu~hdf ;~rfng ul/of]. ljz]ifu/l /]8qm; cleofgsf] tflnd tyf Joj:yfkg ljwfdf d]/f] ;+nugtf a9\b} uof]. / d}n] /]8qm; cleofgdf s]xl dxtjk"0f{ cg'ej xfl;n u/]+. lj=;+=@)$^ b]lv xfn;dd ljlegg ;dodf s]gbl o:t/sf] h'lgo/ tyf o'jf ;ldlt, ;+u7g tyf ljsf; ;ldlt, s]gb Lo n]vf ;ldlt, s]gb Lo /Qm ;~rf/ Joj:yfkg ;ldltsf ;b:o ;efklt eo{ ;]jf k bfg u/]+ / s]gb Lo sfo{;ldltsf] ;b:o tyf /fli6«o dfgjlo l;4fgt tyf s'6gllt ;ldltsf] ;efkltdf klg sfd u/]f. sfo{sfn lhnnf zfvfsf] ;efklt epf. -k wfg, g]/];f]sf] k"j{ s]gb Lo ;b:o x'g'x'g5._ d}n] /]8qm;nfO{ o;/l lrg] d]/f] ;fndf cfunful epsf] lyof]. cfunful k efljtnfo{ g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l affs] lhnnf zfvfn] /fxt ljt/0f u/]sf] b]v]sf] lypf. pqm hgf, afns / lghsf cfdfsf] hn]/ d[to' x'g'sf ;fy}! hgf k'?if 3fOt] epsf lyp. 3fOt]nfO{ /]8qm;sf] PDa'n]G;n] g]kfnu+h pkrf/sf nflu k'/\ofpsf] lyof]. s]xl jif{kl5 vfg]kfgl tyf ;/;kmfo;+u ;DalGwt sfo{qmd ;~rfng epsf] / Tof] sfo{qmdåf/f cfof]lht tflnddf d]/f] uffpsf s]xl JolQm ;xeful x'g upsf] b]v+]. tl dflg; /]8qm;sf k xnfb ljzjsdf{ affs] d]/f] syf 127

140 s'/f ug]{ u/]sf] ;'Gbf d klg tflnddf hfpmf h:tf] nfuof]. t/ cwoog klxnf k"/f ug'{k5{ egg] s'/f a'jfn] egg'eof]. ;f]xlcg';f/ cfufl8 a9+]. cfunful / af9l ljkb\ k efljt d]/f] uffpdf s]xl jif{kl5 ;d'bfodf cfwfl/t b}jlk sf]k k"j{tof/l sfo{qmd ;~rfng eof]. pqm sfo{qmddf ;fd'bflos k lzifssf kdf 5gf}6 eo{ tflndkl5 ufpfdf tflnd klg ;~rfng ul/of]. kl5 /]8qm;n] ljlegg k sf/sf] tflnddf ;xeful u/fpfb} ubf{ Ifdtf ljsf; x'fb} uof]. kl5 a3f}8f If]qdf pkzfvf lj:tf/ ug{sf nflu kxn x'fb} ubf{ pkzfvf u7g ug{df d]/f] e"ldsf a9l /Xof] / t;y{ ;ldltsf] ;lrj klg epf. g]kfn /]8qm;sf] ljwfgcg';f/ lgjf{rg eof]. lgjf{lrt pkzfvf sfo{;ldltdf! sfo{sfn ;lrj ep/ sfd ubf{ ub}{ ;fd'bflos ljsf; sfo{qmdcgtu{t /xg] u/l k]zfut :jo+;]jssf kdf bfë lhnnfdf sfd ul/of]. sfdsf] cg'ej / Ifdtf ljsf;sf nflu g]/];f] affs] zfvf / s]gb af6 bhg{egbf a9l tflnddf ;xeful epf. s]xl aif{ Pg=hL=cf]=df sfd ubf{sf] cg'ej / /]8qm;df sfd ubf{sf] cg'ej km/s b]vf]. /]8qm;df dfgjlo efjgf / ;d'bfosf] /]8qm;k lt ljzjf; a9l /x]sf] kfog5. kqsfl/tf ug]{ qmddf w]/} JolQm;+u /]8qm;sf] af/]df a'em\bf pxffx n] /]8qm;sf] af/]df JoQm u/]sf] s'/faf6 s] yfxf eof] eg] dfgjlo sfo{ ;a} egbf 7"nf] sfo{ xf] h:tf] nfub5. /]8qm;sf] ;+/rgf / ;+hfn 7"nf] 5. oxl dfgjlo efjgf / /]8qm;k lt cf:yf / ljzjf;sf ;fy xfn;dd /]8qm;;+u g} ;DalGwt /x]sf] 5'. -ljzjsdf{, xfn g]/];f] affs]df sd{rf/l x'g'x'g5._ ljs6 If]qdf klg /]8qm; k'u]s} 5 dfgaxfb'/ l;+x hfh/sf]6 d]/f] 3/ hfh/sf]6 lhnnfsf] ljs6 uflj; gfosjf8fdf k5{. d k fljlws P;Pn;L kf; u/]/ al;/x]sf] ;fndf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6låf/f hfh/sf]6 lhnnfsf] k'gdf, vnëf / hutlk'/ uflj;nfo{ ;d]6]/ ;fd'bflos ljsf; sfo{qmd ;~rfng x'g] ep5. ToxL sfo{qmdsf] nflu ;acf]e/l;o/sf] kf]i6 v'n]sf] 5 egg] s'/f ;fylaf6 yfxf kffp. /]8qm; zfvfdf up/ gf]l6; x]/]kl5 d]/f] ljifo klg ldng] epsf]n] cfj]bg xfn]. kl/iff / cgt/jftf{df 5gf]6 ep/ hflu/]sf]?kdf d}n] /]8qm; k j]z u/]sf] xf]. 128 d]/f] syf

141 ;L8LkLsf] lkmn8 hffbf # $ 306f k}bn lx+8\g' kg]{] 7fpF klg lyp. t/ klg zfvfsf :jo+;]js / sd{rf/lx ;Fu 6Lddf cf cfkm\gf] lhdd]jf/lsf] sfd ul/gyof]. ;Nnfx, ;'emfjsf] cfbgk bfg x'g] ub{yof]. Hofb} ;xof]ul 6Ld epsf]n] sfd ubf{ /dfonf] nfuyof]. xfn d s]gb Lo sfof{nodf ljkb\ Joj:yfkg ljefudf cg'udg / clen]v clws[tsf] kdf sfo{ ul//x]sf] 5'. /]8qm;sdL{ ep/ sfd ug{ kfpfbf dnfo{ t ;Gt'li6 ldln/x]sf] 5. csf]{ s'/f hfh/sf]6sf] d]/f] 3/ epsf] If]qdf Tolta]nf s'g} afl9klx/f] uof], cfunful eof] eg] k efljtn] ^ dlxgfdf klg /fxt kfpg g;sg] b'mv nfubf] cj:yf lyof]. /]8qm;sf] g]kfnu~hl:yt If]qLo uf]bfdaf6 vrr/, el/ofnfo{ af]sfp/ ;fdfg n}hfg'kyof]{. Tof] s'/ fn] d]/f] dg 5fof]. d ;L8LkL d} sfd ub}{ ubf{ d}/} ;lqmotfdf gfosjf8f, /f]sfof ufpf / / fdl8f8fsf] alrdf kf/]/ g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l af/]sf]6 pkzfvf :yfkgf u/]sf lyof}+. ljkb\ sf a]nf /fxt aff8\g / ;dgjo ug{ ;lhnf] xf];\ eg]/} of] pkzfvf u7g u/]sf lyof}. clxn] klg Tof] pkzfvfn] ljkb\nufotsf cfsl:ds ;dodf ;lqmo?kdf sfd ul//x]sf] 5. %) egbf a9l cfhljg ;b:ox? 5g\. h] xf];\ o:tf] ljs6 If]qdf klg /]8qm; k'u]s} 5 o;df v'zl nfu5. k ltof]lutftds sfo{qmddf ;w} pts[i6 ut] /fltsf] clj/n jiff{n] jflnª gu/kflnsf!), dfgv'df elif0f klx/f] uo{ b'o{3/ aufpg'sf ;fy} nfvf}fsf] wg;dklq gi6 eof]. of] va/ yfxf kfpgf;fy d ef]lnkn6 cqflnfb} dfdf3/ k'u]f. klx/f]sf] ;Defljt 8/n] l;ëf] ufpf g} knnf] kfvfdf a;fof ;/]sf] /x]5. kfvfdf agfopsf] Pp6f 6x/fdf d}n] a[ xh'/a'af / xh'/cfdfnfo{ e]6]f. klx/f]sf] kghfaf6 pldsg ;kmn epsfdf pxffx hlt v';l x'g'x'gyof], cfkm\gf] pj{/e"ld g} klx/f]df k/l :jfxf epsfdf Tolt g} b'mvl klg b]lvg'x'gyof]. 3/a:tL g} sdn sf]o/fnf, bfl;{ª :ofª\hf klx/fn] nlulbpkl5 s]xl k flktsf] cfzfdf xft lkmfhf/]/ al;/xg'epsf pxffx sf] kll8t / zf]s;+j]lbt dgdf dndk L nufpg lbpf;f]lt/ /ftf] qm;lrxg clít 6f]kL nufpsf s]xl dflg; cfok'u]. klx/f] upsf] :ynsf] lg/lif0fkzrft\ pglx n] nqfsk8f, vfbfgg / k};f ljt/0f u/]. kll8t JolQmx sf] p4f/df ;j{tf]efj]g ;dlk{t x'g] ltg} /]8qm;dfuL{x sf] k/f]ksf/l efjgfaf6 clek ]l/t ep/ d /]8qm;df cfa4 x'g k'u]sf] x' F. Tolta]nfb]lv g} d cfˆgf] ljbfnodf klg /]8qm;df ;lqmo epf. d]/f] syf 129

142 ljbfnox df x/]s jif{ u7g x'g] h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] ;b:o, ;lrj x'fb} cwoif;ddsf] kbef/ u x0f ug{] cj;/ k fkt eof]. o;}qmddf ljbfno / ufpf6f]ndf cfof]lht ;/;kmfo, j[if/f]k0f, /Qmbfg tyf gf6s, xflh/lhjfkm, sljtfh:tf k ltof]lutftds sfo{qmdx df ;xeful x'fb} uoof]. jf:tjdf /]8qm;åf/f cfof]lht ljbfnotxsf s'g} klg lhnnf:t/lo sfo{qmddf efu lng 5'6fOPg. k ltof]lutftds sfo{qmddf ;xeful x'fbf lhnnfdf dfq} gep/ /fli6«o:t/df ;d]t k'/:s[t x'gy]f ;fndf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6l lhnnf zfvf :ofª\hfsf] cfof]hgdf ;fyl lzifs tflnddf ;xeful epkl5 of}g/f]u, P8\; tyf k hgg :jf:yo;dagwl Jojxf/f]kof]uL 1fg xfl;n ug{] cj;/ k fkt eof]. ;fndf /]8qm;sf] ;b:otf lnps} jif{sf] h'lgo/ /]8qm; lbj;df klxnf]rf]l6 ;b/d'sfddf Ps lkg6 /Qmbfg u/]f. x/]s jif{sf] jiff{ofddf cffwlvf]nfdf cfpg] af9l / To;af6 kll8t xhf/f}f dflg;sf] p4f/df rgbf;íng ug{] g]t[tjstf{sf kdf klg cfkm\gf] uflj;sf k To]s 3/df k'luof]. eljtjo k/]sf 7fpFdf lhnnfel/ g} Pp6f /]8qm; cleogtfsf kdf el/zso ;xeful x'g] k of; ul/of]. dfgj;]jfh:tf] kljq sfo{df ;+nug x'g pmhf{ k bfg u/]sf sf/0f d /]8qm;nfO{ ;ldem/xg5'. d ; u hf]l8psf] d]/f] /]8qm; syf afns[i0f ;]8fO{ emfkf /]8qm;;Fusf] d]/f] klxnf] ;fndf lj/f6gu/l:yt /]8qm; /Qm;~rf/ s]gb df d}n] klxnf]k6s /Qmbfg u/]kl5 epsf] xf]. 7"nf]j'jf l;ls:t epsf]j]nfdf /ut lng hffbf gkfpkl5 Tof] ;+of]u k/]sf] lyof]. ToxfF;Dd cfok'ubf /]8qm;n] lj/fdlsf] nflu /utsf] Joj:yfkg / lj/fdl cf];fg{ PDj'n]G; lbg5 egg] ;Dd dfq yfxf lyof]. To;j]nf d /]8qm;dfkm{t dfgjlo ;]jfdf ;dlk{t x'g5' eg]/ snkgf;dd klg u/]sf] lyogf. To;sf] 7Ls % jif{kl5 nlntk'/sf] cfbz{ljwof dlgb/df cwofkg ub}{ubf{ /]8qm;af6 ;fd'bflos ljsf; ljefu cgtu{t ;d'bfodf cfwfl/ k fylds pkrf/ sfo{qmdsf nflu sd{rf/lx sf] kbk"lt{sf] nflu ul/psf] lj1fkg b]v]kl5 Psrf]l6 sf]lz; u/ff}g egg]nfuof] / k/liff lboof]. VofnVofnd} gfdklg lg:sof] / ;Kt/Lsf]nflu 5gf}6 eo{ 5f]6f] cled'vls/0fkl5 sfo{if]qtkm{ nfu]kzrft dfq d]/f] /]8qm; ofqf z'?x'g5. bzs nfdf] ptkfbgd"ns ;do slxn] t/fo{, slxn] s0ff{nlsf ljs6 lhnnf t slxn] kxf8sf clt ;+s6f;gg 130 d]/f] syf

143 lhnnfx sf ;d'bfo;+u hf]l8p/ lat]5. pltj]nf ;Kt/Ls]f d}lynl ;d'bfosf nflu ul/psf] ;fd'bflos ljsf;, ljkb\ / k fylds pkrf/sf sfo{ xf];\ jf emfkfb]lv c5fd;ddsf PrcfO{eLjf6 ;+qmldt ;d'bfosf kifdf ulpsf] sfo{ tyf xhf/f}f lszf]/lszf]/lsf nflu ;~rfng ul/psf] hljgpkof]ul ;Lk;DaGwL sfo{ / kl5nnf] ;dodf ljkb\ k"j{tof/lsfnflu :jf:yif]q ptyfgzln ultljlwdf /x]sf] ;+nugtfn] c? w]/} /]8qm;sdL{sf] nx/df ;fgf] epklg /]8qm;;Fusf] dfgjlo sfo{df cfkm"nfo{ hf]8]/ s]xl km/s ug{;s]sf] cg'ej x'g5. d clxn] klg ;DemG5', /]8qm;dfkm{t k fkt ljifout tflndx af6 cfkm\gf] Ifdtfdf epsf] a9f]q/l, ;d'bfoaf6 k fkt Ps k sf/sf] ;sf/ftds efjgf, cu h /]8qm;sdL{x af6 k fkt ;fy, ;xof]u / cfkm"leq ;'if'kt kdf /x]sf] ;dfh;]jfk ltsf] rfxgfsf] sf/0fn] xf]nf d;fu hf]l8psf] d]/f] /]8qm; syf ;do;+u} cufl8 a9\bf]5. -;]8fO{ g]/];f] s]gb Lo sfof{nosf jl/i7 clws[t x'g'x'g5._ Crisis and trouble taught me... Of getting relief from the Red Cross, the seeds of love to Red Cross got sprouted in my heart, when it was the time of sever crisis for butter, bread and shelter, as my family was the first family to be shifted to the district headquarters of Bajhang due to the civil war in 2055 BS. Since then, I wondered to know Red Cross and its activities despite of my blind faith on it as a relief donor agency. My desire to get more information was only suppressed in the soul. However, I had esteemed faith on Red Cross as a helping hand of helplesss and dreamt to serve sufferers under the flag of Red Cross. Sakun Kumar Joshi Sitapaila Kathamandu My aspiration to take part in RC Movement came true when my respected teacher Mr Lal Bahadur Khadka, the then teacher sponsor of Satyavadi Higher Secondary School, led senior students of school to take part in the anti-polio rally. And, it was I who was the happiest participant of the rally, because I was holding a flag of Red Cross. I repeated the slogan, in the rally, time and again raising the flag. I wished everybody could see me and recognize me as a RC activist. After the completion of the rally, I talked about Red Cross with my teachers and Red Cross staff, and got much information about it. Then, I committed to lead my journey in the path of Red Cross Movement and started to take d]/f] syf 131

144 part in the RC Movement from my schooling. Crisis and trouble tough me a sweet lesson to work for others as a part of Nepal Red Cross Society, and it has miles to go ahead... (He is an active youth volunteer in NRCS) Inspired by news of Red Cross I was inspired by the Red Cross work when I would listen to the Red Cross news helping people in Iran Iraq war in my childhood. I was passionate to work something challenging and tangible to change lives of vulnerable people. I preferred to go to rural community in Tanahun District in Nepal to manage Water and Sanitation Program. I was impressed by the efforts Indra Adhikari community made in cooperation with the Nepal Red Cross and Japanese Red Cross to curve down the trend of water-borne diseases, which was the most cause of death and illness in those communities. The best thing to me was to be a leader in the change process. Everyone: women, children, youth, and adult, farmers and laborers, teachers and leaders were involved in the way. It was fabulous. People-centered has become now the mainstream philosophy in disaster and development but it was already there in Nepal Red Cross. I took manager responsibilities, such as information, monitoring and evaluation in the Drinking Water and Sanitation Program at the headquarters. On top them, I lead HIV/AIDS and Reproductive Health Program, which has great contribution to reduce the risk among young people, the challenge of the time. Starting from 16 districts, the program covered more than half of the country (40 districts). As the armed-conflict heightened to its peak in 2001, funding, donor reporting, communications, Transparency, and accountability were major challenges, but I could meet them with marvellous team efforts. Cooperation from Red Cross Partners: Norwegian, Swiss, SDC/N, Nepal Government, UNAIDS should be acknowledged. I believe that it was a huge contribution to the millennium development goal in Nepal. 132 d]/f] syf

145 Another challenging job was communications and identity promotion of Red Cross movement as the armed conflict was at the climax around I accepted the challenge as an opportunity. Opted out Red Cross for teaching profession (seven years), I have volunteer experience with Canadian Red Cross for last three years. I believe that Red Cross is second to none for humanitarian services. I am expecting to be with Red Cross for long being motivated by the RC fundamental principles and universal values. (He worked for NRCS as director) d]/f] /]8qm; lt/sf] s'/f xf]. e/tk'/ c:ktfndf An8 a}+s lypg. /ut lbg] dfg5] vf]h]/ NofP/ lbg'kyof]{. d}n] /ut lbg] dfg5] vf]h]/ ;xof]u k' ofolbgy]+. Tolta]nf Pshgf!)!@ jif{sf] arrfnfo{ /utsf] cfjzostf k of]. d}n] /ut lbgsf] nflu dfg5] vf]h]/ NofPF t/ /ut r9fpg s]xl l9nf epsf] sf/0f Tof] arrfsf] d[to' eof]. To;df dnfo{ clt b'mv nfuof]. ;fnd} /]8qm;sf] cfhljg ;b:otf lnp/ /]8qmddf ;+nug epsf] xf]. lxdsfgt zdf{ Gof}kfg] lrtjg d]/f] /]8qm; syf k'?iff]qd/fh >]i7, l;;f}l/of, ;nf{xl ;fnsf] xf] g]/];f] lhnnf sfo{ ;ldlt ;nf{xlsf sd{rf/l >L /fdlszf]/ kl08tåf/f g]/];f] ;DaGwL hfgsf/l k fkt u/l pt;flxt eo{ d / s]xl ;xof]ul ;fylx? ldn]/ cfˆg} uf=lj=;= df pkzfvf ;~rfng u of}+. d vfg]kfgl ;+:yfdf sfo{/t epsf] sf/0f pkzfvf sfo{ ;ldltdf s'g} klg efo{6n kbdf ga;l ;fwf/0f ;b:o eo{ OdfGbf/Lk"j{s sfo{ ub}{ /x]f. kmn:j?k pkzfvfsf ttsfnlg ;efklt >L z'e gf/fo0f kl08tn] dnfo{ k'/:sf/ ;d]t lbg' epsf] ;fnb]lv cjlw lglj{/f]w ;efklt kbdf sfo{/t r}tdf lhnnf sfo{ ;ldltsf] r'gfjdf ljhol eo{ :jf:yo pk;ldltdf ;b:o kbdf dgf]lgt epsf] 5'. b'ef{uo j}zfv!@ ut] b]zdf upsf] dxfe"sdkdf k/l dfgf / 5fgfsf] nflu t8\kl /x]sf kll8tx?sf] nflu /fxt ;+sng u/l ljlegg ;+:yfsf] ;xof]udf d hgfsf] 6f]nL uo{ l;gw'kfnrf]s lhnnfsf] df+vf uf=lj=;= nufot l5d]sl uf=lj=;= j}zfv!@ ut];dd vfgf ksfo{ v'jfpg] / ljt/0f u/l 5fgfsf] nflu d]/f] syf 133

146 kfn klg pknaw u/fof}+. vfgf vfg kfpfbf kll8tx? v'zl eo{ wgojfb lbg' :jefljs lyof]. /fxt sfo{af6 kms]{ nuq} :jo+;]jsx?sf] ;Ddfgdf pkzfvfdf cfof]lht sfo{qmddf k d'v cltly lhnnf sfo{ ;ldltsf ;efklt >L gfu]gb rf}w/lho"n] egg'eof] o:tf] ;x fglo sfo{ lhnnfdf s'g} ;+:yfaf6 epsf] 5}g. ;'Gbf cem k efljt epf. o:tf] ljkbx?df ;xof]u ug'{af6 sbflk k5l gx6g] k lt1f ub{5'. casf] Ps jif{df d]/f] ufp ;/;kmfosf nflu gd"gf agfp 5' 3f]uf] /fhj+zl, emfkf d]/f] gfd 3f]uf] /fhj+zl xf]. d cfh egbf ^^ jif{cl3 o;} emfkf lhnnfsf] dx]zk'/ uf=lj=;= j8f g+= ^ df hgd]sf] JolQm x'f. d]/f] ufpf k"0f{ kdf cflbjf;lsf] a;f]af; /x]sf] ufpf xf]. d of] ufpfsf] z'e sfo{sf] kl08tofo{f -7fs'/_ u5'{. hfgg] ;'Gg] JolQmdf ulgg5'. t/ of] a'9];sfn;dd cfok'ubf s'g} lbg klg rkl{df lb;f ug]{ cg'ej lypg dnfo{. dnfo{ nfubyof] Ps} 7fpF ;w}+ lb;f ubf{ s;/l lb;f cfpf5 / ugfp/ a:g ;lsg5 / Û hf] sf]xl cfk"fm egbf ;fgfn] lb;f u/]sf 7fpFdf cfk"fm s;/l a:g' / Û cflb lh1f;f ddf lyof]. d]/f] ufpfdf d]/f]h:t} w]/}sf] 3/df rkl{ lypg. ;8s, af6f]3f6f], aff;3f/l, lrofaufg cflbdf v'nf lb;f ug]{ kl/kf6l clxn] klg 5. xfd f] ufpfdff ;w}+h;f] s]6fs]6l a'9fkfsf ljdf/l kl//xg5g\. xfdln] sdfpsf] ;a} k}+of k};f cf}ifwl pkrf/df g} vr{ x'g5. t/ o;} jif{ /]8qm;n] xfd f] cffvf vf]lnlbpsf] 5. d oxff /]8qm;åf/f ;~rflnt jftfj/0flo ;/;kmfo sfo{qmdsf] j8f g+= ^ sf] cwoif x'f. ddf t olt kl/jt{g cfpsf] 5 ls d}n] ufpfdf ;a}egbf klxn] d]/} 3/df rkl{ agfpsf] 5'. d]/f] b]v]/ c n] klg wdfwd rkl{ agfpg yfn]sf 5g\. ;d'bfosf] ;fdflhs sfddf d cu'jf ep/ lx8f\b} 5'. /]8qm;n] d]/f] cffvf a'9];sfndf vf]lnlbpsf] 5. lxhf] cfh t kl08tofof{ ug{ hffbf klg rkl{ / ;/;kmfosf s'/f u/]/ ;Demfpg] u/]sf] 5'. ;a}nfo{ kl/jt{g cfkf}maf6 z' ug'{k5{ egl ;Demfpg] u/]sf] 5'. tlg dlxgfcufl8sf] htftt} kmf]x/ clg lb;f b]lvg] xfd f] ufpf clxn] km/s x'g yfn]sf] 5. ca t d ;/;kmfosf] s'/f ug{ cfˆgf] ufpf dfq x}g cf]nnf] knnf] ufpfdf klg hfg] u/]sf] 5'. kss} klg casf] d]/f] affsl cfo' ufpfsf] ;/;kmfodf ;'wf/ u/]/ ufpfn]nfo{ lg/f]ul agfo{ /fvg ;s] d]/f] wd{ k"/f x'g5 egg] 7fg]sf] 5'. To;}n] d c7f]6 u5'{ casf] Ps jif{df d]/f] ufpf ;/;kmfosf nflu gd"gf agfpf5'.ú 134 d]/f] syf

147 æds}sf] Ps emf]tl / g]kfn /]8qm; :yfkgf lbj;sf] JofrÆ k fylds txsf] ljb\ofnosf] k9fo{ k"/f u/]/ rf/ siffdf k9gsf] nflu xfo{:s'n >L dft[e"ld Joj;flos dflj ;ftf}+ xl of df egf{ ep/ k9fo{ ;'? )#% ;fn lt/ efb dlxgfsf]!( ut] g]kfn /]8qm; :yfkgf lbj; dgfpg ljb\ofnosf] Ps 7fFpdf ep/ /]8qm; ljifodf k jrg ug]{, lhnnf zfvfaf6 k fkt JofFr ljt/0f ug]{ ul/gyof]. ljbfyl{x n] Ps emf]tl ds} ljb\ofno ;s{nnfo{ pknaw u/fpkl5 :yfkgf lbj;sf] Jofr nufpg] ul/gyof]. o;/l Jofr nufpg]nfo{ km/s dflggyf]. gf/fo0f nfld5fg] :ofªhf o;/l h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{nsf] sfd / x]g/l 8\o'gfsf] hljglaf6 k efljt eo{ /]8qm; k lt efjgf hfu[t x'fb} cfof]. 3/b]lv ljb\ofno / ljb\ofnob]lv 3/;Ddsf] af6fdf / sklsf] kggfdf /]8qm; lrgx sf]b}{ lx8\bf /dfo{nf] nfuyof]. ;fylefo{;fu k lt:kwf{ ub}{ s;sf] /fd f] lrgx egb} lxl8of]. d ljbfno :t/sf] h'lgo/ ;s{ncgt{ut b}jlk sf]k 36gf ;"rgf ;ldltdf ;b:osf] ;fndf ;s{ndfkm{t /]8qm; cleofgdf ;+nug epsf] x"f. lj=;+=@)#^ )#& ;fnsf] b]zsf] /fhg}lts cfgbf]ngsf] k efjn] d]/f] siff & b]lv dflysf] cwofog csf]{ ljb\ ofno >L dgsfdgf dflj k]nsfrf}/df k f/de eof]. To; ljb\ofndf klg h'lgo/ /]8qm; ;s{n ;b:o ag]/ x/]s jif{sf] g]kfn /]8qm; :yfkgf lbj;sf] cj;/df 3f]u] cleofg -ds}sf] Ps emf]tl ;+sng _ ug]{ sfo{nfo{ lg/gt/tf lbb} ;s{nsf] cfo ; f]t a[l4 ul/b} cfoof]. ;f] cleofg oblk ;s{nn] xfn ;Dd klg hf/l /fv]sf] 5. o;} u/l g]kfn h'lgo/ /]8qm; :yfkgf kmfu'gdf x'g] lhnnf :t/lo sfo{qmdx df klg rf;f] /lx/xgyof]. ;fndf hfkflgh /]8qm;sf] ;xof]udf s]gb Lo sfof{no ;+u7g tyf hgzlqm ljsf; ljefudfkm{t ;~rflnt lhnnf zfvf ljsf; sfo{qmd ;~rfngsf] nflu :ofª\hf lhnnf klg 5gf]6 eo{ sd{rf/l egf{sf] nflu lj1fkg x]/]/ d}n] klg cfj]bg u/].!( hgf k lt:kwl{df d ;kmn ;fn efb! ut]b]lv ;xfos lhnnf zfvf clws[tsf]?kdf g]/];f]df sd{rf/lsf]?kdf ;]jf k a]z u/]. lhnnf zfvfsf] cfhljg ;b:osf] clen]v d]/f] syf 135

148 qm; #)) df gfd clen]v x/g] u/l %)) ;b:otf z'ns / % k a]z z'ns a'emfp/ cfhljg ;b:otf lnp. lhnnf zfvfdf sl/a!& jif{ sfo{ cg'ejsf] cfwf/df cem km/flsnf] If]qdf sfdug]{ ;fn ;fpgb]lv s]gb Lo sfof{nosf] ;+u7g ljsf; ljefudf :jo+;]js Joj:yfkg clws[tsf] kdf sfo{ug]{ cj;/ kfpf. lhnnf zfvf / s]gb Lo sfof{nodfkm{t sfo{qmddf ;xeflutf tyf ;~rfngsf] bf}/fg g]kfnsf ^) egbf j9l lhnnfdf k'ug] df}sf /]8qm;n] lbpsf] 5. xfn;ddsf] / cf=j=@)&) )&!sf] sfo{;dkfbgsf] cfwf/ r}qsf] clgtd ;ftf s}nfnl, wgu9ldf ;DkGg s]gb Lo ;efsf] $$cf+} dxflwj]zgsf] cj;/df g]kfn /]8qm; pts[i6 sd{rf/l ;]jf k'/:sf/af6 ;Ddflgt x'g] df}sf kfpf. /]8qm;df sd{rf/lsf]?kdf cfj4 /xfbf ljlegg tflnd k lzfif0f / cg'ej cfbfg k bfgn] d]/f] JolQmTj ljsf;df 7"nf] 6]jf k'u]sf] 5. ;sf/tds ;f]r / prr dgf]jn ;fy sfd ug]{ k /0ff ;a}af6 ldln/x]sf] 5. cfufdl lbgdf klg hljg k ogt s'g} g s'g} e"ldsdf /]8qm; cleofgdf ;+nug /lx/xg] ljzj; lnpsf] 5'. ho /]8qm;, ho dfgjtf. -nfld5fg], g]/];f] s]gb df sfo{/t x'g'x'g5._ /]8qm; l;4fgtaf6 k ]/0ff nlnt h+u zfxl h'dnf ljqmd ;fndf h'dnf lhnnfdf /]8qm; zfvfsf] :yfkgfsf] nflu em08f ufl8psf] a]nfsf] dnfo{ ;Demgf 5. of] d ^ siffdf k9\bfsf] s'/f xf]. ttsfnlg /fli6«o k~rfot ;b:o cbg l;+ s7fot /]8qm;sf] ;efklt x'gf'eof]. To; lbg pxff nufot cu hx?n] x]g/l 8\o"gfsf] of]ubfg, /]8qm;sf l;4fgt / /]8qm;n] ug]{ dfgjlo sfdsf] k jrg ug'{epsf] lyof]. dfgjtf, P]lR5s ;]jf / lgzkiftf h:tf l;4fgtsf] JofVof ToxfF ;'g]kl5 /]8qm;df ;+nug x'g dnfo{ k ]/0ff ldn]sf] xf]. d ;fgf] 5bfF w]/} dflg;x?n] dnfo{ 7"nf] epkl5 s] agg] egg] k Zg uy]{ / d]/f] pq/ x'gyof] d ;dfh ;]jf u5'{. d]/f] Tof] pq/ clxn] ;fsf/ epsf] 5 lsgls d /]8qm;sf] ;fy;fy} ;dfhdf ;sf/ftds kl/jt{gsf] nflu clxn] klg vl6/x]sf] ;fndf d!^ jif{sf] pd]/df g]/];f] h'dnf lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] ;b:o epf. ToxL jif{sf] r}tdf kf]v/fdf epsf] rf} yf] dxflwj]zgsf] k ltlglw x'g kfpf. To;kl5 h'nnf lhnnf /]8qm;sf] ;efklt klg epf. 136 d]/f] syf

149 To;kl5 lg/gt/ d /]8qm;df ;+nug 5'. g]kfn /]8qm;sf] s]gb Lo ;ldltsf] ;b:o, s]gb sf ljlegg ;ldltsf] ;efklt, s]gb Lo pkfwoif / clxn] /fli6«o dfgjlo l;4fgt tyf s'6gllt ;ldltsf] ;efkltsf] kbdf sfd ul//x]sf] 5'. d /fhgllt / c? k]zf Joj;fodf klg ;+nug 5' t/ dnfo{ uj{ 5 ls dnfo{ /]8qm;;Fusf] ;+nugtf ;j} egbf Kof/f] 5. /]8qm;sf] cg'ej ;'vb 5 / clj:d/0flo klg. -zfxl, g]/];f]sf s]gb Lo ;b:o Pj+ /fli6«o dfgjlo l;4fgt tyf s'6gllt ;ldltsf] ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ b}jl k sf]k tflndn] /]8qm;df tfgof] d ljbfnodf ;fdflhs lziff ljifo k9fpfy]. To;df /]8qm;sf] kf7 klg lyof] ;fn;dd /]8qm;af/] yk 1fg d ;Fu lypg. ;fn h]i7 # ut] df b]jl prr df=lj=af6 ;?jf eo{ kb\d prr df=lj b/jf/if]qdf xflh/ x'g cfpf. /]8qm; eqmk'/ lhnnf zfvfn] Tolx lbgb]lv ;'? x'g] b}jl k sf]k Joj:yfkg tflndsf] nflu ;xeflu x'g ;f] ljbfnosf] Ps hgf lzifsnfo{ klg af]nfpsf] /x]5. To; lbg :s"ndf kl/iff rln/x] dgf]hs'df/ yfkf eqmk'/ sf] sf/0fn] s'g} c? lzifs hfg] epgg\. k =c= laqmd axfb'/ sfo:yn] dnfo{ Tof] % lbg] tflnddf hfg egg'eof]. dnfo{ dgdg} v'zl nfuof] lsgls d ;dfh;]jfdf OR5's epsf] / ;fdflhs ljifosf] lzifs klg epsf]n]. b}jl k sf]k Joj:yfkg tflndn] dnfo{ k efljt u of]. d}n] ttsfn} /]8qm;sf] cflhjg ;b:otf lnpf. ljbfnodf h'lgo/ ;s{n u7g u/]f / lzifs gfos eo{ sfd u/]f. dwodf~rn If]qsf] h'lgo/ uf]i7l cfkm} ;+of]hs eo{ cfof]hgf u/]f. d]/f] ;lqmotf / uf]i7lsf] /fd f] Joj:yfkg b]v]/ xf]nf d lhnnf sfo{;ldltsf] ;b:o epf. kl5 sfdub}{ hffbf pkdgql, pk;efklt / ;efklt clg s]gb Lo sfo{;ldltdf ;b:o / ljlegg ;ldltx?sf] g]t[tjdf /xl sfd ug]{ df}sf kfpf. of] lg/gt/ 5. -yfkf, g]/];f]sf s]gb Lo ;b:o Pj+ /fli6«o ljkb\ Joj:yfkg ;ldltsf ;efklt x'g'x'g5._ d]/f] syf 137

150 /]8qm; cleofg / d P;Pn;L kf; u/]kl5 prr lziff xfl;n ug]{ qmddf sf7df8f}+ cfpsf] lypf. sdz{ k9\g sf7df8f}+sf] lkkn; SofDk;df egf{ epf. Tolta]nf kxf8af6 zx/df k9\g cfpg] w]/}h;f] o'jfx?n] cfkm\gf] k9fo vr{ wfgg ;fgf] ltgf] hflu/ jf cgo s]xl ug'{ kg]{ afwotf lyof]. d}n] eg] Joj;fosf]?kdf Pp6f ef]hgfno rnfpfb} cfkm\gf] cwoognfo{ klg cufl8 a9fpfb} nu]+. o; alrdf g/]gb >]i7 ndh'ª lgoldt?kdf lkkn; sn]haf6 cfo{sd / ;/:jtl ax'd'vl sn]haf6 lasdsf] k9fo ;s]+. ca dnfo{ Joj;fo 5f]8]/ hflu/ vfg] OR5f hfuof]. lalegg ;/sf/l, u}/;/sf/l ;+:yfx?df b/vf:t xfng yfn]+. oxl qmddf g]kfn /]8qm; ;f];fo6ln] vfg]kfgl sfo{qmdcgtu{t t/fo{sf lhnnfx?sf] nflu lkmn8 ;'k/efoh/ kbsf] la1fkg k sfzg u/]sf] /x]5. ;f] kbdf b/vf:t e/]+, lnlvtdf gfd lg:sof] t/ cgtjf{tf{df ;kmn x'g ;lsg. cfkm" c;kmn ep klg o; k6s eg] g]kfn /]8qm;sf] sd{rf/l 5gf}6 k lqmofaf6 d ctogt} k efljt epf. b/vf:t a'emfpg] clgtd Dofb ;lspsf] s]xl lbgd} lnlvt k/liff eoxfng], nut} cgtjf{tf{ lno{ ;f]xl lbg jf ef]lnkn6;dd t clgtd glthf yfxf kfpg ;lsg]. cgoq o:tf] sd} x'gyof]. lnlvt k/liff / cgtjf{tf{sf lgwf{l/t ldltdf gx'g]. slxn] sfxlf t lj1fkg g} /2 klg x'g]. o:tf] lgolt ef]lu/x]sf] a]nf /]8qm;df sd{rf/lx 5gf}6 k lsof ;dod} / lgikif x'g] /x]5 egg] ljzjf; hfuof]. dnfo{ ;Demgf ;fndf epsf] ;f] cgtjf{tf{df wfvjf ;/ / jgt ;/nufot x'g'x'gyof]. cgtjf{tf{ lbg cfpg] pdd]bjf/x k lt pxffx?n] ug'{ epsf] Jojxf/af6 cem k efljt epf. ;do latb} uof], Joj;fo klg rnb} lyof]. o; ;fndf km]l/ /]8qm; s]gb Lo sfof{nosf] nflu al/i7 sfof{no ;xfossf] nflu lj1fkg k sfzg eof]. /]8qm;k ltsf] d]/f] ;sf/ftds efjgfn] ubf{ of] k/liff lbpfm lbpfm nfuof] / ;fd]n klg epf. o; k6s eg] d cgtjf{tf{df klg ;kmn epf. o;/l d sd{rf/lsf]?kdf /]8qm; k j]z u/]+. xfn s]gb Lo sfof{nodf hg;dks{ clws[tsf] kdf sfo{/t 5'. hflu/] hljgn] klg b'o{ bzs kf/ ul/;s]sf] 5. o;alrdf b]zsf %) egbf a9l lhnnfsf b"/b/fhdf k'ul /]8qm;sf nfefljgtx?;fu enfs';f/l ug]{, pglx sf] cfjfh ;'Gg] / dfl;s klqsf, /]l8of] / ;f];n ldl8ofx dfkm{t k sfzdf Nofpg] sfo{df cfkm"n] k' ofpg ;s]sf] ;]jfaf6 d cfkm" ;Gt'i6 5'. 138 d]/f] syf

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